She struggles,
To find out who she is.
She starts to ask.
Why am I here?
Why do you love me?
Why do you want me?
Was I mistake?
If there was no drugs or alcohol,
Would my dad be in my life?
If I didn’t struggle would I be depressed?
If I were to die today,
Would people actually care?
If I tell you my story, would you listen?
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 6:29 AM UTC
She being held hostage by her stereotypes
Her dreams being restricted by someone else's expectations.
Her thoughts cropped out of social standers.
Her life living for someone with their dreams,
Running through her veins.
Her mind lost in good times,
When she was her self.
Now she's pretending to be someone,
To let someone know she's fine...
But she being optimistic
Struggles hard to let herself out of this agony.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
She said she was okay and you believed her? Let me tell you what really wrong with her. She's tired.
Thats exactly what she is, tired.
She's tired of getting hurt
She's tired of being let down
She's tired of all the lies
She's tired of holding it all in
She tired of feeling broken, damaged,
worthless, never good enough, pain
She tired of all of her flaws and insecurities
She's tired of trying
She's tired of getting her hopes up
She's tired of being treated like crap
She's me
I am tired of everyone treated me as a piece of crap
I am tired of being stressed about everything
I AM TIRED....
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 4:29 AM UTC
She is shy.
She is weak. But She is not herself. She is a different person. Called not herself. That person is a poison to her soul. It kills her. Doesn't make that her strong. It makes her weak. That soul within her. Is a demon in her. Its not her. Its the demon within her. That kills her soul. And makes her weak.
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 11:54 PM UTC
You were my dad that I once knew,
But little do you know the pain you put me through.
I've grown up and realized
That your life is nothing but one thousand lies.
You say that you love me more than I know
But if that were true then why doesn't it show? But don't forget I'm your blood,
But obviously that doesn't mean anything to you,
I remember when I was the twinkle in my daddy's eyes.
You say mom's standing in the way
And all she wants is for you to pay.
Maybe that's true,
But what can I do?
I'm your daughter,
And you're supposed to be my father.
Does that mean anything to you?
But that you'll never see,
And a father you will never be.
If you could see the tears running down my face.
Still the years have passed you can't replace.
So, Dad, I've given up on you, and this time I'll leave.
Jun 28, 2017
Jun 28, 2017 at 2:55 PM UTC
Comfort on difficult days, Friendship to brighten your day Sunsets to warm your heart. Beauty for your eyes to see, Confidence for when you doubt. Faith so that you can believe. Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth And love to complete your life.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
I miss you in the morning And when the sun fades away, The ache within my heart
Just will not go away. My heart fills with love for you When I think how much you cared As I relieve all the happiness And the joy that we both shared. You’re with me every moment And so in every move I make. Lay the memories I have of you That I never will forsake
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
You broke my trust for you
You broke my heart way before Any boy had a chance to
Just as you can break a twig
You smashed my heart into a million pieces
So now you got me broken inside
Sometimes now I just want to hide
You never cared for me that's why I feel broken
And you know that I'm not at all joking
You never loved me
You never listened to me
It's like you didn't have ears
Your heart is cold; it's always been pitch black
And now you made my heart have a huge crack
Whenever I stood up
You shoved me back down
You always acted like I wasn't around
You only ignored me
That's why sunshine
Is something you'll never see
That's also why you'll never be
Like a father to me
Whenever I spoke up you hushed me
Whenever I told you something you shushed me
That's why I'm leaving you behind
But unfortunately only in my mind
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 7:15 PM UTC
Sometimes, I suppose I am happy
When I am with my friends,
Throwing my head back and covering my mouth As I shake with laugher At a joke someone just made. But then the day turns to night
And my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness. I lay in bed. Thinking about all the things I wish I could say. All the things I'm afraid too admit, Even with one pen, paper, and one mind. It's nights like these when I realize I am many things I am happy and sad, Outgoing and shy, Quiet But mostly,
I am empty.
Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 8:14 PM UTC
I'm happy that you are my teacher, I enjoy every lesson that you teach As a role model you inspire me To dream and to work and to reach. With your kindness you get my attention, Every day I look forward to coming to School because of you. Your curiosity and motivation To know and to grow and to succeed. You help me fulfill my potential, I'm thankful for all that you've done I admire you each day, and I just want to say
As a student, you are the best
Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 8:46 PM UTC