Of course people will forget thee.
You will be left out.
The last man chosen on team.
You aren't a part of them.
You'll never be.
You don't speak their language.
You don't eat what they eat.
You can't connect at all;
That's how being out of place feels.
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 12:07 AM UTC
Oh my, you really could not see,
That I was gloomy.
Just as the grey clouds,
Outside the window - the sun's shrouds.
You were more curious about the drops
On the windscreens,
Instead of those
That were rolling down my cheeks.
Aug 26, 2019
Aug 26, 2019 at 5:18 AM UTC
I got hurt,
Because I felt,
Truth comes first,
But you couldn't take it,
When I said it to your face.
I'm sorry, I can't fake it.
Now you're pretending,
Like it's all right,
Man, I know what's going on,
This is a psuedo-fight.
I'm getting hurt,
For I think I'm hurting you,
I feel guilty,
For things I didn't do.
I'm no celebrity,
But I can't lower my standards,
And celebrate mediocrity.
You can't accept what's true,
It's not my problem,
I'm working on myself, it's clear I do.
So, one day when I'm on top,
And still here will be you,
Y'all gonna say,
Man, lotta time flew.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 1:07 PM UTC
"Please don't be so kind-",
In August I used to say,
"You'll spoil me wild",
Oh look, it's already May.
"All humans behave the same; selfishly",
I told you that's what I thought.
But for you, sheepishly,
Several angels on my shoulder I fought.
Now you know me well,
And you seem quite bored.
You are compelled,
To look at the next best name on the board.
I am forced to ponder
Are you bluffing now, man?
My thoughts wander,
Looks like your concern was only a sham.
Is being warm to people not a nice thing to do?
For me, you have been such a ******
Perhaps like everyone else and you,
My selflessness should have been slimmer.
While this royally consumes me from within,
Now I am convinced that my kindness is a sin.
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 2:13 PM UTC
They were each other's apparently,
Shrouded by the words: "Till death do us part".
*They actually meant: **"Only until-
Someone new crosses our path."**
What happened to honesty?
Where did loyalty disappear?
Replaced conveniently by deceit,
Morality sits in the rear.
With ulterior motives,
Promises are made; I've seen a million.
I'm not being cynical,
Just practical in opinion.
The heart, hence, is stupid.
Steered purely by dopamine;
And that's why we have a brain.
Do not dwell into the irrational,
Tread carefully,
Life is a tricky mind game.*
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 8:11 AM UTC
We all have bad days,
And just now must be mine,
What are you smiling at,
Haven't you had thine?
Rejections and failures,
And numerous palls of sadness,
I've pulled through these before,
I have got the finesse!
Although some confidence gets undermined,
And my fate is, apparently,
In the hands of you- an imbecile;
But I am still okay to walk on.
Surprise, surprise! I am not dying.
One day the tables will turn,
And I want you to feel what I feel.
I am not looking at revenge,
For neither are you made of steel.
I think I will let go of it,
And the time shall move on,
For that's what it does best.
As for me,
Skilled sailors were never made by the seas
That were the smoothest.
**
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
*Reading a book by a tree,
With sunshine dancing on the face;
Walking down the beach,
On a lazy pace.
Stargazing, with a loved one;
Wind flowing through hair;
A delicious, soft cake,
That no one shall share.
Walking barefoot on the grass;
A nice hot cup of soup;
Feeling cold morning air against the skin;
Sunsets- fantastic scenes to shoot.
Travelling solo for the first time,
Feeling responsible and independent;
Making a friend out of a stranger,
What a happy accident!
A smile, never seen before
Giving reassurance;
Reading travel diaries;
Camping close to a forest.
Capturing memories
In photographs;
Singing along- loudly,
To the favourite songs.
The sound of the rain,
And filling lungs with petrichor;
Falling of the first leaf in autumn,
Only to be followed by more.
Stay close to the nature,
For none of these require using a gadget,
Best things have always been there,
Even if they are counted as ******
Learn to appreciate,
The smallest of things in life,
Before it all succumbs to-
An egoistic strife.*
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 9:58 AM UTC
*"With your tiny drops,
Can you obliviate my memory?"
I ask the rain;
I am scared of the happy ones,
For I know,
I can never live them again.*
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 10:57 AM UTC