Blue light glazed upon brown eyes
Eyes upon eyes
Eyes upon thighs
You scroll
YouTube
You're glued
I wish I wasn't just another piece of meat
For you to pick and choose when to eat
I sit here
Starting to spoil
My heart continues to boil
Until there's nothing left
Unresolved turmoil
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 11:01 AM UTC
Bottled up emotion.
Beating of word.
Belittled woman.
Breaking her.
Rage rattling. Ripping heart. Renounced love. Rigid decisions.
Observations of a oblivious man. Obvious he won't.
Keen girl.
Kindling suspicion killing her.
Knowing he would.
Neutral balance.
Natures nourishes.
"Broken" girl
New life shall flourish.
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 8:08 AM UTC
Lie to me.
Cheat on me.
The usual things you do.
Hurt me.
Belittle me.
I know that's getting off for you.
Pay attention to me.
Love me.
Please, love me.
All I asked of you.
Built up courage to leave.
No longer tears on my sleeve.
Now I'm the one that's hurting you?
Pay attention to her.
Love her.
Please..
Love her the way I loved you.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 6:32 AM UTC
Your eyes are like a painting and I love getting lost in your art.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 2:25 AM UTC
I am told that I have no idea of how far the limits of your love can reach.
Show me.
Show me the way to that love.
Embrace me with a stolen kiss.
What is there to lose from any of this?
I have no idea?
Then show me what's on your mind.
Why its so hard to miss.
Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 5:40 AM UTC
You constantly ask if I'm alright.
As if I don't say the same thing everyday.
"I'm okay"
But, you know I'm lying..
Although you don't know deep inside I'm crying.
"I love him so much"
Love him so much as I feel my blood rush.
You ask me if I'm okay..
Unable to mention being under the influence.
Being under him...
Friends I lose them...
Blacked out memories from that night.
I reach out to my lover..
Only to fight.
This isn't right.
"I'm not alright..."
Please stop asking me before I break.
Please your daughter's life is at stake.
Possibly a victim for a second time.
Yet, accusations are carved into her head.
She is always at fault for something she didn't do.
I didn't give anything to him.
He took away my choice.
I speak as loud as I can to get you to understand, yet, somehow you can't hear my voice.
Explaining why your opinion is a "fact"
Firm hands around my neck tightening their grip as I give my opinion back.
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 4:25 AM UTC
Crooked smiles.
Sadistic idols.
He never cries.
As suspected no emotion detected.
Ones heart is merely deflected.
Revealing there is more in the after life.
Velvet cascading down from the approaching shadow.
Hint of aromas.
Rose and sage.
Rich lavender.
A bird trapped in a cage.
Tampered wings one who never experienced flight.
Sheltered bird.
Kept in a satin cage all it's life.
Velvet transforming into fur.
Satin cage on fire.
Everything is a blur.
Reborn as a lone wolf waiting to attack.
Moonlight shining the subtle splash.
The caged bird took flight at last.
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 3:59 AM UTC
You beat me to a ****** pulp with the words you spew at me.
Standing up straight putting on my battle face.
I continue to walk down the line.
Each turn and zig zag that I encounter another wound.
Until I'm in an open space standing in front of you.
You look at me intensely then lean in for a kiss.
I froze still in shock as you slowly slit my wrist.
I tense up, blood profusely dripping from my fists.
I look into your eyes as you word "I love you" or was it I never loved you?
I cannot tell...
My vision has become blurry.
Seems like you've disappeared as well.
I need to get up.
I need to get on my feet.
The only one that can save me is me...
History just continues to repeat.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
You ask me what I'm doing.
I reply "nothing", as I lay ******* smoking away my pain.
He makes me feel this way.
Insecure and unsure.
Fantasizing lips among breast.
Pressure upon chests.
Drowning out the pain leaving me soaking wet.
Distant strangers.
Fantasy of someone that's not mine.
Constant aching all the time.
No attachment just attraction.
Smoking away your name.
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 4:03 AM UTC
I know you still lie to me.
Each time breaking my heart.
Maybe this whole relationship is a lie.
Has been from the start?
Lie after lie.
Each time I deny,
The fact that you know it hurts me.
You know it hurts me..
Yet, you continue to do it.
Reoccurring dreams with the gun held to my head.
I blew it.
I know you lie to me.
I lie to you too.
Every time I say yes to being happy with you.
The scar of a smile that has been etched on my face.
Void where my heart used to be.
As there is no trace.
Happiness attached to mere memories not to what is in front of me.
I know you still lie to me.
I even lie to myself.
Loving you just can't be helped.
Not loving you is the lie I tell myself.
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 12:16 AM UTC