For love without passion, will only result into tradgedy.
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
Working
Fingers bleeding
paper cuts, and open wounds oozing dark red
Your face pale as white, haggared bones and exhaustion filling you
Your lips, cracked and ripped as you sit there on your chair, hunched back, working.
Working from the moment the sun kisses the moon, til the moment they part
Holding your hands, I wipe off the blood revealing your flesh colored fingertips
I wipe your face, taking off the grime and the soot,
exposing your rosy red cheeks.
You stop me while saying,
"Stop, we're not done yet."
Looking at me with your hazelnut brown eyes,
Shimmering under the light that's illuminated your workplace of years.
You wipe your face, take off the bandages covering your tender fingertips and hunch back over.
Staring, all I could mutter was,
"Beautiful."
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC
Fumbling hands
Racking through my brain for the words that would be able to explain everything. Everything that I've felt.
No words found.
Rarely, do I find myself lost and stunned. Like a deer caught in headlights, staring. Unable to act.
But you.
What've you done.
Causing me to rack through my brain only to come up with nothing because
No words can describe. Only feelings can show.
One day
One day, Ill show you.
How
Important
You
Are
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
Just like water slipping through your finger tips, no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, it'll drip.
Droplets slowly falling and crashing to the floor like everything you've built and everything that you've done.
Broken, shattered, may you call it what pleases you, but in the end, as if already doomed from the beginning, it is all for naught.
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 3:22 PM UTC
And you go on about these stories of the men you've been with. Not one, not two, but tens of them.
I look at you with eyes
Doing my best to understand why
Why a girl like you
Has been let go of so many times
I try my best to understand
What drove you to go to all these men
Because in the end,
All ive known is loneliness
For years I was alone
Feeding off of my own shadow
Pretending to be happy, when in reality, im lonely
But i got used to it
The absence beside me wasnt a blank space anymore
It was filled with things like demons and angels
And with that i learned to be alone
And then you came and i opened up that space again
In the exact shillouhette of your round face
Your slouched shoulders that i find oh so cute
Your bossom filled with emotions you wont show
And your body that looks oh so beautiful
I opened it up
Just for you
And now i ask you
Please dont let that be an empty space again
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 4:33 AM UTC
How deep are the roots of hopelessness as you've decided to give up on everything you've held dear
Tell me
And slowly, I'll pull each one out, gently as to not damage your fragile heart.
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 11:17 AM UTC
Maybe i should feel less
Love you less
Think about you less
Cherish you less
So that no matter what you do, I wont get hurt
But I cant.
I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy crying in the shower while balled up into his knees
I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy thinking about jumping off every building
I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy as he brings that sharp knife closer and closer to his wrist
I cant let you feel the pain Ive felt
So come here, and break me. Ill welcome you with open arms.
Ill be fine
As long as I see your beautiful smile
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 6:39 PM UTC
And with each message I've sent to you
I've sent a part of my heart
And with each message you've walked by from
A little part of me dies inside
Lets hope I last til the end of the night
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 6:11 PM UTC
**And as we walked down the road bathed in moonlight; with our hands intertwined. Filling the streets with our laughter and joy, I felt something completely new. I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long time. Like lava slowly filling the insides of my chest, i felt warmth. Not from the clothes that were covering my back, but from the love I could see all over your beautiful face; from your sparkling eyes, to your scrunchy nose, down to your rosy lips. And at that moment, all i knew was that this girl in front of me made me the happiest man alive. **
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 9:40 AM UTC