How do people just let go? Like it was nothing.
Or maybe that's what most valuable about love, the fact we were given the chance to love so deeply that it aches. To feel so strongly about someone that it feels like forever to get over. Maybe its a good thing to love so deeply, a gift at that. Some go their whole life without loving someone. I don't know, I just don't get it but maybe I do lol.
Love is a choice and we just didn't choose each other.
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 5:26 PM UTC
What does it mean to wait,
is it just an excuse to make myself believe in a return?
I used to think second chances were only meant to come from good people. I now know we were tricked in to believing being genuine was the equivalent to having no self worth.
I miss you.
I miss the S4A who knew none of this is worth it.
The girl who didn't care about anything but the sound of wind around genuine love. I thought we would meet again but it seems you're stuck in the turf of a football stadium. If I met her again I would tell her it wasn't worth it. I would show her around the things that used to embrace her. Take her to the sunset hoping she'd remember what she used to be most thankful for.
I miss you ill be waiting at the nearest sunset for your return.
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 5:14 PM UTC
all is well
only time will tell
is she well?
do you ask to define her
or to further understand
why she no longer can confide in others
attempting to define intimacy
placing love in several endeavors
she has lost the denotation
of a natural organic salvation.
who let you define her
without her did you know
they would be lined up.
you don't know her true value
and now she can no longer find it.
I now know none of us do
real love never fails
and not one of us prevailed.
dear future self
love has failed you
recollect because in the end
you were still you
without it.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 2:40 PM UTC
Before i met you i was in love with me
Im now left with a hatred towards her
Never would i think
We’d make it this far
Yet be so behind
Wasted time and wasted love
All i ever wanted was the truest form
I could care less for lust.
If i could go back in time
Do you know i would take your place
And if I ever lost you
did you know I'd meet you cause I couldn't stay
My body feels less than what is
No, it's not my anxiety it's my confidence
That has flown away.
I thought our love was that great.
And who’s to say it’s not
My love can cover a sea of hungry men
Yet only for you I’ve always kept it.
Because in the end i always meant it
Old fashioned is what they call my treasures yet the only true treasure i keep close is love.
Not a foreign bag
Just the truest form that'll last
It’s gone now I’m gone now- rebut
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 5:26 PM UTC