We grieve in different corners of this house
All plagued by the changing routine
All withering in the musky silence
Not saying what is resting over us
I don’t think we want the waterfalls tonight
But we all know that they will come
in the silence of our beds
And we’ll pull the covers tightly
Hoping this weight will be less
tomorrow
Apr 24, 2021
Apr 24, 2021 at 2:50 AM UTC
We’re all fragile tonight
The smallest thing
Stings my eyes
Be strong
Be strong
We carry on tomorrow
Until it grabs us again
And we drop the vase
Cracking at the seams
But never quite breaking
The creaking and groaning
Of our souls
Curl up next to us at night
Like you did
Be strong
I scrap the walls clean
Hoping to be rid of the dust
Then cry
Because
These small pieces of you
Are gone now too
I miss you
Be strong
Apr 24, 2021
Apr 24, 2021 at 2:47 AM UTC
I understand it now
My heart pours out
Life flows from my soul
And wraps you in gold
You’re caught up in me
All tangled up in emotions
you’ve never unleashed
Apr 24, 2021
Apr 24, 2021 at 2:43 AM UTC
how many youthful nights have i driven away
from a town of late nights searching for hope
driving this highway with orange street lights
and yellow headlights flashing past my eyes
how many lonely drives must i endure
blasting songs too loud to drown out
my thoughts of grief for this life
the city lights glowing over water
under bridges built to connect us
when all i feel is worlds away
from a life of people that move forward
towards white picket fences
and bouncing baby’s
these drives are spent running
wishing to have enough courage
to pack up this hatchback
and watch as everything i know
grows smaller and smaller
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 3:45 AM UTC
I put too much hope into you
Too much hope into a church, hoping I would learn to fit into it
Too much hope into a town, hoping I would learn to love it
Too much hope into friends that knew not of my soul
Into friends I had hoped would make time for me
Into people I had hoped would accept my beliefs because they accepted me
I put too much hope into a man who stunk of reckless and heartless ambition
Into a man I thought would love me before I loved myself
How wrong and twisted I was
And what a blessing I can see straight again
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 1:22 AM UTC
Sunflowers fill the space where grief will not
Lumpy navy seats fill the room as the lights dim
Words are spoken in the fumes of salt and snot
Nothing can fill the murk in our souls as we drift
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 1:12 AM UTC
how i wish i could climb up
away from this madness
and sit in the crook of branches
letting the stress drip from my feet
as we sway
to the sounds of the breeze
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 1:07 AM UTC
Tiny specks of glass lay in the street lights,
as we make our way past the distant sound of laughter,
the scuff of your shoes matches the beat of my chest,
the moon filters through spanish moss to play with your hair
as my fingers itch
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 1:05 AM UTC
We were in search of the sea,
traveling the curves of the highway
on the hunt for a lighthouse in the distance
running from responsibilities like the plague
pretending the summer heat won’t fade
building bonfires as the sunlight
falls behind the waves
and still, we smile
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 1:03 AM UTC
rusted vases light the hallway
as the sun breaks over the trees
pictures float from the cracked walls
tattered floors from the living we’ve done
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 12:52 AM UTC
