Once
apon a
time you
were taller than
me, I use to look up
to you . Hows that going
for you ? Once apon times I
would brush air over my head just
so the movement would distract you from
how far I cut in too short . Apon times it would
bother me that the difference was noticeable, that you
would see my lack of intimate as provable. Times have changed,
little did you know by the end of your era you would still be here Standing the same. Little did you know you would be the real one to blame. Little did I know your height was what had me slouching, your leg to my ribs, pressed upon my shoulders and gripes, shouting.
Little did I know I wasn’t really going insane, l cant believe your rip of me was all really for a ticket to fame. Time I found out why your height never spurt, Why it blew out, why your back and knees always hurt. Just the fact of now knowing why there were weird holes your shirt... how your goal was to make my pain part of your game and observe... You had me light headed, dizzy and wishing my mother never gave birth. Intervals have changed, just like how you grew into your shoes and out of my height, One clock later I grew out of shattered glass and my completely torn tights. I thank the tik that the rhythm of the tok never fully aligned, that the moment was never really right, that I could always wear heals and feel just fine. At this point there is nothing l cant
survive. I enjoy the breeze down here. Without your
throats thunder over my head.
Without me on my knees praying my life
wouldn’t keep feeling as if it was time I made it the end.
So sitting on your ice hill , freezing stood forward, the best
thing i ever did for my self was push you out of the powerd
battery portal. I thought there would be a bright day after
the storm. But i drowned in your hail tornado
mind swarm.
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 3:02 PM UTC
The current died,
****** I’m afraid. It left her lying
wide awake. Maybe in another universe
she was treated right, The moon’s pull couldn’t
have drowned her, right? Would it be too much to
wave the question? To ask why her eyes turned Sahara
and dried up without the suns message? Golden hour wouldn’t matter if all that she thought about was the moons patterns. How
he brought rein,rain
and fkd up her ways
to follow stars that le-
ead to what really m-
atters today . So with
her collapsed coffin
coral and fried tides ,
she decided it was t-
ime for her like once
before comeback to life.
Not a word not a sou-
nd but a crash and s-
plash, at last she
lives reflecting t-
he moons attack,
as her water
pounds.
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 4:38 PM UTC
Red, the colour that
drew me in. What sits in my
skin and flows through yours and his.
My favorite dark shade of rage or cranberry
poison i sip in. My colour makes way for my craft,
so know , my chest stopped beating when you palleted
me like that. You held a brush to my detail and
swam to make contrast , blue in my veins, blue
on you. Ice that hit the reflection of my sky,
sky to sea, sea to skin , skin to you. for a last… Your
eyes , im am now blue. From never been read,
red, said. To feeling being.violet again.
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 11:08 AM UTC
It stung to my
core, a bite so deep
it pierced my skin. You opened
me up for dessert and left me out to
dry, to sit, in
the sun,
to turn.
Seedless,
discolored,
lifeless,
Sunburnt.
Don’t
cover me
in
cinnamon
because you want more bites,
the only thing I have left is my
stem and my sour
taste of light.
Mar 21, 2025
Mar 21, 2025 at 2:26 PM UTC
You
can read a
book again, but the ending
stays
the same.The
tale tells if you walk past
the same tree twice, you’re lost…
If you
read a book again, the
ending won’t change, but there’s
always that thought that u picked a book
that was
never your fate, that
u never finished. That illustration of an incomplete face…
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 3:26 PM UTC
Music to my ears and headphones to my tears….
I fear this is the only way that
you can shut me
up. Rhymes And
rhythms ,
instead of
confrenta-
tions within
them, i rather
tune you out
than let your
garbage noise
in. protecting
my piece, dont care
if I miss your silly memories
and repeats."Good memories"
"Good moments” I hear, like they
wont waste away and dissappear
anyways. At least this way I can close
my eyes and travel myself to a dimensi-
on, with bikinis, beats and tan lines, rookie
good feelings and good finds.Not always the
same, Sometimes a place of more piece,so-
metimes a place where it doesn't always
have to repeat. A place where I wouldn't
have to daydream about escaping
social Pollution in defeat.
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 3:21 PM UTC
I struggle and
I struggle why can’t
you understand. The weight of the
world on my shoulders, why is it just
because you don’t see it, “it’s
really not that bad”
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 7:18 AM UTC
It
is so
difficult
being in places
after spending time
with true treasure, liquid
silver. A buck’s worth market
bottle to the 15. 50 cinema sp-
ecial. Can’t wait to live rich without
drowning.Cold water feels warm
warm when your hand are fre-
ezing,too bad I’m stuck here
until the end of the
season.
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 11:51 PM UTC
conditioned,
For silence is all anyone wants.
From fears to reality why do people project their feelings and most inner thoughts.
you lost me.
you lost me at heres why and I’ll try but I know
it's a lie it's a lie its a lie.
For why can't someone simply float alone, with ones own stones.
I wont do it, l wont take it, i wont break my self because you simply won’t or can’t take it.
I chose piece,
even though you faked it.
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 11:48 PM UTC