I'm no beauty queen
and I chopped off my hair to make sure
everyone knew that.
The ash from the tip of my burning cigarette
is the same dark, grey color of my lungs-
and I like it that way.
There's a hole in my black tights but
I wear them with my red dress anyway.
I'll slap on some lipstick and take a few pills to
fall back down the rabbit hole.
The best part is
I won't remember why my
two dollar mascara ran down my face.
So I won't regret a single thing.
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 10:33 AM UTC
A hand
slowly moves its way
down
and I can feel my body turn
to water.
The secret
ingredient
to ***
is love.
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 8:32 PM UTC
I learned a whole new language
so I could whisper
***** things in your ear.
Je te veux.
and I still do.
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 12:54 AM UTC
Oh, so you think you can fill this hole with something that feels like music? Something that sounds warm?
Cold bodies don’t ******* feel warm. At the end of the night, your temporary song is over. You’re alone.
In the quietest, coldest room with nothing to keep you warm, but that **** CD he gave you, on your birthday.
It doesn’t get better.
It gets worse before it gets anything like better.
Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 3:05 PM UTC
Rest your head
in between the legs that fed you
when you were hungry
Let me be your home
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 1:35 PM UTC
I know that he's hungry
for the missing crumbs
that had fallen from your lips
when you had tried to
c o n s u m e
me.
But what do I have left?
Just an empty cracked dish
from your mother's china cabinet.
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 1:32 PM UTC