I am a flower
bending in the wind
and rising again
I grow and I grow
I use the sunlight
But as you run along
What you don't see
I am right there
Right under your feet
Very fragile am I
And when you stand
I fall
Running over my friends
because we are not tall
I realize it must be true
I am not much
nothing more than a flower
that is stepped on
and thrown
I may be beautiful
but way deep down inside
Is a monster
that is trying to hide
Now I lay dead under you
an ugly flower
that can't be revived
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 3:03 PM UTC
Hate me
Don't love me
If you know what is healthy
If you know what will keep you safe
Hate Me
Hate my personality
Hate my looks
Hate my hair
WHY DON'T YOU HATE ME
IT WILL BE EASIER IF YOU JUST HATE ME
THESE CUTS AREN'T FOR YOUR LOVE
why is it so easy for everyone to hate me
Why is is hard for them to love me
but you find it hard to hate me
and it is easy for you to love me
Is this a game
Am I a toy
Or are your feelings real?
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 1:02 PM UTC
Oh what a lovely mess I have made
Blood on the walls
My heart full of shame
I thought it was worth it
I thought it could be happy, maybe
No...
I am in trouble
I am unsafe
I am stuck in a hole
I am insane
I am a wreck
I am a mess
A light
of oppertunity
shining through the hole
I reach up
but it laughs
I climb up
It laughs again
I try again and again
I grab it but I drops me
Then I find you
My light of forgiveness
My light of hope
My light of love
I grab and you don't let go
I am flying with the light
Holding it's hand
Thank
Thank you
Thank you for
Thank you for saving
Thank you for saving me
You helped me clean up my mess
with you my sanity came back
now I am normal
not only normal
but I am in love
<3 <3 <3
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
He is mine
I am his
You don't like it?
Well that's what is is!
Do me a favor
before you go to far,
mind your own ********* buisness
and we are who we are!
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
I like rocks
They are round
They are different
They don't fight all the time
Rocks are my best friends
Rocks keep me sane
They won't laugh at you for a mistake
They are not perfect
They are from different places
Rocks can smile
They can resemble a rose
They can be fun
They can't run away
They can't criticize you
Rocks can't hurt your feelings
They are great listeners
People should be more like ricks
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 2:24 PM UTC
Like a running river
Like the sun in the sky
We may be different
But we are so alike
No one can see it
Because it is inside
But I love you
And I don't want to hide
I could only dream
that one day you will find
that you love me too
But love was blind
Then you asked
If I liked you
I said yes
and you liked me too
Little did I know
That what was inside
Was something amazing
And love would colide
I am not yours
And you are now mine
Please don't leave me
Don't run out of time
Because before you go
I want you to know
That I love you
and our love can grow
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 10:21 AM UTC
I am not an original
I am not normal
I am not the same
I am not...me
I have forgotten who I am
I have forgotten everything
I have been ripped from happiness
now i live hiding
away from my own
self doubt
but as long as i have my fake self
I will never be able to escape
I am stuck for ever...
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC
Alone
Being alone
What if we are alone
in this universe?
What if we are alone
on a rock, drifting through
an endless black void that we know nothing about?
What if life as we know it is a lie?
We look for the meaning of life,
all these big unanswered questions,
but what if there really is no meaning of life?
What if we are the last of life as we know it?
Nothing no one can save us from
death and life as we know it.
Death is near and no one can stop it.
We desperately try to be the best,
we try to win everything for our own
selfish wants.
There is no reason for life.
When it comes down to it,
we are useless
and meaningless
and nothing means anything.
Just a bunch of sounds that don't mean anything.
If we are the only ones
If our lives are meaningless
If we are alone in the universe
Then why live?
If life is just going to be
hard to live
hard to continue
and hard to be happy during,
then why are we selfish enough
to live life
and destroy everything we touch.
We are not beneficial to the universe,
we are destroying it with one touch of a planet,
life as we know it means nothing.
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 10:08 AM UTC
An emotion with no feeling
A lost emotion
An emotion of protection
That keeps you safe
from everyone that tries to hurt you
An emotion that some won't feel
An emotion
I will never experience
An emotion that i have faked
An emotion without any emotion
You look happy but deep inside
You are sad
Depressed and alone
And no one can ever help you
You are lost in a million pieces
Only true, real happiness
can put you together
The lost emotion that will never return
And now that lost emotion took you too
Desperately looking for yourself
Looking for happiness
Looking for the emotion that will never return
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
It's him I like
It's him I want to be with
I see him everyday
I long to hear him say
I love you
I want to be with you
He is so nice
I have known him forever
But we only met this year
After 3 years
3 years of not seeing him
We meet again
And I love him again
Can he love me
The same way I love him
Does he like me too?
I have thought he did
But I know he doesn't
Will he please just talk to me
Tell me he does feel the same
Tell me he doesn't feel the same
I lay awake all night
thinking of him
Thinking of us
I can imagine his voice
saying he loves me
I can't see it happening
unless it is in my dreams
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC