Crawled under my skin
Devoured my cells
Numbed my entire body
Sadness
In my veins
Flooded my heart
Out to the loungs
Prevented me to breath
And inhale the sickly odour of death
You sacrificed the lamb
Will you smear my blood on you door
And eat my flesh?
Is it enough to please your Gods?
Sep 27, 2017
Sep 27, 2017 at 4:52 PM UTC
I can turn happiness into
The forth, deepest
Layer of my skin
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 12:13 PM UTC
Feel like, the little girl asked
Two cups of
Black, strong coffee
In a messy kitchen
Words never spoken before
Hearts beating faster
Opening to each other
Tears cried in silence
And the aroma of safety
Floating in the air,
I answered
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 6:27 AM UTC
Consciously chosen to feel
Empty inside
Abandoned
Not safe
Vulnerable
Humiliated
Going from happiness to sadness
In a split second
Missing the state between them
Called equilibrium (I think!)
Am I pushing my emotions to the limit
To learn from these experiences
And grow stronger
Or to destroy myself?
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 2:56 PM UTC
Like the green falls for
The yellow fields
Of blooming rapeseed
Don't be afraid
To follow this dirt road
That winds through
The forest of all my past deceptions
You'll be safe
I want you to find my heart
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 1:27 PM UTC
Roll down my cheeks
Tiny fairies living inside
Caress my face
Singing a lullaby
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 1:23 AM UTC
At the inn
Really needed salvation
She cried out loud
Loosing her voice
There was nobody to hear her
And anyway
The violent rain outside
Would have made it impossible
For the sound to break through
Even the odd monk
She met today
Blessing her with the holy oil
Promissing to meet in heaven
Cannot save her from herself
Here, in the middle of nowhere
She says 'welcome'
To her dear demons and fears
And prepares for the fight
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 12:41 AM UTC
To the point that
I no longer speak
The language of humans
I just howl, howl
Howl
Lick my wounds
Preparing to hunt for you
Tear your chest apart
And feast on your spirit
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 7:14 AM UTC