Simple words and simple choices,
Make me feel most loved.
When I know I am cared for,
And taken care of.
Jan 16, 2024
Jan 16, 2024 at 2:58 PM UTC
Out of everyone, you picked me.
These past few months flew by like lightning,
Strikes and river flows, ebony skulls and my nightmares hunting me down like deer.
But there was one thing that pushed me forward.
The days I woke up with your back to me, or the night I shook from the terror of my nightmares,
Just to hear your comforting voice, the smoothness of honey, dripping down my throat.
When the clock striked midnight and I looked in your eyes, I knew there was something coming to be.
For some reason, you picked me.
Jan 8, 2024
Jan 8, 2024 at 12:42 PM UTC
The paper says its Tuesday,
But I don’t believe it.
And my charger lays on my bed,
But I cannot reach it.
I left my soul at the bottom of the wrong bottle,
Where no treasure could be found,
Only the writhing agony of emptiness
That I ended up drinking again.
If you’d ask me,
Loneliness tastes of whisky.
Love tastes of ***** and my soul tastes like ****
I am a rotten person, with rotten ways.
I hate myself.
Oct 22, 2023
Oct 22, 2023 at 3:42 AM UTC
It’s pathetic really,
I’m looking for you in the skies,
Even when I know you’re not mine.
Papercuts hurt more than knives,
And it really meant something when you held my finger,
Dripping with blood,
And you kissed it.
Oct 22, 2023
Oct 22, 2023 at 3:41 AM UTC
It’s getting chilly,
And I would much rather freeze by myself,
If you can’t warm me.
“Your fingers are cold”
“When are they not?”
Oct 22, 2023
Oct 22, 2023 at 3:40 AM UTC
The clouds tell stories of gruesome happenings.
A bunny, shooting its head off,
It keeps grabbing but it’ll never get it back on.
A face of a man, looking down on us all.
With an expression of greed, but it’s really sadness hidden in it all.
I’m dreaming clouds today,
With a tired look.
Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 10:49 PM UTC
Blooming in your hearts garden,
In your cage is where I wish to be.
Hold me and preserve me,
Give me your delicate touch,
It’s all I need to grow,
I plead.
Lay your harsh eyes on me,
I feel your emotion.
Don’t leave my love at sea,
Please?
I’m just a little rose,
And I swear when your eyes land on me,
Time slows.
At the end of the day,
I’ll always belong to you.
And you’ll always remember me,
As the little flower you grew.
Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 1:36 PM UTC
She’s a leaf,
Dangling on the end of a branch,
Surrounded by so many others,
But she just doesn’t understand.
A butterfly spread its wings,
Their colours vivid as they fly,
Their wings flutter,
Fairy dust sprinkling way up high.
Purely coincidentally,
Some of their fairy dust fell,
On top of a lonely leaf,
But oh so pretty she felt.
Twinkling in the sunlight,
Her smile shined just as much,
Until the rain came,
And washed it all off.
She’s a leaf,
Dangling on the end of a branch,
Surrounded by so many others,
But she just doesn’t understand.
Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 1:35 PM UTC
A fragrance of roses gifted by the Autumn wind blessed my senses.
Love that can only be felt on a Spring morning,
Came to me right there.
The skies brightened up,
Colors, shades from orange to purple painted the innocent sunrise.
My lilies sang to me, with love that touched the deepest part of my soul,
I plant for their garden, my love spreading through the cracks of my hands, into their soil.
I find myself longing for your warmth, the pure soothing of my being.
But as my memories fade, and my roses lull me to sleep,
A picture of you in my mind is the only thing i wish to keep.
Jul 22, 2023
Jul 22, 2023 at 9:29 PM UTC
These days i brush my teeth early,
I look at myself in the mirror,
But I can’t see clearly.
My eyes look bloodshot and black,
But I feel the best and worst i’ve felt.
Jul 22, 2023
Jul 22, 2023 at 9:23 PM UTC