Saige - Hello Poetry

i felt the pain. i felt the pain as his five fingers clenched as tight as they could. i felt the pain as a hard fist came at me. as another broken promise now lays to rest. my house, never a home, has now come to be a graveyard. a place of death to all hope that could’ve been. “i won’t do it again” “i won’t do it again” “i promise i won’t” “i promise” there is still an impression of his wedding ring on my skin. love has always shown itself in the strangest ways

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Feb 22, 2021

Feb 22, 2021 at 5:28 PM UTC

love?

i felt the pain. i felt the pain as his five fingers clenched as tight as they could. i felt the pain as a hard fist came at me. as another broken promise now lays to rest. my house, never a home, has now come to be a graveyard. a place of death to all hope that could’ve been. “i won’t do it again” “i won’t do it again” “i promise i won’t” “i promise” there is still an impression of his wedding ring on my skin. love has always shown itself in the strangest ways

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I am in love with you.

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Mar 11, 2020

Mar 11, 2020 at 11:44 PM UTC

6 worded confession.

I am in love with you.

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I died when my mom forgot my birthday. I died when she made me feel like i didnt matter, and that nobody could ever love me. I died everytime I saw just how tired my dad was when he got home from work. And how hard he tried to provide for all of us. I died when the people i cared about the most in my life moved away. And every single one of them left me here to rot. Never once did they actually care, and i dont think they ever will. I died when i looked in the mirror. Everytime having to be reminded about the way that i look. Being forced to try to accept the fact that i look this way. I died when they used to hit me and push me to ground because im small. I died when everyone laughed at me and called me ugly. When they would whisper and stare at me at all times. When even though i could never control these things, they still thought it was funny as hell to laugh at. I died everytime i drove past my old house. The house that held all the memories of my past happiness. Where i could go to sleep peacefully without crying before. When i could go out into the world without having to put on a fake face There is so much more. But i just cant right now. Im sorry. Im just so tired.

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Jan 17, 2020

Jan 17, 2020 at 10:22 PM UTC

The times ive died

I died when my mom forgot my birthday. I died when she made me feel like i didnt matter, and that nobody could ever love me. I died everytime I saw just how tired my dad was when he got home from work. And how hard he tried to provide for all of us. I died when the people i cared about the most in my life moved away. And every single one of them left me here to rot. Never once did they actually care, and i dont think they ever will. I died when i looked in the mirror. Everytime having to be reminded about the way that i look. Being forced to try to accept the fact that i look this way. I died when they used to hit me and push me to ground because im small. I died when everyone laughed at me and called me ugly. When they would whisper and stare at me at all times. When even though i could never control these things, they still thought it was funny as hell to laugh at. I died everytime i drove past my old house. The house that held all the memories of my past happiness. Where i could go to sleep peacefully without crying before. When i could go out into the world without having to put on a fake face There is so much more. But i just cant right now. Im sorry. Im just so tired.

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Hey :) Go drink some water. Tell the people close to you that you love them. Smile more, you really do look great today. Forget that boy or girl who broke your heart. You deserve so much happiness in this life, i promise.

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Jan 17, 2020

Jan 17, 2020 at 10:16 PM UTC

To the person reading this

Hey :) Go drink some water. Tell the people close to you that you love them. Smile more, you really do look great today. Forget that boy or girl who broke your heart. You deserve so much happiness in this life, i promise.

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At my funeral I want everyone to wear yellow. I dont want to have a single person wearing black. My whole life has been so dark, Ive been haunted by that depressing color for too long now. So just this once, please let me have at least a little light.

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Jan 17, 2020

Jan 17, 2020 at 10:11 PM UTC

Dressed in sunshine

At my funeral I want everyone to wear yellow. I dont want to have a single person wearing black. My whole life has been so dark, Ive been haunted by that depressing color for too long now. So just this once, please let me have at least a little light.

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My hands still shake constantly, I usually tend to hide them in my pockets.

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Jan 3, 2020

Jan 3, 2020 at 7:49 PM UTC

A confession for the anxious

My hands still shake constantly, I usually tend to hide them in my pockets.

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I swear to god if you smile at me like that one more time I will not hesitate to fall in love with you.

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Oct 29, 2019

Oct 29, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC

don't make me fall in love with you

I swear to god if you smile at me like that one more time I will not hesitate to fall in love with you.

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I know my brain isn't perfect. There are a lot of things about myself that I'm not brave enough to share yet. And honestly, that's ok. My grades don't define me, and they don't decide what I'm capable of I am a different person than I was before, and I have grown so much. I am me, and that's the best thing I could be. :)

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Oct 3, 2019

Oct 3, 2019 at 10:15 PM UTC

a pep talk

I know my brain isn't perfect. There are a lot of things about myself that I'm not brave enough to share yet. And honestly, that's ok. My grades don't define me, and they don't decide what I'm capable of I am a different person than I was before, and I have grown so much. I am me, and that's the best thing I could be. :)

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Hey, text me when you get home safe.

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Sep 29, 2019

Sep 29, 2019 at 10:04 AM UTC

The last message i sent to you.