Why do you do me like this?
This agony you keep on inflicting
Inflicting this pain like it means you everything
Everything you said I am to you
You proved it all differently
Differently you treat me like you care
A care that makes me shatter into pieces
Pieces I can't pick up and replace
Replace your care with nonchalance
And it's nonchalance that I crave from you
You mean none to me, neither I to you
To you, it's all a duty, a wicked way for satisfaction for your wounded soul
My soul, it's somewhere I can't reach, or even remember when I had it
I had it when I wasn't here, when I was nothing anywhere
Anywhere I go, you follow me like a haunting shadow
A shadow of my mother, and one of my brother, now you are the very same
Same as it was before, nothing has changed for me
For me, history repeats itself, like a broken record on replay
Replay your theatrics, play for yourself as long as you want
You want me to change? Let me tell you, I will not
Not this time, and not like this
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 8:35 AM UTC
And you don't seem to understand
How much I want to be your friend
I want to reach out to your arm
But if I do you'll break my heart
And I wanted to go on
And I wanted to press on
But I was never even there
You moved on and now you're gone
So many whimpers in the dark
I let no one to help me up
And I wanted to keep up
And I still want to catch up
But if I do you'll break my heart
So many times I've dreamt about
Having you here and making up
Fogive and forget and going on
But I know the truth is so harsh
And I know that you're not
The same friends I've once loved
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 12:38 PM UTC
Keep me calling to you
Keep me hoping for a way out
I'm afraid, yes I am
I left my home for you, but now I'm leaving without a cue
All this noise is deafening, I can't hear anything
Was this worth my own beating heart?
Now that I'm laying in my mire, I have no clue
I tell myself it's for you, for a better day tomorrow
I fought and now I'm dying, unknown and to be forgotten
But the only thing I see, is the sky that's anywhere and blue
I want to remember you, but all I see are the moments of intoxicated pleasure and vulgarity
I can't even recall what I was doing here, but I faintly see you
When I think about it, I've lost and gained none
For a freedom I'll never see, for a day that would never come for me
And it's all for the good of you
I look around and I see my friends with the same look as mine
We fought as one, and we're dying as one
United for nothing, united for you
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 11:15 AM UTC
I live between steps and motions
And we dance in the rhythm of distance and closure
I'm like the tide's of an ocean
And your voice tames the raging emotions
You've changed my system and notion
In a way that's only called devotion
I'm like the cigarette, you're like the potion
When our lips meet, it's my heart's amotion
Can you feel the beat in your heart?
Yeah, it's my passion's commotion
Loving you is my sweetest sin
I don't mind the fire's exposure
We don't care about our mirage and composure
I'll be with you until our heart's erosion
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:23 AM UTC