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"Why didn't you tell anyone?" No one asked...

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Oct 26, 2016

Oct 26, 2016 at 5:04 PM UTC

"Why didn't you tell anyone?" No one asked...

i'm at this point where i need something bad to happen so that i can talk to someone because there is no apparent reason for me to feel the way i do right now so i can't talk to anyone about it i can't tell how devastated i am or how much i'm hurting it feels like something is eating me up from the inside and it hurts more than ever but nothing happened so i'm just gonna sit here in the dark biting my tongue hoping that someone will come hold my hand and tell me that it is okay (s.m)

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Oct 26, 2016

Oct 26, 2016 at 4:58 PM UTC

nothing happened

i'm at this point where i need something bad to happen so that i can talk to someone because there is no apparent reason for me to feel the way i do right now so i can't talk to anyone about it i can't tell how devastated i am or how much i'm hurting it feels like something is eating me up from the inside and it hurts more than ever but nothing happened so i'm just gonna sit here in the dark biting my tongue hoping that someone will come hold my hand and tell me that it is okay (s.m)

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She saved my life and I have no clue how to thank her properly I don't think she really knows or how much she means to me nor how much she's done for me and when I try to explain it I sound foolish and can't get my words to sound right (s.m)

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Oct 24, 2016

Oct 24, 2016 at 5:38 PM UTC

thank you ?

She saved my life and I have no clue how to thank her properly I don't think she really knows or how much she means to me nor how much she's done for me and when I try to explain it I sound foolish and can't get my words to sound right (s.m)

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You saw the storm in my eyes You heard the silence in my voice You noticed the heaviness in my heart It felt like everything was gonna be okay once I opened up and started talking to you (s.m)

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Oct 22, 2016

Oct 22, 2016 at 8:49 PM UTC

you

You saw the storm in my eyes You heard the silence in my voice You noticed the heaviness in my heart It felt like everything was gonna be okay once I opened up and started talking to you (s.m)

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there can be several reasons for my silence either i didn't sleep much last night maybe i just don't have anything to talk about i might be over analyzing things maybe i'm upset, worried or scared i could be falling apart inside but most of the times it's just all of the above (s.m)

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Aug 10, 2016

Aug 10, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC

untitled

there can be several reasons for my silence either i didn't sleep much last night maybe i just don't have anything to talk about i might be over analyzing things maybe i'm upset, worried or scared i could be falling apart inside but most of the times it's just all of the above (s.m)

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Thank you For reaching out to me when I needed it the most For making me feel safe when talking to you For being there when no one else was Thank you For believing in me when I don't myself For allowing me to cry or just stare into the wall For letting me sit in silence without having to say a word Thank you For listening to me for hours to end For giving me the space and peace I've needed For being the reason I got up and fought a little more Thank you For being more understanding than anyone ever before For opening up your home to me even though you didn't have to For holding my hand and assuring me that everything will be okay Thank you For all your support For not giving up on me For being with me through some of my worst times Thank you for your warmth and all your hugs I honestly wouldn't have made it this far without you I'm truly grateful and forever will be Thank you for saving me and for everything you've done From the bottom of my heart, thank you (s.m)

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May 27, 2016

May 27, 2016 at 6:11 PM UTC

THANK YOU

Thank you For reaching out to me when I needed it the most For making me feel safe when talking to you For being there when no one else was Thank you For believing in me when I don't myself For allowing me to cry or just stare into the wall For letting me sit in silence without having to say a word Thank you For listening to me for hours to end For giving me the space and peace I've needed For being the reason I got up and fought a little more Thank you For being more understanding than anyone ever before For opening up your home to me even though you didn't have to For holding my hand and assuring me that everything will be okay Thank you For all your support For not giving up on me For being with me through some of my worst times Thank you for your warmth and all your hugs I honestly wouldn't have made it this far without you I'm truly grateful and forever will be Thank you for saving me and for everything you've done From the bottom of my heart, thank you (s.m)

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some days i feel nothing and others, everything last night i felt everything, felt it all at once my mind was filled with negative thoughts so many thoughts and feelings at once i didn't stand a chance against myself my entire body felt sore and my head was pounding i cried uncontrollably and stared blankly at the ceiling i couldn't breathe -- everything is a mess so sick of never feeling good enough for a slight second yesterday was horrible but though i barely slept i managed to drag myself out of bed this morning covered up my pinching eyes and took off just like any other morning (s.m)

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May 2, 2016

May 2, 2016 at 6:52 PM UTC

any other morning

some days i feel nothing and others, everything last night i felt everything, felt it all at once my mind was filled with negative thoughts so many thoughts and feelings at once i didn't stand a chance against myself my entire body felt sore and my head was pounding i cried uncontrollably and stared blankly at the ceiling i couldn't breathe -- everything is a mess so sick of never feeling good enough for a slight second yesterday was horrible but though i barely slept i managed to drag myself out of bed this morning covered up my pinching eyes and took off just like any other morning (s.m)

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i have days where i don’t smile my tears fall like raindrops my voice breaks everytime i try to talk only seeking comfort in my dreams it’s impossible to cheer me up spending a whole day in bed my thoughts are hidden just curled up in the dark i have days where i'm just in a dark place (s.m)

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Jan 31, 2016

Jan 31, 2016 at 5:52 PM UTC

dark place

i have days where i don’t smile my tears fall like raindrops my voice breaks everytime i try to talk only seeking comfort in my dreams it’s impossible to cheer me up spending a whole day in bed my thoughts are hidden just curled up in the dark i have days where i'm just in a dark place (s.m)

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this storm have been raging inside me for several years i can force a smile and a laugh but no one knows how hard nor how painful all this is i’m choking on my tears and all the pain i feel inside doesn’t seem to have an end the weather outside is terrible i haven’t seen the sun for years (s.m)

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Nov 23, 2015

Nov 23, 2015 at 6:13 PM UTC

Untitled

this storm have been raging inside me for several years i can force a smile and a laugh but no one knows how hard nor how painful all this is i’m choking on my tears and all the pain i feel inside doesn’t seem to have an end the weather outside is terrible i haven’t seen the sun for years (s.m)

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when i wake up in the morning i feel the ache in my chest i know i must get out of bed but instead i just sit on the edge of my bed starring out into nothing hearing my brain scream that i need to get up and get ready i also hear my dad yelling that i need to get up if i don’t wanna be late part of me really doesn’t care but the other part is taking over and somehow i get up and drag myself to the shower i also drag myself out in the car waiting for the very last minut before i leave the driveway i go all day trying to act like i’m doing okay and i’ve actually slept through the night which i haven’t done in quite a while when i go to bed in the evening i feel the ache in my whole body i scream silently and i shed lonely silent tears as i fall asleep (s.m)

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Sep 8, 2015

Sep 8, 2015 at 2:06 PM UTC

constant ache

when i wake up in the morning i feel the ache in my chest i know i must get out of bed but instead i just sit on the edge of my bed starring out into nothing hearing my brain scream that i need to get up and get ready i also hear my dad yelling that i need to get up if i don’t wanna be late part of me really doesn’t care but the other part is taking over and somehow i get up and drag myself to the shower i also drag myself out in the car waiting for the very last minut before i leave the driveway i go all day trying to act like i’m doing okay and i’ve actually slept through the night which i haven’t done in quite a while when i go to bed in the evening i feel the ache in my whole body i scream silently and i shed lonely silent tears as i fall asleep (s.m)

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