Maybe it’s my own heart that has locked me up in this ******* closet
Can’t find my way out
Strangled and screaming out
Help my lost soul
Ground me
But don’t sell all
I need to see the light from within
I tend to mend all
I hide up in my closet
I've lost my enjoyment
I find the words hard to describe I cry inside
I’ve lost it beyond the walls
Hear me out as I shout out
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 4:21 PM UTC
Wrapped around you like a red thread
Lying next to you in this small bed
Giving you my all
Hearts racing now
Watching you sleep with no scowl
Pretty mural boy
Eyes like the sky
Want to paint you using my hands, can't say why
Giving you my all
Nights over now
Watching you sleep with no scowl
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 3:31 PM UTC
Sobbing into my crumbling hands things can never go as planned
Sitting by corners in my own head
My emotions ball up like snow on a hill
They melt, trickle down with a single tear
I can't seem to recognize myself, it started last year
Again, here I am sobbing into my crumbling hands once more
Absorbing the salty air.
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 9:07 PM UTC
Hold me in your heart
Appreciate me like I am art
Keep me nice and warm
I shiver in this weather
Watch me as I tatter on this long worn sweater
I'm aching falling apart
I restitch ready to restart
Kiss me angel darling
Come out from the clouds now
Hold me in your heart tonight
Keep me nice and warm
I'll hold on tight
Watch me as I tatter on this long long sweater
I'm aching falling apart
Admire me so closely like I'm art
I restitch ready to restart
Heavens close by when you don't know who you are
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 9:04 PM UTC
Snow storm in the air late January night
Leaving my town in a fright
They're taking the milk, eggs, the bread
Leaving nothing for no one, not a thought in their heads.
Me? I'll be at work or in bed.
Got what I needed, staying ready for the winter blend.
I pray for them and I pray for you that we make it out
Of this snowy spout.
Somewhat exciting, but also making me want to shout
Ready to kick this feeling out.
Snow storm in the air late January night
Leaving my town in a conundrum, not a thing on the shelves in sight
They're taking the milk. eggs, and the bread
Also what's left in their heads.
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 8:49 PM UTC
Her voice is on repeat
Looking at this view makes me remember that last week of September.
Sand curls falling over her shoulder
Lungs filled with warm vanilla
Eyes a soft Amber, Me?
I was setting myself up for disaster
Didn't know she'd leave after
Eyes closed in fall, but opened in Winter
Letting our feelings simmer
Suddenly my body's cold, words filtered
Though I reminisce September, what about June?
And the way she looked at me, too.
Said I looked nice, kissed my neck twice
How could I forget, how dare I forget?
Wanting more, we explored
The sound of her voice, the warmth of her skin
All of her light, it pulls me back in
I screamed in my mind like a fool
Maybe all of that time I was just her tool
Didn't know she'd leave after
Didn't know she'd leave after
Suddenly it's September going into Winter
Trying to keep myself together, my voice slightly falters,
"These memories of you beat me black and then blue
Do you even have a clue?
Would you give a **** if you knew? "
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 8:31 PM UTC
Crumble me up in the corner
Overlook my words since they don't matter
Trapped in an emotional hell
My skin is boiling, my stomach doesn't feel well
I'm spilling, ink pouring out
My words they scatter
Thinking I'm Alice, but I'm the Mad Hatter
I just lie down to cry
Swimming in my tears, wondering why I'm
Swirling in my head, how do I get out of here?
Can I stay in bed?
Everything seems heavy and I'm broken like a thread
Can't glue me together, no sewing me in the end
I'm stuck with this mental illness
Moments of sunshine, periods of stillness, and I just want to be okay again
Be able to smile and to raise my head
Crumble me up in the corner
Let the ink sink in
Overlook my words as you say "it'll get better in the end"
I'm my fathers child, my mothers sin
I can feel the disgust , it's creeping from within
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 6:52 PM UTC
I'm a hallow person from within
Stuck between who I am or who I strive to see, so thin
I take a stride of all my pride and **** it all in, look at me am I fit?
Wondering who I am meant to be
Is it so simple? What is it do I seek?
Gentle angel let me sink, but you pull me up allowing me to be a brand-new version of me
I'm a hallow person that's what I believe
Stuck in this loop or I'm between what I am and who I want to be
If I take it all off, what will be underneath?
A simple thing.
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 7:06 PM UTC