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Once someone said to me is there something cool I could build for you I said my heart and glue it back together like a toy Because my heart sure was one to you

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Jan 29, 2020

Jan 29, 2020 at 11:42 AM UTC

Toy

Once someone said to me is there something cool I could build for you I said my heart and glue it back together like a toy Because my heart sure was one to you

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I wrote my life in vain as it has always been that way I just was looking for less pain so I did things to go numb I know I was dumb as I knew what was going to come I sat on the edge of my bed inhaling to relieve my pain I really thought this time things were not going to end up the same

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Dec 10, 2019

Dec 10, 2019 at 12:49 AM UTC

I just want u to love me how u did

I wrote my life in vain as it has always been that way I just was looking for less pain so I did things to go numb I know I was dumb as I knew what was going to come I sat on the edge of my bed inhaling to relieve my pain I really thought this time things were not going to end up the same

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Switching schools is like moving to a new town You don’t see those people unless one of you reaches out And they never do so you are left alone in that what it feels like a “new town” You have no support and those people who said they would be there But to no surprise they are not anywhere to be found They are just a text message away and a thirty minute drive But is it that much of a burden for you to say “Hi” or “How are you” I guess it is to you Our school colors were paper white and royal purple now the thought of it makes me the saddest blue School break can turn into heartbreak especially when you don’t come back and nobody notices that you didn’t I might not be there the first or last day of school not BY choice but for MY well being You won’t ever text back or call to show effort acknowledging my existence now that’s YOUR choice and to that choice I will never understand I just hope you know that choice YOU made let me spiral into a deep black endless hole A hole that was always there like an annoying loose thread on your sweater But I never thought I’d get caught in that deep dark endless hole Who knew all you had to do was say “Hi” or “Hey” instead of giving me feelings that make me think you are pushing me away Because you sure didn’t

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Jul 31, 2018

Jul 31, 2018 at 10:19 PM UTC

The School Blues

Switching schools is like moving to a new town You don’t see those people unless one of you reaches out And they never do so you are left alone in that what it feels like a “new town” You have no support and those people who said they would be there But to no surprise they are not anywhere to be found They are just a text message away and a thirty minute drive But is it that much of a burden for you to say “Hi” or “How are you” I guess it is to you Our school colors were paper white and royal purple now the thought of it makes me the saddest blue School break can turn into heartbreak especially when you don’t come back and nobody notices that you didn’t I might not be there the first or last day of school not BY choice but for MY well being You won’t ever text back or call to show effort acknowledging my existence now that’s YOUR choice and to that choice I will never understand I just hope you know that choice YOU made let me spiral into a deep black endless hole A hole that was always there like an annoying loose thread on your sweater But I never thought I’d get caught in that deep dark endless hole Who knew all you had to do was say “Hi” or “Hey” instead of giving me feelings that make me think you are pushing me away Because you sure didn’t

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I remember when you used to care When you used to talk to me When you would acknowledge my existence When you used to text me back When we talked every day When it would be not long after we saw each other again When it mattered when I was hurt When you would defend me When you didn’t blow my feelings off to the side like blowing out candles on cake without a train of thought Do you remember that I bet you do but all I have left of those faint memories is photos,items and iMessages reminding me that it could’ve been true

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 11:01 PM UTC

Remember

I remember when you used to care When you used to talk to me When you would acknowledge my existence When you used to text me back When we talked every day When it would be not long after we saw each other again When it mattered when I was hurt When you would defend me When you didn’t blow my feelings off to the side like blowing out candles on cake without a train of thought Do you remember that I bet you do but all I have left of those faint memories is photos,items and iMessages reminding me that it could’ve been true

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At 11:46 PM I told you I loved you too It was Thursday on June 28th of 2018 You declared you didn’t want to say it over text yet we did I promised you as soon as I could see you I would tell you in person That day couldn’t come soon enough

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 10:57 PM UTC

Reminisce

At 11:46 PM I told you I loved you too It was Thursday on June 28th of 2018 You declared you didn’t want to say it over text yet we did I promised you as soon as I could see you I would tell you in person That day couldn’t come soon enough

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You pulled me in closer this time it was different You used the structure of my face as a intimate guide for your fingertips I knew then we were meant to be I then looked into your eyes noticing how dilated your pupils were I looked into them so long that I started to see my own faint reflection looking back at me The view of you is such a beautiful thing to see You began to run your hand through my hair almost so that it became comforting I smiled Then you kissed my lips like never before My heart felt full I watched you sit up so I then did too, except you turned around getting onto your knees Our eyes interlocked then our hands as you pushed me onto my back I stayed lying there You leaned in to kiss me I beat you to it and kissed you harder grabbing onto your hips We are in love

