Before there was you,
I would wander this world in silence.
I'd wonder if I would ever find my light.
My eye of the hurricane, my calm before the storm.
Would there ever be someone willing to love me through it all.
Not just the good days.
But someone willing to fight for me, for us, for them.
Life before you was dull. It had no character. Fighting day to day for a moment of happiness to come my way.
Trying to find a spark in my life.
Yet there you are, like a small ember.
Growing ever larger, the longer i let it sit there undisturbed.
Your very existence starts to consume my mind.
I find my world to be more colorful then I had once thought.
You bring light to my once dark world.
No longer do I sit wondering what the world looks like,
When looking in your eyes all my questions are answered.
Feb 24, 2025
Feb 24, 2025 at 10:26 PM UTC
Would you believe me,
if I said every thing you are,
every thing you do,
the very air you breathe
is perfect to me.
We all make mistakes,
we all lose our ****
People are perfectly imperfect.
But without our imperfections, we cannot appreciate our perfection.
You are my addiction,
you are my obsession.
You are perfection.
The only thing I ask,
is will you accept me despite my imperfections?
Can I lay my heart in your hands?
Can I trust you to protect something that has been broken, time and time again?
Yet after everything I gave, I have had to fix it by myself.
Have had to lick my wounds by myself.
Have had to wipe away my own tears and promise myself that one day I would be given the world.
Will you, be there for me through thick and thin?
No matter the scars we develop, no matter the amount of blood we bleed.
Will you be with me, forever more?
Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 4:19 AM UTC
Thrown to the side
Never cared about
Always putting people first
Where is her time to shine
When is her chance to speak her mind
Always wanting people to be happy
But was sacrificing her happiness
Well no more
She will not be pushed around
No more will she let people beg to be in her life if she doesn't want them
And no more will she ever think she doesn't deserve the best in life
Dec 17, 2017
Dec 17, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
My emotions...
My thoughts...
My feelings...
They are but a chemical reaction
Within my mind
That is what people tell me
So that they can control me
But I refuse...
To be...
Your little puppet anymore.
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 9:49 AM UTC
I trusted you
When you said you would never leave
When you said we were forever
You had promised me happiness
And you gave me the best time of my life
But now you're gone
Ran off with another girl
And left me behind like a abandoned loyal dog
I don't know what to do now
Other then say
I trusted you
Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 11:42 AM UTC
Do you love me or not?
Do you care about me or not?
Because right now I can't tell
I'm confused
Misunderstanding your intentions
But nonetheless it hurts
Maybe we are just toxic for each other
And we should split up
You say I am the best thing that has ever happened to you
But maybe we are the worst for each other
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 4:40 AM UTC
Sorry guys I've been gone but a lot of things have been happening and poetry just didn't help at the time but I still love it
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 2:40 PM UTC
I don't listen
I'm stubborn
I don't care
I'm heartless
I don't laugh
I'm stupid
I take things close to heart
It's unnecessary
I'm just a **** up
No one wants me here
Because I'm almost always doing something wrong
They don't care
Because they feel as if they don't need to
Maybe they don't
Maybe I'm just a **** up
Maybe I actually am not needed
I don't think they care
But when they do at times and I act like I don't
I actually really do but they can't see because I don't show it
I'm a **** up
Unwanted
Unneeded
**** Up
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC
You are my better half
In every sense of the word
You make me complete
I'm inraptured with you
Your eyes
Your smile
Your heart
Your personality
Yes your body is a bonus
But what gets me the most....
Is your soul matches perfectly with mine
Is this what they call soulmates?
Is this what it feels like to be completely into someone
Wanting to know anything and everything
Keeping it inside my head to use later on
To show you I'm listening and that you are my everything
That I would listen to you ramble on endlessly about anything at all as long as I get to listen to your voice
The distance breaks my heart at times but then I begin to think about closing it
Maybe this summer maybe in a year or two
Just knowing that I will get to see you
My best friend
Makes all of this worth it
My everything
My soulmate
My best friend
Just know I love you and even though we are hours apart
My heart beats for you
And every moment you are on my mind
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 7:56 AM UTC
The face of the timer is cracked
Just as my mind is
But yet it still counts down
Waiting for that moment to explode
You cut the wrong wire I might
But I don't want to
I want to be a box
A open box with the greatest things inside
But I'm not perfect
I'm broken down
Pieces are missing
Maybe you can defuse me
Maybe you'll be the end to the turmoil I go through
Maybe you'll be the one who makes me into that box
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 8:16 AM UTC