What does it mean to be really trapped?
Is it the lion that gazes up ward toward the traveling people
Dreaming to look out, yet they keep him in his cage
For safety~
Or is the constant reminder of what you are
That only build walls
Stronger when pushed away
Could it be that fact that people are people
That shoots you with the facts
That cuts you with the fallen heart
And that builds humidity in yourself
Are you who you say you are?
Are you tired of trying?
Are you sick of being nothing in yourself?
Then change it
God knows i'll never get there
Anger will grow
So will the walls
Until the Pressure comes
And the building falls~
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
My breath softens
Along with my tears
Cool and wet as the dance
Down a cheek with blood
My eyes water
Along with my hate
Ungrateful mess
Twisted with a taste blade
My hair covers my face
Along with my life
Confused and can't choose
Wither left or right
My mother does not understand
Along with a father
One day the'll know
But once I am gone
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 7:02 PM UTC
The stary night ascending
I stare in deep gaze
Desperately seeking for my star once more
Some where up there in that maze
The foolish dreamers seem to dissipate
Waiting on something that will never come
They sit there just sitting
Just some
The some
Will there stars come
Will there dreams fade in darkened horizon?
When it darkens to nothing, I believe the most
Does this angle have a plan
Is there a light I have yet to see
I know my spirit should lead me to me
But where is my spirit
What will fill this cavity of desperation
Am I to be satisfied with out knowing?
I Gaze to wish to also see
Cause all I want
Is for my star to come
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 8:45 PM UTC
I'm tired of yelling
Inside my mind
The anger grows swelling
Making me blind
The stabbing pain in my lower heart
Is nothing compared to the uproar
I can't hit the target: with this dart
Cause it will cause more war
Nothing seems to work anymore
The scars I'm making is no more than scars
Something that closes the door
Building more bars
I choke on my blade
I play the game
The blade of everyday's fading shade
And I'm the winner of the game of blame
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 2:45 PM UTC
Is it ever safe
Is it ever okay
Without getting a strafe
Yet with filled with frey
Is it ever good to come out
Is it ever a good thing
Without getting doubt
And sringing stars of spring
Is it ever understandable
Is it ever full
Without getting the labol
And feel great pull
It is ever good
It is ever forgivin
With possibilities of could
You'll feel the best you ever been
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
Like the ocean I swim in
With the water of uncertainty
I tend to swim in the deep end
Like forest I build my log cabin
With the logs of grieve
I tend to live in the center
Like the mountains I climb
With the stone of a brokenhearted girl
I climb never to the top
Like beach I gaze over
With the air as hope
I tend to drown in the breezy days
Like home I live in
With the building blocks of compete
I tend to like the most
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 10:18 PM UTC
The snow is melting
Along with me
I see you in everything
Your my forest; your my sea
No matter what I do
Your always there
In my dreams
Yet the're thin as air
Thanks to you
I haven't moved on
I know I can't have you
But I wait for you at the crack of dawn
I've seen you with others
I've seen you happy
I know I could never give you that
Which makes me feel ******
It's okay though
I'll just stand behind
Because thats what I'm best at
I love you; Twisted and Twined
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 9:32 PM UTC
That shock
The waves that flow through out you body
Down to feet
Back up to your head
The feeling of
"What's behind me?"
and
"Why me?"
Could not be more that just a illusion
But its real
It has taken your breath away
Speechless and silent
It mixes with you sanity
By twisting your thoughts around
And replacing with nothing
But
"Where is "it" now?"
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 8:56 PM UTC
In an empty room
Filled with water
There I fall
Letting gravity do its job
As my hair rises
So does the self hate
As body lowers
So does my hope
As the pain in my chest becomes tight
I cannot help to feel lost
The water continues to boil
Filling myself with nothing
As the pain grows
So my forgiveness
As my tears float up
So do I
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 8:45 PM UTC
In lies we swim in
And the carelessness we walk on
We shatter something we once created
Something that will never be put together again
While watching everyone around you breathing
You're the only one drowning
There is no going back
You can only move behind
Never forward
Because mirrors tell a lot about us
They show more than what you want
You stare deep in to your crestfallen eyes
Seeing nothing but endless jungle
You gaze over your smile
A fake smile; never more
No one understands you
Cause you don't fit
They hold the remote
That moves you back and forth
Until your batteries ware all out
There is nothing you can do
But staring at the scars
Of everyones' lies
Leaving nothings but stars
Of everything that dies
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC