There’s a hole where my heart used to be
not carved cleanly,
but slowly hollowed out
through late night phone calls and fading smiles,
through different time zones
and warm glances that never came to life
There’s a hole where my heart used to be
It hums with longing,
a void not felt, but seen
written across my face,
where words leave no impression
and even touch cannot reach me
There’s a hole where my heart used to be
You’ve noticed it
when I don’t flinch at your anger,
or soften at your laughter,
as though your voice arrives from somewhere distant,
as though disappointment has forgotten how to hurt
There’s a hole where my heart used to be,
and though I cannot feel it,
I know it’s there
growing wider every day
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 10:18 AM UTC
We talk in bursts that come and go,
like passing winds we never hold,
a line of words, a fleeting spark,
that fades before it leaves a mark
You drift back in without a sound,
as if no time was lost or found,
and I play along like nothing’s changed,
though something quiet feels rearranged
An ease in how the moments flow,
in things we say but never show,
a balance kept, a careful pace,
a step away from deeper space
Because I know what could be there,
in softer words, in longer stare,
in paths we never choose to take,
in lines we never let ourselves break
So I hold back where I could lean,
stay in the space that’s in between,
where nothing’s claimed and nothing’s said,
and all the weight stays lightly spread
We laugh, we drift, we come, we go,
just enough warmth, not quite a glow,
a quiet rule we never speak
we stay right here, in space we keep
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 12:18 PM UTC
I’ve seen eyes like those before
they tell me everything I want to hear.
Burning with promise,
with something that feels like truth,
yet never is.
They whisper
a warning dressed as longing.
They live in the fractures of your wounds,
sweet as euphoria,
sick as decay.
Weightless, untouched by consequence,
they teach me which words to say.
Drunk on them,
bound without chains,
aching for more.
They are intimate
like rain against glass,
close, but never held.
A blistering sweetness,
the scent of something fatal
the essence of a poison angel,
tightening its grip
with every breath.
The vicious kind.
They whisper
they warn.
I’ve seen eyes like those before
And still its hard to look away
Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 11:55 PM UTC
Forever has an end
When the notes fall off the page
And sound no longer touches your ears
When trees are uprooted
And their leaves litter the earth,
Detached
When the mountaintop has limits,
And the sun spills into a snowy, frostbitten shade
When the earth lets go
And the ground
Leaves your feet
When ridges traced along the horizon disappear,
And night finally takes your sight
When her face distorts and melts in time,
Reminding of its certainty
Forever has an end
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 10:09 PM UTC
It's
Quiet now,
In my mind
Where space and time
Are friends
If my eyes touch you,
Without coupled words,
Know there is a void
In the silent grey,
Where cold fingers long
For warmth
Oct 17, 2025
Oct 17, 2025 at 2:53 PM UTC
What brings you to the door?
How'd you find this place?
In an endless field of corn,
Shaded in the purple and pink horizon
This vacant house, where memories are forgotten,
And stories are buried in the fertile soil
Are kissed by the unblocked winds that turn the days like a clock
You must have traveled some distance to get here,
But why?
This house has withstood years of the elements,
The unhinged shutters, wooden splinters, and worn paint
Share a story long forgotten
You've knocked on a door that hasn't opened in years
And for better or worse,
Remains closed
To you
Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 11:40 AM UTC
I think your soul
Is pure and full
But as you drift through time and silence,
I hope,
It doesn't hurt anymore
In a bed of cradling clouds,
and a blanket of warm stars
You must still feel,
but how do you stomach?
Afterall,
Her face glows beneath his touch
Does it hollow you out,
Turn you even more weightless?
Or do you find comfort in the quiet-
Where memory cloaks you in black
and her, in white?
Feb 3, 2025
Feb 3, 2025 at 6:43 PM UTC
If I had the words,
Then I wouldn't have to write
You'd look at me and hear a song, instead
The notes are what you'd learn
The rhythm, what you'd feel
A signal flare, illuminating overhead
In kind, we'd bond
Words, lost from you as well
Looking warmly, eyes held in quiet hold
In truth, our smiles would stretch miles,
While in the end,
Our stories remain untold
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 5:17 PM UTC
My heart is flat,
Like the sole of your shoe,
Inflating and deflating
On thought of your que
But as quickly revived,
I soon learn despair
At once, a long time
My heart lay ensnared
Nov 11, 2024
Nov 11, 2024 at 12:28 PM UTC
I'm Addicted
To drops of words, or acid rain
Bleeding down my throat as I
Swallow
I marvel at her eyes
While I choke,
My throat burns to my stomach
My body shuts down,
And my brain reacts
Letting her seep into my soul with a smile
As the toxicity permeates
I'm hypnotized,
Tortured, through kiss
Shackled by touch
Poisoned with lead
Sep 26, 2024
Sep 26, 2024 at 11:41 AM UTC