Fear opens many doors
Some surprisingly pleasant
Others you’d wish were kept closed
It’s these doors where curiosity blooms
Your mind becomes fixated
Dilated pupils mirror the darkness
That lies behind the door
Movements are slow at first
Muffled voices begin to clear
A panoramic view of disparagers
As you realize, they’re all you
Terror, ecstasy, rage, loathing, grief
That’s where the door leads
That’s where true fear lies
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 2:51 AM UTC
Fingertips running across wizened skin
Waves like the sand of the Sahara
Skin rolling like the Chocolate hills
Of the Philippines in summer
Arid flesh-colored patches
Like a deserted area void of all existence
But in the dry stillness comes relief
Lips graze across the leathery skin
Leaving behind coveted moisture
As my tongue slithers along
May 21
May 21, 2026 at 2:21 AM UTC
A mere mortal
I am
Disgustingly true
I am
Distant in love
I am
Disguisinly in sin
I am
Destructive in fury
I am
Destroyed in fantasy
I am
Dismantled by life
I am
A mere mortal
I am
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 3:47 AM UTC
In love and sanity
Both are fleeting
Deeply losing oneself
Can feel overwhelmingly euphoric
And terrifyingly exhilarating
But like eyes being sewn shut
Quickly spiraling into darkness
Feeling the pressure of keeping both
Is like trying to hold on to air
When really “everything is meaningless
A chasing after the wind”
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 3:27 AM UTC
Heavy is the mind
Who thinks
Not on its wretchedness
But of their own vanity
Eyes everywhere
Their attention placed
On the pitiful shell
They hold so dear
Eyes everywhere
Their attention placed
Deeper than the surface
Cringing at their thoughts
Eyes everywhere
Their attention placed
On the fountain of maturity
Looking on with pityful eyes
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 12:58 AM UTC
Broad enough to clutch me about
The insurmountable pressure felt
I can hear the pounding of my pulse
Becoming steadier by the second
The air flowing down my maw
Like a stream of water
As my fists clench violently
Escaping the vastness of your shoulders
That I missed so much
Now a threat to my solemn heart
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 10:03 PM UTC
A death stare
An evil eye
The black look
A scowl
A glower
A dagger
A face like thunder
And it's mine
All mine
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 3:21 AM UTC
Justice sleeps with me every night
We wake but it lingers in bed
Not a care or worry to start the day
Not when there are murderers
And killers getting their way
What’s the point of getting up?
Even if I did drag it out of bed
I’d never use it, no one does
Corruption is easier
Like eating with your hands
It's easier than using a fork
We’ll wind up using it as a weapon anyway
So, I’ll let Justice sleep in
It’ll be waiting for me with a fancy cocktail
Waiting to dish, spill the tea
To hear of all the atrocities that came to mind
Without them being carried out
What a delight!
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 2:11 AM UTC
F your eyes
F your arms
F everything
You put around me
F your looks
F your touch
F everywhere
You left your mark on
L your thoughts
L your actions
L your grandiosity
Even if it was delusional
L your plans
L your efforts
L your future endeavors
Leaving me stronger
Than I could have ever imagined possible
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 2:26 AM UTC
A friendly face
Fills my heart with joy
Their smile in slow motion
Dilates my pupils
A wink...
Dear god, for me?
Butterflies flutter around
As I gaze at their wonder
I see their lips delicately move
No sound, no vibrations
I feel my throat empty
Like a cold, hollow pipe
But alas, a gleaming rainbow
Swoops into the moment
Caressing my hand
I look up and all is well
That wink and the wonder in their blushed face
Like a warm, embraceable hug
Filled the emptiness with their heart...
Their Joy
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 3:19 AM UTC