He burnt my walls down with such caring
I went on to tell him things I couldn’t imagine ever sharing
His hands through my hair feel like a summer breeze
This feeling of safety he radiates I except with such ease
His smile so abundant and beautiful like autumn leaves
When he looks into my eyes I can tell he just sees me.
S.R. Millan
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 2:14 PM UTC
The constant battle with anxiety I can never win
My skin feels like wildfires are raging from within
My heart beating fast like I’m fleeing the blaze
Why does my mind do this, I feel so betrayed
Tears stream down my face as if everything is in flames
This anxiety takes over, my happiness it proclaims.
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 11:21 PM UTC
Sometimes you’ve been in the dark too long, you choose not to look at the light in fear of what could happen.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 4:25 PM UTC
I hate the days when nothing excites me
Happiness is no where to be found
I feel robotic and doubt my existence
I wish this depression and anxiety weren’t so persistent.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 4:22 PM UTC
Stringing your silence like razor blades against my skin
Your actions are greater then my sin
Tiptoeing around the house like a ghost
You know it’s your attention I crave the most
Emotionally you’re the age of the days you’ve kept your mouth shut.... 5
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
As if my words don’t exist
I feel so alone in my created abyss
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 11:46 AM UTC
You’d rather be on those streets
Trying to hustle something to eat
You blame the womb you came from
When all along it’s you that’s acting dumb
Your seed needs to be watered
You should know how it feels to be dried out
Your roots try to revive you
But you trampled those too
I want to shake you like an earthquake
But you prove time after time that it’s just a waste.
Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 8:55 PM UTC
You are as calming as the rain
Your smile radiating through me like the sun
My branches strain, reaching for your embrace
Digging roots into my soul
Your love runs through my veins like a river
Finger tips as soft as petals
Your softest touch makes me quiver
Like the roaring ocean
My urge for you never settles
Embracing natures imperfection
Not knowing you would be my selection
Claiming my territory in your soul
from the day of my birth
My heart turned into a precious jewel
out of blackened coal from the immense pressure and heat of your love.
Aug 15, 2017
Aug 15, 2017 at 1:23 PM UTC
Your kind eyes are unchanging
Your soft soul unwavering
Migration of monarchs with every glimpse of you, My only hope is that you feel it too.
To see the world through your eyes
I cannot, and something I despise.
Your stance as hard as diamonds
Mine as soft as sand
Like darkness and light,
one cannot exist without the other.
S.R. Millan
Aug 15, 2017
Aug 15, 2017 at 1:20 PM UTC
I fear if I don't spread my wings soon
I'll start plucking my ******* feathers out
I'll go crazy without a doubt
I catch myself staring off into space
Glued to what feels like the same place
Can you see it in my eyes? No?
I guess I've been practicing my lies
Repeat repeat repeat
Is this what my life's meant to be?
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 1:04 AM UTC