If I take the medications
That the doctors say will fix me
Will they actually fix me
Or will they just **** me up more
Make me more insane
Than I already am
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 2:48 PM UTC
My grandma has always known
That I like girls in a way
She knows I have dated girls
I remember when I finally came out to her
She looked at me disappointed
And said " I thought you were just going through a phase... I thought you would just grow out of it..."
This broke my heart into a million pieces
All I wanted was her approval
And all I got was her disapproval
To this day my grandma has treated me different
I feel like the ugly duckling
I feel like the odd one out
And to this day she still tries to set me up with guys
And to this day it is still breaking my heart
She doesn't want me to be gay
She doesn't want me to be me
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 2:38 PM UTC
Have you ever looked in the mirror
And pointed out every one
Of those tiny little flaws
Have you ever looked in the mirror
And thought you are ugly
I am here to tell you
That you are not ugly
You are gorgeous
You are a warrior
You are amazing
You are who you are
And that makes you gorgeous
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 2:28 PM UTC
I have started to notice
I am not the same
My choices have changed me
Into the woman
I am today
I have started to notice
I fear everything more
I don't want to walk outside
Anymore
I hate the world
For what we have become
A hateful Community
That is what we are
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 2:26 PM UTC
I am gay
There I said it
Now the world can know
I don't have to hide in this dark closet anymore
I can be out and proud
Let me scream it from the rooftops and scream it from the hills
But wait they didn't tell me
About the hate and pain I will endure
About the homophobic comments
But this is who I am
I am gay
So I will yell it from the rooftops
And I will yell it from the mountains
I am gay
And I am proud to be me
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 10:15 PM UTC
I am trapped
Inside my own head
Unable to free myself
From the awful voices
My mind it speaks
Of darkness and hate
Of death and sorrow
I am trapped
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 7:29 PM UTC
The called her a monster
For what she had become
They called the devil
But oh she was
She became this way from the pain
The torture they had given her
She learned to be hard and cold as ice
For when she was soft
She got walked all over
They are the ones who changed her
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 4:52 PM UTC
I
Sold
My
Soul
To
The
Devil
Because
He
Told
Me
He
Loved
Me
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 12:16 AM UTC