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC

Puppy love

You pulled me in closer this time it was different You used the structure of my face as a intimate guide for your fingertips I knew then we were meant to be I then looked into your eyes noticing how dilated your pupils were I looked into them so long that I started to see my own faint reflection looking back at me The view of you is such a beautiful thing to see You began to run your hand through my hair almost so that it became comforting I smiled Then you kissed my lips like never before My heart felt full I watched you sit up so I then did too, except you turned around getting onto your knees Our eyes interlocked then our hands as you pushed me onto my back I stayed lying there You leaned in to kiss me I beat you to it and kissed you harder grabbing onto your hips We are in love

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All I adore and so much more Mí amor eres mi todo, my spanish is a little rough but my love for you is not The way she holds my hand it feels so euphoric I hope you know my love that I adore you I adore you with my whole being and that will never change My heart beats only for you I do not mean to sound cliché but it’s absolutely true You are always on my mind no matter what The view of you never fails to take my breath away I know we have not known each other for very long but I hope to know you forever You are the light in my life not only because your smile lights up a room but also you give me the light for my candle Without you I would be left in the dark and I pray to God that nothing will ever end up breaking us apart

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 10:40 PM UTC

Cherished

All I adore and so much more Mí amor eres mi todo, my spanish is a little rough but my love for you is not The way she holds my hand it feels so euphoric I hope you know my love that I adore you I adore you with my whole being and that will never change My heart beats only for you I do not mean to sound cliché but it’s absolutely true You are always on my mind no matter what The view of you never fails to take my breath away I know we have not known each other for very long but I hope to know you forever You are the light in my life not only because your smile lights up a room but also you give me the light for my candle Without you I would be left in the dark and I pray to God that nothing will ever end up breaking us apart

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Strawberry blonde hair that lays so effortlessly yet so perfectly on you Crystal blue eyes accompanied with so much warmth Your voice is like the ocean it pulls me in so softly when you let me wash back to shore it’s not long before the thrill of being pulled in was back Your smile is so contagious when you smile it’s not long after that that I’m smiling too Your laugh is my favorite part it’s like a quote you know is coming up in the office you can’t help but to follow along leaving your stomach hurting and your face sore from joy You are perfection With your welcoming hugs With the warmth you bring in what can be such a timeless day without any color When you reached out for my hand to hold our fingers interlocked It felt so right leading our eyes too meet that was the last puzzle piece leaving a perfect picture you have been ever so eager to finish

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 4:06 PM UTC

Tuesday,June 19th

Strawberry blonde hair that lays so effortlessly yet so perfectly on you Crystal blue eyes accompanied with so much warmth Your voice is like the ocean it pulls me in so softly when you let me wash back to shore it’s not long before the thrill of being pulled in was back Your smile is so contagious when you smile it’s not long after that that I’m smiling too Your laugh is my favorite part it’s like a quote you know is coming up in the office you can’t help but to follow along leaving your stomach hurting and your face sore from joy You are perfection With your welcoming hugs With the warmth you bring in what can be such a timeless day without any color When you reached out for my hand to hold our fingers interlocked It felt so right leading our eyes too meet that was the last puzzle piece leaving a perfect picture you have been ever so eager to finish

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I feel there’s only a God so you won’t end up in hell But I feel like hell comes before heaven Hell is the current You are you’re own God they only tell you otherwise so you believe in something Because God knows you don’t believe in yourself It’s like instead of looking up or down for answers look around Not in a book or a bible but look within Without closed eyes Without praying hands Without it ending in amen But answers are found within

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 3:56 PM UTC

Belief

I feel there’s only a God so you won’t end up in hell But I feel like hell comes before heaven Hell is the current You are you’re own God they only tell you otherwise so you believe in something Because God knows you don’t believe in yourself It’s like instead of looking up or down for answers look around Not in a book or a bible but look within Without closed eyes Without praying hands Without it ending in amen But answers are found within

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They say how you should learn how to love yourself in order to be able to love others But I was never one to listen to what “they say” You most definitely can love others before you learn to hold the same feeling for yourself Self love doesn’t have to deviate from the path of wanting to love someone other then yourself

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Jul 15, 2018

Jul 15, 2018 at 3:52 PM UTC

Smooth-Spoken

They say how you should learn how to love yourself in order to be able to love others But I was never one to listen to what “they say” You most definitely can love others before you learn to hold the same feeling for yourself Self love doesn’t have to deviate from the path of wanting to love someone other then yourself

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