Should I **** off or go to sleep?
Or pick a dusty book to read?
Or should I take the knife again,
And show them I'm a real man?
Or should I put my makeup on,
And dance to Taylor all night long?
Or Should I cut my whole hair off,
Then go online and look for love?
When all im gonna find is lust,
Midaged strangers I should distrust.
Just like we're tought day one.
When my alarm rings out aloud,
But I'm up in the cloud;
Cause I want to be gone.
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 5:26 PM UTC
My head is heavy
Lifting up
And floating is my soul.
The nights been long
Just like the texts
I send so long ago.
And while you're resting
Eyes closed shut
I'm picturing you whole.
And while you sat
And stayed a while
I've just wanted to go.
And I here I am
At 3am
And writing you a poem.
The words never made sense to you
But I just keep on going.
So take my words
God take my all
But you're laying below him.
And you never belonged to me
So we'll just keep on flowing.
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 10:56 PM UTC
Sound rhetorically
But honestly
It's what I see
Repeatedly
you are to me
Quite literally
The apple tree
When I am eve
When i belief
In sweet relief
So full of grieve
Not mine too keep
But mine to leave
To rot inside my heart
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 10:41 PM UTC
I open the box
And a dusty cloud floats
As the reflective bits
Sticks in all the nooks
And leave you little notes
You will discover if it fits
Or maybe it won't
And the pieces pinch
Right into your skin
The Reaction was postponed
Memories make you flinch
You didn't know while it had been
And the Glitter will stay
And be there on the things
Only hinting with sunlight bling's
However never will all go away
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 7:17 PM UTC
Maybe it's just pebbles after all,
Rock bottom doesn't look so bad from far up here.
Maybe I will stick with you
like the pebbles in you shoes.
Maybe my Problems are just Pebbles,
Next to people carrying boulders.
Maybe it's all just pebbles
Being thrown against my window
And it shatters
The glass spreads
And Nothing Matters
Because it lets
Me feel
Something new
Something real
As it flew
Across the room
Like a fist
Hitting the groom
Because he's not on the list
When there never was one
Because what list am I even talking about.
And maybe I'm just kicking pebbles
How can I know until I trip?
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 7:15 PM UTC
I say just stay
As you go out the door
I get in your way
What is this for?
Not even the polish on my nails
Stays much longer than a day
And still you're here
And it makes me fear
The consequences
Of my actions
Jumping fences
Boundaries not to be crossed
And so i stay in my kennel
And you can leash me
I'm your puppy dog
Don't you dare set me free
I need to fulfil my deed
My purpose
So stay
That's what I will say
Because you never left
I swear it was theft
And I guess you're still there
But how can I be sure you'll stay?
If my Polish is chipping away
Don't pull a polish on me
Or maybe it was a French
And a exit of those
But I don't want you to
You matter to me the most
So stay.
I won't get in you way.
Just stay.
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 2:11 PM UTC
"Show me the Stars"
I yell, as my eyes sparkled,
with the dreams within.
"Show me the Stars"
I demand, as I hold the books tight,
Wich i thought would give me all I needed
"Show me the Stars"
I think, as I shove my Texts
At everyone who wants to listen or doesn't.
"Show me the Stars"
I yearn, loosing myself in perfection,
In the process of being your number one.
"Show me the stars"
I wisper, as I take it from your hand,
Knowing I will end up at the bottom instead of flying.
"Show me the Stars,
And never bring me back"
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 2:05 PM UTC