My being feels flat
How do I tell you?
In the void of you are feelings
screaming your name
How do I tell you?
I'd like to watch the stars
die and reborn again
How do I tell you
There is you and mountains
laying worlds apart
How do I tell you?
But I don't think you'd care
I have tasted madness
I have lost my mind
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 8:25 AM UTC
.
I keep failing
I keep losing purpose
Erring from the center
Into branching lines
.
I'd like to keep
me consistent
In thoughts
In being
But I know not
Where to stand
I know longer not
What I am
.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 1:00 PM UTC
I long for warmth
Dream of a distant place
Where fire lights the room
Sweet tea eases my soul
And your company
A sure home
For my sweetest escape
Days and nights
Under endless blues
Turned dark that glitters
Through perpetual starlight
We’d laugh and talk
Of silly daydreams
And fearless thoughts
Your hand into mine
Your arms my safest retreat
I’d lay there forever
Somewhere within hidden
In the warmth of you
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 9:14 AM UTC
So much I've wrote
So little I assume
I still try to learn
To love me in paper
So much I am inside
But out
Nothing is coming
I've lost me sounds
To language
I've lost me form
In trying to be
But I am only human
Too heavy
Too human
I make no sense
In my own self
May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 2:24 PM UTC
I thought of you tonight
I think of you forever
I'll hold you dear in my head
and care for you in silence
For now you cannot see
And so much you refuse to be
Of so much you could become
And so much I see you in you
I know best that you are not
Anyone with special traits
Much more than less
A human out of its shape
What you learned you can leave
If only by rage you decide
Tonight is yet again
A reminiscence
Of what is past and gone
I'll keep you close in sleep
Reach your humanity in thoughts
Qu'un jour je t'atteigne
Que par tendresse
Tu te trouves
Apr 27, 2017
Apr 27, 2017 at 6:01 PM UTC
So reach out to me before
I cut myself off of this world
I be-gone
I cut myself off of words
bring me out of the blue
It's all dark ahead now
and waves will guide me through
I sway I swing I will stay
I will lose myself away
And soon enough
I will eat myself whole
I will consume me flesh
And will feel anew
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 3:42 PM UTC
So if I take me there
Where will I go
I've lost me people
After losing you
I've lost me life
I've lost me joy
I've lost me feelings
I've lost me time
It's all circles now
Days and hours
Turning into past
Am fading away
And away I'll find me
Something is coming
And by then
It might all be late
But when the time comes
I too must go my way
I have locked away
All that has to do with you
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 3:16 PM UTC
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My mind is infected with thoughts of you
Poisoned with the idea of your ghost
People are faceless, now that I've seen you
Their traits, to your charm, have gone lost
.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:00 PM UTC
I don't want to leave here
Forever feels so much more safer
Than moving forward
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 3:45 PM UTC
I know
I know
I know
And I want to say it all
But I've got a little cockroach
Resting on my lips
And I'm afraid
It'll crawl inside
If I open my mouth
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 11:07 AM UTC