PoeticCords
Irish
I've never written an autobiography before, but if I had to, I wouldn't. How does one really write about their life at such a young age? There's still so much to be done. How do you write about your life when it isn't even over? After you write it are you just going to stop living your life and turn into a potato? No, not I. I can't write about my life because it's not over and I have no idea where I will end up. I'm an average teenage boy that enjoys writing about the things that make him happy in life. I write about happy things because it's the opposite of my past. My writing is average to me, I say average because that's all I am right now. Average height, average weight, I'm not the smartest kid in my class, but I'm not the slowest. I have days where I can perform well, and I have days where I don't want to perform at all. I live in an average town with average people but I yearn to grow into an above average person and an above average writer. / s.r.
sitting in the shower
hoping that I scrub off all my ***** sins
praying that I can wash it all away
the water running down my face
wishing that I could start over
closing my eyes and imagining another life but,
I am far too young to die
when one door closes another opens
the cliches that keep us going in life
are the ones I am dependent on
His plan is often unclear but I trust in Him
to lead me down the path that is meant for me
hoping that I can make sense of it all
praying that it won't hurt for long
turn the water off
dry myself off
put on clean warm clothes
and continue on
hoping and
praying
s.r.
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 8:10 PM UTC
if you're reading this,
i love you.
if you ever feel like you're all alone
talk to me
if you feel like you're not loved,
guess what
I love you.
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 9:06 PM UTC
I need a fresh start
disconnect my heart from the paths already known
disassemble my life, stab a map with a knife
go wherever it shows, only myself and a bag of clothes
without a second thought im already on my yacht
crossing the big blue sea
set me free
set me free
set me free
s.r.
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
I try to write about you all the time
but
when i take out my pen it feels like
my bones are made of lead
the words all make crystal clear sense
in my head
but
when pen meets paper,
there is no way to illustrate the
l o v e, the
f r u s t r a t i o n, the
a w e, that comes from talking to you
the way we talk feels like we are so close
yet there is a thousand mile deep crevasse
keeping us apart.
three hours and twenty four minutes
three hours
and
twenty four minutes
two hundred and six miles
in between us
and
somehow I keep you within
arms reach all the time
never letting you slip through my fingers
like the sand at the beach when we met
for the very first time
I will not let you slip
slip slip
away
s.r.
Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 10:49 PM UTC
you were patient and forgiving
you believed in me when nobody did
you stayed faithful and I did too
you trusted me more than I did
you saved me from myself
I owe my life to you
I changed for you
I am in love with you
s.r.
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 9:07 PM UTC
sometimes I get sad
it's just a fact of life
nobody can be happy all the time
when I'm sad and we aren't talking
there's nothing that can make me feel better except for you
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 12:36 PM UTC
I hate how you think of yourself as less than everyone else.
everyone has different strengths and weaknesses
and you have to learn to accept it for what it is. you have to work with what God gave you.
s.r.
Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
it's been quite a long while,
but I still feel as if we have just started this beautiful relationship.
I think about how long we will be together
and hope that forever will be the answer.
s.r.
Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
I'm a liar
I look at you and smile
you ask me what
but my automatic response is nothing
even though there are hundreds of things racing through my mind at a mile per minute
all of which are about you
s.r.
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 10:52 AM UTC