One day I woke up. I woke up to the reality that the life as I once knew was shedding and I will never be the same.....
I can not speak for everybody, but I can speak for myself. One day I woke up to the fact that I did not want to keep singing the same classic blues of a troubled past. That I no longer wanted dance to a beat of another heartbreak, that I no longer wanted to fight for my worth and that I belong in this world. That I wanted to be in the moment and acceptance of being.
You might ask, what does that have to do with suppressed emotions? For me that I suppressed how much that I was hurting. That I had to keep on a mask to show I was worthy. That I had to pretend to much that I was ok, when I wasn't. That as I begin to wake up, If my actions were that impactful while hurting.. Lets thinks about how impactful they are if I am healed.
They say there are three sides of a story. Your truth, their Truth and The Truth. Well My truth is what I can walk in. And If the past was just that painful what are ways I can change the story to become impactful...
-Janielle Green
May 6, 2021
May 6, 2021 at 10:34 AM UTC
Music
When the wave touch the sky
Everything will come to you at the perfect time.
May 1, 2021
May 1, 2021 at 2:20 AM UTC
I easily sense the unfulfilled and suffering desires of silent needs.
Which typically finds my light to nurture, heal and please.
I hear what most won’t say
I see the missing pieces
I feel their pain
Magically I became the hero known as the Sacrificing Pleaser.
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 10:07 AM UTC
My current situation is not my destination
But preparation filled with painful and loving situation.flawless perfection, forgiving expectations. Designed preparation built for Greatness.
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 7:41 AM UTC
They say the squeekiest wheel get fix
And the loudest baby get the attention
But when it comes to love they forgot to mention
That the quiet ones are desperately in need
I yearn fix, I want your attention, Im just discrete
I exsist and want your love, so don’t forget about me.
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 9:44 AM UTC
You will have to excuse me if I show off
You will have to excuse me if I’m blunt
After years of being push around
Heart aches and let downs
Excuse me if I choose not to be in the back
But live in the For front
Excuse me if I come off strong
After years of being put down
Backed into a corner. Theirs hands around my neck. Forced not to talk or breath
I wasn’t in fear but thoughts were you just wait till I get what I need. I will Be Free
So excuse me if I come off fearless, bold and unphased.
I’m just living life and overcoming and the suffering phase
Now my voice mighty and loud
Bursting through every door. Im coming back for everything that god had behind those doors.
Im claiming back my power
I have discovered a Queen
I’m focus on greatness and my destiny
with fire blazing around me, pheniox has to be seen
So if you see me coming, you will have to excuse me
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 11:23 AM UTC
I didn't ask him. It's because I don't need him.
I don't need him to wipe my tears, I don't need his help
I don't need him to hug me, when I can hug myself
I don't need him to kiss me, nor miss me
I don't need his love, when I can love myself.
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 1:08 PM UTC