Around this time quite a few moons ago
We'd spend this time chasing away the blue
Although it didn't really matter where and how
Every little detail fell into their own place somehow
In the light of your presence I see your expressions
It varies from moment to moment but I'm always paying attention
Every ounce of your beautiful smile I savored
Every bit of your laughter is something I always favored
Even the slightly unpleasant pain you feel I can see in your eyes
A fraction of your hurt resonates to my heart amidst the cries
Around this time quite a few moons ago
We shared our warmth in physical manifestations we undergo
Your loving embrace is a blessing in a day that is rough
The kiss of your lips are treasures I can never get enough
As I wrap my hands around you I became the happiest creature
And when you press your body in mine I can always imagine my future
The wolrd is at a standstill when you grace me with your audience
Time flies by when I hold your hand even in the deafening silence
I see the celestial beauty of the stars, I feel the bounty of the breeze
But they fall at your feet and everything you do with ease
Nov 5, 2024
Nov 5, 2024 at 9:44 AM UTC
Into the pit of your darkness I stare
Even way up here I can see your despair
Never thought I'd muster the courage to dare
To save you from your hellish affair
In the depths of your chaos I wander
Searching for you seemed like forever
But I found my strength in your love so tender
Finding light when both our hands are together
Ah, I was once someone's saviour
I was once your saviour
But now I needed saving
Jul 24, 2022
Jul 24, 2022 at 1:03 AM UTC
During the wee hours of the night
I used to sleep whenever I want
My mind at ease, heart contented
Not a single worry as I close my eyes peacefully
Now it's almost sunrise
My thoughts are all over the place
Help! I want to rest without anxiety
I just want to be me again
Jul 6, 2022
Jul 6, 2022 at 1:41 PM UTC
"I still remember crying myself to sleep.
Begging for mercy.
Looking for assurance.
Searching for peace.
Seeking for answers on the dying ruins of the once beautiful haven.
All because she left.
But it never came. So I set out to find it myself."
"Have you found it?"
"No. I don't think I will. But I rebuilt the paradise we once traversed together albeit alone. Perhaps in hopes that she will return one day and she will find this place home again."
Jul 3, 2022
Jul 3, 2022 at 12:18 AM UTC
If you go too far beyond reach
Your memory will rest on my mind
And I will take the time to preach
Of the euphoria I seem to always find
Though your presence I cannot grasp
What you left behind will always remain
And in your hand's place mine I will clasp
In hopes that one day I'll find you again on a distant domain
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 1:30 PM UTC
The last words I heard as her life is slipping out of her grasp
Is the irony caused by my weakness in the past
"I'll lay out your punishment foolish boy.
Live. Go find a reason to live.
So when you're afraid of death again,
You are finally ready and allowed to die."
Jan 29, 2022
Jan 29, 2022 at 12:22 PM UTC
Amidst all the things unfolding anew
My only wish is I wish I hadn't lost you
Jan 8, 2022
Jan 8, 2022 at 7:39 AM UTC
I hope you'll end up in the hands of an artist that will continue to make you shine
Someone who'll treasure and build you up
Who shares the same dream as mine
Nov 10, 2021
Nov 10, 2021 at 12:10 PM UTC
You were beat up, bruised, wounded, and far from perfect back then
Then I wished for God to take away pieces of me and stitch you whole again
And boy did you shine, ravishingly, into an art that enamored me
But you got so beautiful the heavens decided you're no longer for me
So only for a while, let me abhor you for the tears in the wake of your leaving
Because how could I ever truly hate the masterpiece I painstakingly made an effort in creating
Nov 10, 2021
Nov 10, 2021 at 12:08 PM UTC
Learning to forgive you is an emotional roller coaster
You slip through my thoughts every now and then
I think of times when I wished our love we can always foster
Reminisce the warmth of those memories over and over again
But as I tread the fine line between acceptance and rage
I oftentimes end up in tears when you stay in my head
But the chapters we both wrote are worth every page
And I relive every word as I lie awake in bed
Nov 10, 2021
Nov 10, 2021 at 11:52 AM UTC