Hot flashes of heartfever
Burning through my lungs
And a strong case of never-dry
more-than-pink and puffy eyes
Oct 4, 2025
Oct 4, 2025 at 12:50 PM UTC
Soorajmukhi, flower of light,
Faithful beloved of the Sun
A fool and a poet, you live in his name
Wilting at night, you blossom by day
With the heart of a lion, you pray and you hope
You bask in his warmth, ignoring the smoke
Soorajmukhi, you are nobody's rose
Let the burning skylight stay unknown
Jul 9, 2024
Jul 9, 2024 at 8:47 AM UTC
If my words are worthy
And if they are a trail of stars
Let them lead me back to You
Do not let me stray too far
And when my heart is lonely
When my light submits to dark
Do not let me lose You
Do not let me stray too far
Apr 16, 2024
Apr 16, 2024 at 8:10 PM UTC
Sunbird, what is your place in things?
I hear you well, but what is your plight?
Your thoughtless tunes leave me confused
I dream to live just as you do
Apr 16, 2024
Apr 16, 2024 at 8:02 PM UTC
Season of growth unfreeze me
I am as lost as the next fallen leaf
Unruly breeze, steal me away
Carry me back to my tree
Apr 16, 2024
Apr 16, 2024 at 8:00 PM UTC
kaleidoscope of jagged shards
create this face, forever changed
against all possibility
imperfect pieces rearranged
where light is twofold magnified
and shadows waltz within the light
and waves of light, of liquid gold
now break behind unseeing eyes
then fleets of doves assail the skies
in graceful waves, untethered flight
toward my vacant heart they glide
my thoughts unowned, now occupied
one string of fate, two counterparts
diminished light, a distant star
your presence, through the fog, is felt:
a lighthouse in the dark
Mar 12, 2024
Mar 12, 2024 at 1:43 PM UTC
the death of a loved one is a serious matter. this is my immediate thought when you are mentioned somewhere, sometime, somehow, in conversation. the death of a loved one, you would have said, is a serious matter.
you would have said, death is serious and grief is inevitable, but persist in finding the joy anyway; in defeating those dastardly tendrils of gloom that will threaten to pull you into the dark forever. outrun the shadows and find yourself always warm and well under the Sun’s guiding glow.
you would have said, let them judge your misery and misinterpret your intent: people will always be quick to call something wrong if they just don't understand it. You would tell me, always, not to care about the opinions of the masses anyway. 'So what?' You would say.
my phonetics professor said it too, one day, and I almost cried, the tears were rather stubborn in that moment, fighting my lashes for safe passage. To publicly showcase your grief, I think, is to do yourself more harm than good,
so bury you I will, within paragraphs like this, until, at the ordinance of the clock, I am to put away thoughts of death and sentiment, and instead, turn my face toward the Sun, to wash these blues in waves of gold, that I might find myself a part of life, and, that I might learn to love all things anew.
Nov 26, 2023
Nov 26, 2023 at 5:15 AM UTC
these are old bones, bones of the dead,
bones that don't belong inside a body
bones that decay, abandoned first aid,
and forgotten calcium supplements
Baba, in life you took my soul, I thought,
so I held my heart away from your hands
Baba, I have no use left for it now,
bury it deep under great piles of dead land
I've been told by the birds that you're not in the sky but in fact, just beyond my eye's reach
I've been told by the cemetery stones and old trees that the earth houses empty bodies
Some days I think you are trapped in the clouds,
but they pass to reveal mirthless blue
Some days I think you'll walk right through the door, but the foyer is clean of your marrow
Baba, these bones have aged too soon, with unlived years I dreamt to share with you
Good years, after the last of the wars, in which love surely wins, triumphant over all
Years of peace, filled with the light of the sun
I witnessed warming you in your grave
That sun, over sands of sandspit beach, painting us momentarily gold in the cold of December
4 months, and these bones creak along to your song, it goes:
I miss you, I love you, come home
Jul 16, 2023
Jul 16, 2023 at 7:39 PM UTC
mama, i am waiting for the sun to fall out of this picture
i am waiting for your laughter's collapse
when you go, what happens to the dream?
the one in which you don't burn everything you touch,
the one in which i don't have to run from your love
when you go, take this dream
to lie with you forever
and i will watch as wildflowers grow around your stone
a garden born from you
of children who won't run,
one final, beautiful redemption
mama, i will meet you where the ground keeps us sweet
under the sun's golden glow, i swear i won't run from the heat
promise me a smile when it's time to take your leave
and i promise i will honour you in loving memory
Nov 25, 2021
Nov 25, 2021 at 1:13 AM UTC
in a poem at the table
a masterpiece of lies in love
his composition celebrates your downfall
/
these are my traitors hands
two silver, hooked offenders
dipping into the well of you
/
this is my gentle sin
his promise, unfulfilled
the plan: my pirate's map, his cruel hunt
X
your puppet smile is straining
X
his words, a loaded gun
X
your flower heart is wilting
X
my wicked work is done.
Oct 18, 2021
Oct 18, 2021 at 1:33 PM UTC
