The people I have affected,
as a car
Rolls over a road,
like a bulldozer,
I only hope they managed not to crack
At least I hope some of the concrete stayed in place.
I see some of them stable, yet
Others worry me beyond belief
I worry they are no longer recognizable,
No longer traversable
No longer what I remember
One cross section, of always, gives me fright
And to think I'll never need to go straight down that brown haired road again
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 11:57 AM UTC
Mania, as the sun hails through the breeze,
and comes to kiss the cheek of the depressed.
the winter is gone and quaintly I remiss about years of longing.
Flux, the ray places the warm degrees to skin and a feeling comes about and begins to spread. Happiness is here, yet it was not missed. Nadir, the sun is robbed by the winds and time, but the warmth still lingers; just to a lesser deegre.
May I miss the first sun of spring again.
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 6:09 AM UTC
A nihilistic pandemic leads our way
If god is not there do we see no other place?
If one leaves may morals not stay?
Might immortal feelings fade like a face?
An animalistic epidemic bares its teeth
Is apathy a path of which we seek?
Is nothing there if there is a sheath?
Might immortal actions be mere freak?
I no longer believe the future is present
If we can choose what is true, then is anything?
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 11:43 AM UTC
"Heavy appendage lying above,
Your weight equals your allure
Simple leverage outside to in,
Your potential follows behind"
I said while chained to the center
Bearing my burden as I did
"Your extremities lean too far south,
Weakened your zenith splinters
Your midpoint, threatened from end to end,
Is all that neither shall bear"
The shoulders of man began to bleed,
At the axis, where a silent atlas stood
"Hold the earth and tether it to fit
Hold the end up to balance the plain
Hold each other and revel in peace
Hold fast to the fulcrum"
With these last words Atlas left
Leaving man to work
And Man alone
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 4:34 PM UTC
Fruit is rarely perfect,
Under soil in a ditch.
Can a little paranoia,
**** the ***** thought,
thats
Stinging and Hovering and Infecting and Tantalizing?
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 7:28 PM UTC
For those who I've got to know.
The ones I've shown that I can grow,
and change.
Thank you for the fun, sadness, and everything in between.
You are all in memories and help make me...
Me
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 3:45 PM UTC
See that man?
Hes swimming agaisnt the stream
to that woman on the shore,
All the while
Drowning.
He couldn't figure out why she was standing
upstream.
I think he gets it, now.
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 11:08 AM UTC
i am jobless,
i know
i am aimless,
i know
that is all
i know.
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 1:01 AM UTC
distracted people lay
IN THE GRASSES OF ETERNITY
they gaze, just empty hands
OPEN PALMS TO THEIR EYES
the mother coughs, sweats and weeps
BEEFY FLESH SHARED AS SERENITY
the eggplants lay withering in dying foliage
IGNORANCE FEEDS INTO DISGUSTING LIES
the communications they commit
waste what little time and
breath they have left
no shred of passion is left,
they all commit to be planted
and dare not care
every mouth of movement spills out
repeated nonsense, repeated quotes
from things of repeated nature
however it is not the repetition that makes them vile
its the lack of acknowledgement it receives
the lack of emotion for anything
CONSCIOUS OR UNCONSCIOUS
and the ones i connect to,
are dead, or changed forever,
for better or fo-
no
just for ******* worse.
you are on your own,
and when you realize that
you seize solitude as a piece of pride.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
The humble mumble is not heard
The humble mumble is experienced
The heat is not felt
The heat,
Is experienced
I cannot describe such a feeling
Nameless,
The empty hole of a name
Walking, sitting, and speaking
It terrifies me
A crowd becomes a pit
And that pit swallows me
As I too succumb
To another's disregard
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 8:37 AM UTC