I'll leave my thoughts here
To breathe out loud with no regard
Of the very silent presence of life
My thoughts huff and puff
Been knocking on possibilities doors
Upthe 30th floor i must say
Been running up the stairs of fears
So now my thoughts sits at destiny's office
A minute early for the interview
Tries to catch her breath,seated next to Life
and,"Next Interviewee",shrills the receptionist,a rather unattractive man called Assumption
slightly out of breath,she breathes in.
IM here
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 3:53 AM UTC
His.......
How is HE?
I smile....Where is HE?
All dressed up
Did HE buy you the dress?
20 minute conversation
Nobody bothered to ask how I am .
Im quiet I know,but not invisible
"MY dreams are coming along fine" I dont say.Thanks for not asking
You put a ring on it
And I jump chasing your dreams
I must learn to be realistic
I...
Call me a lunatic for leaving
Five years after trying to fit all this woman into your comfy box
''You had it all"
But no
All I ever wanted was to be mine...
Leave me Wild like that
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 3:42 AM UTC
He loves my smile.
He holds my tears
He holds my laughs now
But somehow my feet are still floating
Not sure where my heart will know as home
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 3:39 AM UTC
Ive been trying to write happy poems
Its 8 months since I left..and im still trying
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 3:37 AM UTC
I am a myriad of emotion
A tower of confusion
I love him,I love him not
I chose self over him yet hate self destruct at his memory
For us time should have stood still
We loved like eternity were our slave
How do you tell time to stop doing its beautiful work?
To stop headbutting us into rooms bigger than ourselves
To stop beckoning us to destiny's call
Time should have stood still
But I guess Grandpa Clock has no favorites
...no matter then
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 3:36 AM UTC
Mindblown
I love myself, I let your security go
4 years into high school puppy love
With kids names chosen and a home under construction
But my dreams and ambitions were under demolition
I love myself,I let the mindless love I had for you go.
Cause you loved another
You look at her and me and our faces melt over each other's
I love myself enough to let me hurt;at least it'll save me
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:37 AM UTC
I crinkle my paper in anticipation
I'll write about you today
I got a million thoughts
Its gonna be one goood poem.
Pen kisses paper
My mind on your smile
Black eyes
Silly naughty boy
My Brain stops dead
I miss you
Words cant possibly be accurate
I tuck my thoughts to sleep
I'll write about you tomorrow
Its gonna be a good one
Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 5:18 PM UTC
The world hushed to listen
Another deep breath
Her lungs embraced
She knew it now
What she wanted
Shedding in process
Cocoon ruptured
Eyes straight ahead
Hands clenched
Feet steadying an unsteady fate
Blood cells were saluting
Tingling in her unseen veins
Blood drop
A drip of Royalty
Her Royal Heart had rose to the occasion
It was time...Bullseye.
Bullseye
Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC