I traced my orbit around the Earth,
But he turned to something bright and far,
and I believed that’s what I should want at first,
another sun, another star.
But something quiet stayed so close,
too soft for me to even see,
I searched for light that wasn’t mine,
while you were right there next to me.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 2:08 PM UTC
I waited for you by a half-closed door,
Believed our hearts could learn to love once more.
But silence grew where words once lay,
And I still hoped you’d find your way.
You came again but not alone,
I saw the truth I should have known.
Doors once closed should stay that way,
Not every love deserves to stay
When you return, like you always do
The doors will close, you won’t get through
Oct 22, 2025
Oct 22, 2025 at 11:52 AM UTC
Water under the bridge, they said,
as if it was left behind,
but I’m still beneath it, sinking instead,
patiently waiting for a hand to find.
To them it was nothing, a truth they withdrew
but that bridge was my world, and it fell with you.
Sep 28, 2025
Sep 28, 2025 at 12:51 PM UTC
I will be your waiter today,
would you like something to drink?
In fact, you don't even need to pay,
I'll give you more than you can think.
All you have to do is be pleased,
and I'll feel the work is done.
My own hunger stays uneased,
yet still I serve one by one.
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 4:15 AM UTC
I pushed you away when you got too near,
told you to leave, though I wished you’d stay here.
You asked if I’m fine
I swore I was okay,
but my silence begged you not to walk away.
I made a scene of my sadness and pain,
lit the match, left you holding the flame.
Said you meant nothing, just to confuse
when truthfully, you were everything that I was scared to lose.
I ruined the good so I wouldn’t feel small,
dragged you down just to soften my fall.
You didn’t deserve what I turned out to be
I guess they were right when they said, misery loves company.
Aug 3, 2025
Aug 3, 2025 at 8:18 AM UTC
You left him shattered, clean cut, no mess.
And still, he doesn’t love you any less.
You’re still present but yet long gone.
A whisper, a shadow, a half-faded song.
He walks through your memory, lost in the past,
While I hold a love that was never built to last.
You’re not here, but you linger soft and cruel,
And I loved a man obeying a phantom’s rule.
May 1, 2025
May 1, 2025 at 2:22 PM UTC
It feels like I'm stuck in a curse,
Falling too hard, and always falling first.
Maybe it’s the way I love,
Maybe love isn’t meant for me,
But is it so wrong to want it, to want to be seen?
Let this curse be undone, let there be a turn,
Shift the stars, change the script,
Let the love I give finally return.
For once, let it be me who’s found,
The one who's chosen, the one unbound.
Apr 6, 2025
Apr 6, 2025 at 8:30 AM UTC
I see you with your friends,
you blend in so well.
Hating you is my guard,
loving you is a spell.
These feelings won’t end,
I can’t set them free,
I climbed so high,
why did I fall so deep?
Nov 24, 2024
Nov 24, 2024 at 5:12 PM UTC
Why can’t I escape you?
You’re always close, it seems,
A shadow in the stillness,
A whisper in my dreams.
I try to leave, to heal,
But you’re there in the quiet,
A piece of me I lost,
A weight I can’t deny it.
Nov 12, 2024
Nov 12, 2024 at 2:44 PM UTC
Why can't I forget you,
Why are you always near.
Every time I’m moving on,
you suddenly appear.
Like a shadow in the night,
you follow close behind,
A reminder of what’s lost,
a piece I can't unwind.
Nov 9, 2024
Nov 9, 2024 at 5:17 PM UTC