R3AL1ST - Hello Poetry

sometimes i think that life is good but then i realize i’m in a place made for people to feel happy so they stay longer. a so called “happy place” created to cover up the places that aren’t so happy, to cover up the dying and wars, we see and think what they want us to. they build attractions, distractions, so we don’t think about what’s really going on.

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Sep 7, 2025

Sep 7, 2025 at 10:00 AM UTC

“happy place.”

sometimes i think that life is good but then i realize i’m in a place made for people to feel happy so they stay longer. a so called “happy place” created to cover up the places that aren’t so happy, to cover up the dying and wars, we see and think what they want us to. they build attractions, distractions, so we don’t think about what’s really going on.

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there’s a million stars, a million eyes, but i would choose yours in every life, i’d recognize them anywhere, i’ll never forget them. your eyes have changed though, they’re not red everyday now, not full of tears, there’s a hint of happiness in them nowadays. you used to get lost in mine haven’t you? but you’ve found a new ones. tell me, do they look at you with lust? do they only see your body? because mine saw right through you, they didn’t wanna see you naked, they looked at you with love.

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Sep 7, 2025

Sep 7, 2025 at 9:52 AM UTC

your eyes.

there’s a million stars, a million eyes, but i would choose yours in every life, i’d recognize them anywhere, i’ll never forget them. your eyes have changed though, they’re not red everyday now, not full of tears, there’s a hint of happiness in them nowadays. you used to get lost in mine haven’t you? but you’ve found a new ones. tell me, do they look at you with lust? do they only see your body? because mine saw right through you, they didn’t wanna see you naked, they looked at you with love.

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there was this girl, she was pretty and funny, she didn’t care about money, i fell in love with her slowly, but surely. she was everywhere, the out-going type, i thought i could be someone she could like. we became best friends, i got to know her, that didn’t make me like her any less, but she saw that i was a mess. the next week was hell, felt like i was locked in a solitary cell. i had no one, not even her. she was not just another someone, she was supposed to be my forever. i got used to isolation, solitude became my refuge. with other people i had no connection.

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Sep 7, 2025

Sep 7, 2025 at 9:44 AM UTC

first love.

there was this girl, she was pretty and funny, she didn’t care about money, i fell in love with her slowly, but surely. she was everywhere, the out-going type, i thought i could be someone she could like. we became best friends, i got to know her, that didn’t make me like her any less, but she saw that i was a mess. the next week was hell, felt like i was locked in a solitary cell. i had no one, not even her. she was not just another someone, she was supposed to be my forever. i got used to isolation, solitude became my refuge. with other people i had no connection.

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allow yourself to live to the fullest, change your mindset, don’t lock away your emotions. feel everything deeply, empathize fully. **** your ego and love others.

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Sep 7, 2025

Sep 7, 2025 at 9:41 AM UTC

feel.

allow yourself to live to the fullest, change your mindset, don’t lock away your emotions. feel everything deeply, empathize fully. **** your ego and love others.

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you’re the only one you can fully rely on, only you can make a change. people come, people go, you will have yourself forever. don’t stress over others, friends or lovers too much. if someone leaves, grieve them as much as you please, but don’t let it take over your life. their presence will not save you.

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Aug 27, 2025

Aug 27, 2025 at 1:58 PM UTC

put yourself first.

you’re the only one you can fully rely on, only you can make a change. people come, people go, you will have yourself forever. don’t stress over others, friends or lovers too much. if someone leaves, grieve them as much as you please, but don’t let it take over your life. their presence will not save you.

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i always tried to do the most with my time, not anything productive- just something fun, entertaining, to cover up the fact that i’m mourning someone who still walks this earth. my concept of “happiness” isn’t the usual one, it might be rather depressing for some. i think i wanted to say so many things, but said none. living in eternal doom has become normal, elders telling me to dress more formal, acting like i’m just a doormat.

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May 31, 2025

May 31, 2025 at 10:44 AM UTC

numb

i always tried to do the most with my time, not anything productive- just something fun, entertaining, to cover up the fact that i’m mourning someone who still walks this earth. my concept of “happiness” isn’t the usual one, it might be rather depressing for some. i think i wanted to say so many things, but said none. living in eternal doom has become normal, elders telling me to dress more formal, acting like i’m just a doormat.

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when i said i wanted you i never meant a relationship it was just stationary we’d be better off with just a friendship but my friends are all imaginary sometimes i see you here with me but it’s only a hallucination one day you’ll come back, maybe..

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Apr 23, 2025

Apr 23, 2025 at 8:22 AM UTC

imaginary

when i said i wanted you i never meant a relationship it was just stationary we’d be better off with just a friendship but my friends are all imaginary sometimes i see you here with me but it’s only a hallucination one day you’ll come back, maybe..

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trapped in body i don’t own mourning what i could’ve been by each day i feel more and more alone this world has never seen anything like me i see the world a little differently searching my pockets for a dime it has became a routine i just wanna live peacefully but that’s hard when you’re not sitting in a limousine but instead you’re sitting in a body thats not your own. i tried to fix myself but now i’m all torn my skin is harsh, brittle but still i might be getting there little by little something’s telling me to lean towards substances if its broken it has to be destroyed, its me who’s broken even though i’ve sewn my cut up skin the scars just won’t disappear

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Apr 19, 2025

Apr 19, 2025 at 8:51 AM UTC

Stitches

trapped in body i don’t own mourning what i could’ve been by each day i feel more and more alone this world has never seen anything like me i see the world a little differently searching my pockets for a dime it has became a routine i just wanna live peacefully but that’s hard when you’re not sitting in a limousine but instead you’re sitting in a body thats not your own. i tried to fix myself but now i’m all torn my skin is harsh, brittle but still i might be getting there little by little something’s telling me to lean towards substances if its broken it has to be destroyed, its me who’s broken even though i’ve sewn my cut up skin the scars just won’t disappear

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i’d let you destroy me over and over again if it meant you would stay i always wanted to ask if i may take your hand take you to the world of my imagination show you all my fears and my frustrations thought about it so much that i almost forgot to mention how much you meant to me. i miss our smoke sessions and your touch, even though i never got the opportunity to tell you much of it, it was the only thing keeping me going. you keep telling me to get over it and such, and you stopped smoking kush, your mental health also got better, we both have our opinions, yours change like the weather, maybe we existed just to get a lesson, but i guess it doesn’t matter. our time together was a divine gift, a sacred blessing, i guess good things don’t last, but you’re the only thing i’m missing.

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Apr 18, 2025

Apr 18, 2025 at 2:05 PM UTC

Change.

i’d let you destroy me over and over again if it meant you would stay i always wanted to ask if i may take your hand take you to the world of my imagination show you all my fears and my frustrations thought about it so much that i almost forgot to mention how much you meant to me. i miss our smoke sessions and your touch, even though i never got the opportunity to tell you much of it, it was the only thing keeping me going. you keep telling me to get over it and such, and you stopped smoking kush, your mental health also got better, we both have our opinions, yours change like the weather, maybe we existed just to get a lesson, but i guess it doesn’t matter. our time together was a divine gift, a sacred blessing, i guess good things don’t last, but you’re the only thing i’m missing.

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