I want a device that tells me all the thoughts I forgot in a day.
To revisit all the memories I saw
or to get back to tasks I said I would get to
It would be fun to see the progress of what I thought
and how the environment changes that
I could even revisit all the great thoughts that made me happy
I forget so much
This new device might get more screen time than my phone
It could save you so much time and energy
But maybe its worth it to forget
Maybe it clears room for new thoughts to make me happy
Maybe the thoughts I think are satisfied with their one life
Or maybe my mind is just a pitstop those thoughts make
before heading to the next head
Id love to remember how I wanted to end this poem though
May 11, 2025
May 11, 2025 at 2:24 AM UTC
Have you ever been in a state of unknowing?
not just not knowing the answer on a test or the direction to a building but
not knowing who you are in a more physical sense
I guess
Seeing the reflection in a mirror and not fully recognizing the eyes that meet yours
Looking at the hands your body came with and feeling like they are a little too big
Staring at the legs your parents gave you and thinking they are a little to long
But it's more than that
The unknowing bleeds into everything
When you’re in a group you feel like you’re only observing while you're talking
When you’re waiting and lose track of how long its been since you even started waiting
When you’re unknowingness becomes so extreme you don't even know if your real anymore
But don't stress
You didn't know from the start so nothings changed
But how could you know…
May 9, 2025
May 9, 2025 at 7:18 PM UTC