Enough
Its been quite the time since Ive felt
The feeling of heavens grace,
Quite the time for some memories
I can never erase
I still remember looking madly at you like
An angel in the night
I still remember the feeling of calmness
Whenever I see you in sight
It has been a long rush of emotions
Catching up to me
A long thrill on how i could ever again
Regain my apathy
Yes, tis true that I’ve regained some fragments
Of myself
Ironic, it feels like an old forgotten book taken
From a shelf
But i digress, with words and symbolisms in the like
I always forget to bring a piece of reality in this
Long and painful hike.
Dont get me wrong, the challenge was
Hard and real
Sometimes a little bit too much of a life that is
Surreal
Every song Ive heard was right about one thing
Its that letting go hurts more in this reality than the Worlds deadliest sting
By the way it wasnt all that bad and savage
Some things happened, like how i mustered up
My courage
Aye its true, for months I’ve been running on fumes
Everything I had on you , love, time, happiness, and emotions, everything caught up to me but eventually, the darkness consumes.
Every moment I thought I had a chance at reaching you is but a lie faced by my own delusions
How did I ever believe that I could walk two steps ahead in holding you when Im always two steps behind with my illusions
Each time I try to get closer , the more you back away
Then I wonder is it me, am I just a toy for someone’s childs-play?
Then again maybe I am, then again maybe I am a lone wolf, gazing towards the moonlight in solitude
All I know Is that time has peeled of the mane of my fortitude
All I am is a beast
A pitiful dog at the very least
You’re not to blame
You dont need to feel shame
Nor pity and despair
Even sadness just be fair
Its just that....
Ive had enough
I can no longer be tough
Im done, I can no longer bluff
The tide’s too rough
No matter how much i climb your mountain of grace
Ive accepted the fall that i can never keep up the pace
My feelings aint gone but its dying to be dead
Time to accept that all this is a trick in my head
Well then, its done, no more words need be said
Stay a gem, you’ve earned that title after all your pressure.
Stay forgetting me, a coal, you can never treasure
I hope someone could fill the hole in your leisure
A happiness that no one can ever measure
I hope you find and stay with
Someone who could take you to an adventure
I hope he is
Someone who you can call forever.
-Mas
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
My Heart still waits for that fateful day, Under cloudy skies we rest, we lay.
Among the trees and leaves where nature is in display.
I see figures together in the month of may, walking towards a doorway.
There I see someone walking towards the hallway, holding the hands of someone I met along the highway.
Didn't expect it would be someone who would offer me parlay and guide me through the passageway.
For I saw my wedding day, Oh how the mind acts that it seems to play.
I know its just a mere break away, but I still wait for it...
Everyday.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 1:02 PM UTC
Darkness sets in, the world becomes silent.
Eyes become heavy, mind goes blank,
Voices speak out, scenes settle. Iridescence fills the void.
A face appears, the light is faint and a character comes approaching.
She wields her hair like a crown for gods to seek, her smile is dangerous as it is beautiful.
Her hands are soft as clouds, and her voice is as beautiful as the strings of heaven.
Suddenly she notices a strange boy who is unfortunately me. Her wings of beauty are magnificent to see,
I tried to speak but my heart got the better of me, couldn't think straight with that glance, my mind was tied up to a tree.
I hate myself when nonsense happens, everything I say wrecks everything.
She laughed at my stupidity but admired me for being funny. Out of the blue she put her arms around me, I could feel her heart was true.
I spoke the words of a lover and told her I miss her, she replied me with sweetness and told me she knew right from the start by the tone of my voice that I Iove her.
As my dream started to bend, I put my arms around her hoping this moment would never end.
Seconds feels like hours, minutes feels like days, days feels like months, months feels like years.
I didn't care, we held each other in the silence as the void passed away, replacing it with her radiance.
I woke up realizing it was nothing but a dream, I felt empty once again.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
Lost to the world was I, to a place where eyes do not meet
a place where hearts are encased in stone.
I walk among shadows and among darkness
not a hint of music anywhere nor a scent of magnificence
My hands tremble and shake from time to time
Silence falls upon me everyday
the light slowly fading from my eyes
sense of touch seems to depart my skin.
Such sadness and misery
corruption and greed envelops me
anger and hatred begins to fill my soul
My mind broken and shattered
I shout one last plead
asking for hope that would never reach.
Fly did my humanity
to it I said goodbye
There in that corner I sat
waiting for something I am
I shut my eyes and clenched my fists
I fall to sleep for death to take.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
Once again I write to my hearts content,
ready to wander off to places I never went.
I wake at the cold and silent hours of midnight's peak
only to find myself greeted by you whom I seek.
You stare inside the ruthless demon that sleeps,
you cast out the horror who's dark aura reeks.
I know not why i feel such devotion,
It calls to me and tries to set everything in motion.
A road of pain waits that stretches out for another mile,
No need to weep and falter as long as I'm guided by your sweet solar smile.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:55 PM UTC
Morning twilight appears to us everyday,
To sleepless nights we giver our say.
The embers of the night shine in cold still waters,
Our mind so deep in thought that nothing ever matters.
We see the lives of different people.
Their lies in life we see like any other evil.
Yet we see hope in the good of humanity.
To it we supply our need for sanity.
Our thoughts combined, one and alike.
Our views differ but they always leave a strike.
Each day I see the your name in Green.
Each day you see mine in that bright hypnotizing screen.
Here time comes when one of us gives in,
Here we stop the rush of caffeine.
Time for us to jump into the deep
Now that you are asleep
I have yet another day for myself to keep.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:52 PM UTC
How long shall we allow ourselves to be corrupted?, all this greed for power makes me feel nothing but hatred.
I see a land filled heavy with despair, its people blinded by freedom that it makes them no longer aware.
I ask When did this all start?, this culture of ours that drove our nation apart.
We were never united back then, Our leaders grew drunk, thought of themselves as gods among men.
Our heroes branded as traitors and rebels, heroes who never yielded, discarded, thrown into a fiery hell
Peace was never achieved,Peace is no more than a word with its meaning up heaved.
Is it our grim fate to follow men who abuse their power?, If so democracy has failed back then and up to this hour.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:50 PM UTC
Trade,Globalization,Terrorism and Corruption
What's the difference?
Each of us look at the world with open eyes yet with closed minds.
We see the structures of society right before us
yet we can do nothing to alter its existence
Marxism, Liberalism, Elitism, lenses that see a point but not the whole picture
The age of politics is over, the market comes to be our master
I know some might argue over me in this, but hear me out still.
The world we live in is like a senseless commodity
Our natural resources is taken every day
To create excess cars, excess food, excess everything
The surplus is too much that its overflowing with decay
Another thing is war,
A place where precious lives are seen to be walking bags of meat.
The preach for violence that could've created peace, and for what ?
To protect the free world? where the rich sit in high places
and some of us pushed down to supply their greed
Globalization is a license, a license to what?
A license to **** a license to invade other states
without the use of soldiers to force out our will
We become docile as people in their wake and companies are laughing as we speak.
These corrupt figures ,conflict is their business, opportunity and peace is their excuse.
Human integration is what they say and offer, for a better society they say.
But look at us now, where is the promise of a future in the world today?
The world terrorizes me, terrorizes the people who are willing to see
and if I am in terror, what makes the system different from the loud bombs we hear when they explode.
They only made ways to make the killings silent and the experience more traumatic.
I'm sorry if globalization is a bad thing for me, but living in our country, globalization harms before it can give
it takes before we can receive.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:20 PM UTC
Among many she has the capacity to speak her mind, when time dictated that love no longer exists in this cruel world, she still loves me and found love for herself all the same.
I see endless passion and care on what many see on her as rage and distress, her words seems to sting more than the hottest deserts or the coldest tundras, but beneath those words is a slice of wisdom, experience but most importantly reality.
I feel the tender grips of fear in her every embrace, each pounding beat of hear hearts speaks a message that says, never lose yourself.
Among many she is a one of a kind, many see her as a supernova of emotions, a volcano ready to blow, she may be those things to other people
But to me she is the star that guides me in my blackest night
She is the wonder many may not notice but is there ever so present among the background.
To me she will always be that angel that praises no hypocrisy, instead of wearing white ***** wings and horned halos, she wears the color black cleanly, displaying an aura of truth.
Among many she may be of no importance, but to this broken jigsaw puzzle she will always be one that completes a part of me.
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
In a cold and moon lit night,
I met a girl who could hold her own in a fight.
She was tired and weary from the battles of the day,
Yet she manages to smile so beautifully all the way.
She had little to no time to spare,
But then I can't believe her efforts just to be there.
Time waits for no man that is true,
So i took the chance to do the things I could do.
A simple dinner was all I could offer,
To my shock it was she who insisted to bother.
I dedicated a song on how wonderful she is no matter what,
To my stupidity, I wasn't able to sing straight because of the butterflies in my gut.
The way her eyes pierced through mine was like my mind shutting down, trying to restart.
The way she moves her head to the rhythm of the song was like an arrow to the the heart.
But then she had to say goodbye,
Time caught up with us and reminded her to fly.
It was a short walk to that taxi terminal,
But was the longest minute i had ever since her arrival.
The hug was warm and happy but then it was also sad,
The time we got was short but it was all we had.
And while the clouds cried tears by 10 pm,
The sky reminded us that wishes fall by 1 am.
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC