PersephonezGarden - Hello Poetry

She tastes like spring, summer time sweetness, I can’t get enough of it I need my fix,I crave her when she isn’t here, I desire for her to always be near I sit and wonder what she thinks about when she's alone Whose mind does she see when her eyes close I want it to be mine, consume her with a fire so im the only one that makes her butterflies fly. One arms distance, is how close I hold her. Not so close to be suffocating, she knows our boundaries. She is the sound of freedom and I just a swallow. Nesting in the branches of her love. I smell her on my sheets, stray strands of hair on my pillow, lost in thought remembering how it got there.

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Mar 14, 2018

Mar 14, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC

Once upon a time ago...

She tastes like spring, summer time sweetness, I can’t get enough of it I need my fix,I crave her when she isn’t here, I desire for her to always be near I sit and wonder what she thinks about when she's alone Whose mind does she see when her eyes close I want it to be mine, consume her with a fire so im the only one that makes her butterflies fly. One arms distance, is how close I hold her. Not so close to be suffocating, she knows our boundaries. She is the sound of freedom and I just a swallow. Nesting in the branches of her love. I smell her on my sheets, stray strands of hair on my pillow, lost in thought remembering how it got there.

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I fall apart When I think of you Help me find a way to rid you of my mind Help me regain what is mine I want my life back without you haunting me Its cold outside without you by my side Throwing my hoodie up walking away You're gone and you need to leave me alone Help me regain my mind I lost it when you died [I died with you]

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Jan 23, 2018

Jan 23, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC

Falling Apart

I fall apart When I think of you Help me find a way to rid you of my mind Help me regain what is mine I want my life back without you haunting me Its cold outside without you by my side Throwing my hoodie up walking away You're gone and you need to leave me alone Help me regain my mind I lost it when you died [I died with you]

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I don’t have a safe place anymore all I have is these photos And these four walls the memories Seeping through like blood stains How do you return back to the place where you were abused how can you forget the acts that you were forced to do everything is breaking it all falls apart and I sit in this chair waiting for my turn.

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Jan 7, 2018

Jan 7, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC

Home

I don’t have a safe place anymore all I have is these photos And these four walls the memories Seeping through like blood stains How do you return back to the place where you were abused how can you forget the acts that you were forced to do everything is breaking it all falls apart and I sit in this chair waiting for my turn.

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Why do I always fall for unavailable ones. When theyre ready they are happy with the next one never mind me waiting patiently. Eyes graze over, the only thing you’re good for is a tumble. Fall for the next one to break their heart. Never seeing the good girl right.here. No longer patient, no longer waiting.

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Dec 5, 2017

Dec 5, 2017 at 10:56 PM UTC

The fk?

Why do I always fall for unavailable ones. When theyre ready they are happy with the next one never mind me waiting patiently. Eyes graze over, the only thing you’re good for is a tumble. Fall for the next one to break their heart. Never seeing the good girl right.here. No longer patient, no longer waiting.

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When the haze wears off and you come back to reality, your senses no longer heightened return to the dull. And you look at yourself like who am I now that I was not before? Return to the haze where everything felt OK kiss the sky dance with the breeze write poetry feel everything that the “normal” you can not see Live,love and get lost be wild Be free lost in the haze

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Dec 5, 2017

Dec 5, 2017 at 10:52 PM UTC

Lost in a haze

When the haze wears off and you come back to reality, your senses no longer heightened return to the dull. And you look at yourself like who am I now that I was not before? Return to the haze where everything felt OK kiss the sky dance with the breeze write poetry feel everything that the “normal” you can not see Live,love and get lost be wild Be free lost in the haze

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black cats feathers blowing trees are down there is an emptiness in the air all around

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Oct 2, 2017

Oct 2, 2017 at 7:29 AM UTC

Flittering thoughts

black cats feathers blowing trees are down there is an emptiness in the air all around

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You remember our talk last night about self-reflection? I felt like I needed to do some of that without distractions. So I drove for an hour and went to a safe place. The mountains were inviting, red tail hawks screeching. The tranquility of the moment was just what I needed. In the solitude I found the answer to a "problem" that was plaguing my mind. I have so much love to give ... to someone who deserves it. So much caring and compassion ... for anyone who needs it. Reciprocation in feelings and understanding that I'm not broken. I was hurt and now I'm healing. Now in that truth I saw the true meaning Not all poems have to rhyme not everyone is going to understand the chaos that's in your mind And that's okay. Because I love myself enough to know when to let those people go.

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Oct 2, 2017

Oct 2, 2017 at 6:29 AM UTC

Musings

You remember our talk last night about self-reflection? I felt like I needed to do some of that without distractions. So I drove for an hour and went to a safe place. The mountains were inviting, red tail hawks screeching. The tranquility of the moment was just what I needed. In the solitude I found the answer to a "problem" that was plaguing my mind. I have so much love to give ... to someone who deserves it. So much caring and compassion ... for anyone who needs it. Reciprocation in feelings and understanding that I'm not broken. I was hurt and now I'm healing. Now in that truth I saw the true meaning Not all poems have to rhyme not everyone is going to understand the chaos that's in your mind And that's okay. Because I love myself enough to know when to let those people go.

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You're worried about her state of mind but you chose me And still worry about her. What was I thinking?? Putting myself in this place Did it to myself. Ignored the signs. You told me you loved me first Yeah you were drunk I thought the things you say when you're drunk was real honesty? Who put that In my head? Yeah I know, I should've known. Side piece has a ***** ring to it. Do you sleep better with her now that your lies have aired? Do you feel good about yourself lying to me for months If I could go back I wouldn't text you "hey" Should have ran the other way Stupid of me again to fall in love with the idea of what love could have been

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Sep 14, 2017

Sep 14, 2017 at 3:04 AM UTC

Yeah. I know.

You're worried about her state of mind but you chose me And still worry about her. What was I thinking?? Putting myself in this place Did it to myself. Ignored the signs. You told me you loved me first Yeah you were drunk I thought the things you say when you're drunk was real honesty? Who put that In my head? Yeah I know, I should've known. Side piece has a ***** ring to it. Do you sleep better with her now that your lies have aired? Do you feel good about yourself lying to me for months If I could go back I wouldn't text you "hey" Should have ran the other way Stupid of me again to fall in love with the idea of what love could have been

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I want to be sad but I know I should be stronger than that. The lies you told filled my heart with love I couldn't have been happier. I want to cry but you're not worth those tears anymore If I shed its for myself for ignoring what deep down I knew I didn't have you Not truly You were never mine to have This hole that is left feels like death How can I ever let myself love again?

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Sep 14, 2017

Sep 14, 2017 at 2:59 AM UTC

8.10.

I want to be sad but I know I should be stronger than that. The lies you told filled my heart with love I couldn't have been happier. I want to cry but you're not worth those tears anymore If I shed its for myself for ignoring what deep down I knew I didn't have you Not truly You were never mine to have This hole that is left feels like death How can I ever let myself love again?

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Was any of it real?

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Sep 14, 2017

Sep 14, 2017 at 2:57 AM UTC