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I hear the feet steps rush past me It's a daily occurrence but I'm tired Of given attention to those that hear me But can never see me as I am Stuck in reverse where I look to the past Beging to be looked passed Screaming banging on this wall of glass To be set free from my unrequited sanctuary It's my own fault I quarantined myself Was it for self preservation or simply outta fear to get near what I can't understand Or preservation from all this anguish The past refuses to release me from I don't mean to be who I am Do you not understand me?!? Or did I never give you that opportunity All I won't is unity To hold your hand in mine To be given love so divine But how can I ask for that When I'm stuck behind my house of glass Waiting to be shattered Yet I have no stones to throw for that matter Please just try let me be seen through to my core But I do want to show you so much more Push pass my past I'm my own worst enemy I can't deny that fact the mirror mocks me My reflection distorted A faceless figure of who I believe is me Screaming....screaming....stop screaming My ears are bleeding I don't mean to be who I am Please believe me I never wanted to hurt you I know my silence is deafening But it's my only mask I have Tragic as it is I'm my own nightmare Trapped hiding behind my wall of glass That only reflects the things I can't get past Do you understand?!? I don't mean to be who I am I scream again It's useless I been like this for years I say through my eyes pooling with tears Drowning in my own demise Why can't I get past this disguise I never wonted to be alone By this self inflicted fate Because I push anyone that might Break my glass My hellish sanctuary That protects me?!? from what..... Something i no longer desire See me look pass my distorted image If I let you...... I will let you Do you understand?! Just please hold my hand An promise me this That I truly won't die alone Cuz all I require is unity Someone to understand Can you Understand?!?                       PLEASE......
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Apr 15, 2025
Apr 15, 2025 at 4:39 AM UTC
Wall of glass
I hear the feet steps rush past me It's a daily occurrence but I'm tired Of given attention to those that hear me But can never see me as I am Stuck in reverse where I look to the past Beging to be looked passed Screaming banging on this wall of glass To be set free from my unrequited sanctuary It's my own fault I quarantined myself Was it for self preservation or simply outta fear to get near what I can't understand Or preservation from all this anguish The past refuses to release me from I don't mean to be who I am Do you not understand me?!? Or did I never give you that opportunity All I won't is unity To hold your hand in mine To be given love so divine But how can I ask for that When I'm stuck behind my house of glass Waiting to be shattered Yet I have no stones to throw for that matter Please just try let me be seen through to my core But I do want to show you so much more Push pass my past I'm my own worst enemy I can't deny that fact the mirror mocks me My reflection distorted A faceless figure of who I believe is me Screaming....screaming....stop screaming My ears are bleeding I don't mean to be who I am Please believe me I never wanted to hurt you I know my silence is deafening But it's my only mask I have Tragic as it is I'm my own nightmare Trapped hiding behind my wall of glass That only reflects the things I can't get past Do you understand?!? I don't mean to be who I am I scream again It's useless I been like this for years I say through my eyes pooling with tears Drowning in my own demise Why can't I get past this disguise I never wonted to be alone By this self inflicted fate Because I push anyone that might Break my glass My hellish sanctuary That protects me?!? from what..... Something i no longer desire See me look pass my distorted image If I let you...... I will let you Do you understand?! Just please hold my hand An promise me this That I truly won't die alone Cuz all I require is unity Someone to understand Can you Understand?!?                       PLEASE......
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I'm emotionally sectioned, yet I still perceive all your calls and beckons. Why? Why do I feel the need to please you, with every action that I do, and how does this doubt I have still seep through? Pain... Pain is the periodical assault into my neuroqurtex, in other words I'm trapped into this vortex that is you. But that's my fault, for this, this is a self inflicted issue. I broke down when I wrote down my feelings on parchment and paper surrounded by haters that laugh when I cry, and I'm emotionally bound so when my tears start flowing and they start gawking, I wish they would all just die. But looking back at my previous issues and problems I realized I'm stronger because I have solved them. Strong enough to write this for you, explain my feelings I have twords you, yet this is all my fault, I should have for warned you. You pieced me together. Made me realize that no matter the weather I'm stronger that ever. Hell, with your pretty smile and eyes and a few thought out actions made me realize that my thought processes should be compromised. Love... Love is the longing of volatile emotions. Love makes my heart warped like a cataclysmic contortion, yet without your love  my life is no better than an abortion! Like I said before, I feel the need to please you, but if you don't have these feelings that I do, like a golem I'll be standing, waiting silently. But you've enchanted me. Now I have to revert to fantasy, live life like it will never be a reality. So I sit down and write out using verbs and pronoun's to describe how I feel now. These words... They may never reach you, but to be honest, I could never muster up the weakness to mistreat you. Compassion is my guiding action, no selfish thoughts or evil plans hatching. But I must be respectful and I pray these actions I take never make you resentful. That's the truth... and if the truth hurts then the truth works, and since I'm stuck here astonished how could I not be brutally honest. When its all said and done if its too much just tell me, because its your cross hairs that took aim and fell me, because its your captivating glance that withheld me, and I get it I'm a tad bit subsonic, but when it comes to my emotions I know that I'm on it. That's my piece, no yelling or screaming, like a golem I'll be standing, waiting silently.
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Apr 15, 2025
Apr 15, 2025 at 2:52 AM UTC
Golem
I'm emotionally sectioned, yet I still perceive all your calls and beckons. Why? Why do I feel the need to please you, with every action that I do, and how does this doubt I have still seep through? Pain... Pain is the periodical assault into my neuroqurtex, in other words I'm trapped into this vortex that is you. But that's my fault, for this, this is a self inflicted issue. I broke down when I wrote down my feelings on parchment and paper surrounded by haters that laugh when I cry, and I'm emotionally bound so when my tears start flowing and they start gawking, I wish they would all just die. But looking back at my previous issues and problems I realized I'm stronger because I have solved them. Strong enough to write this for you, explain my feelings I have twords you, yet this is all my fault, I should have for warned you. You pieced me together. Made me realize that no matter the weather I'm stronger that ever. Hell, with your pretty smile and eyes and a few thought out actions made me realize that my thought processes should be compromised. Love... Love is the longing of volatile emotions. Love makes my heart warped like a cataclysmic contortion, yet without your love  my life is no better than an abortion! Like I said before, I feel the need to please you, but if you don't have these feelings that I do, like a golem I'll be standing, waiting silently. But you've enchanted me. Now I have to revert to fantasy, live life like it will never be a reality. So I sit down and write out using verbs and pronoun's to describe how I feel now. These words... They may never reach you, but to be honest, I could never muster up the weakness to mistreat you. Compassion is my guiding action, no selfish thoughts or evil plans hatching. But I must be respectful and I pray these actions I take never make you resentful. That's the truth... and if the truth hurts then the truth works, and since I'm stuck here astonished how could I not be brutally honest. When its all said and done if its too much just tell me, because its your cross hairs that took aim and fell me, because its your captivating glance that withheld me, and I get it I'm a tad bit subsonic, but when it comes to my emotions I know that I'm on it. That's my piece, no yelling or screaming, like a golem I'll be standing, waiting silently.
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