a day had passed by—and not a single word coming from you.
a week it is now, and not a single "hi" coming from you.
it gets longer, as my heart starts to ache.
i bury it deep, deep inside the cold hard cave.
it's been a month now, and my heart still aches for you.
my heart aches and my stomach swirls everytime i think about you.
i feel like a fool, a loser who's pathetic—but i just hope that you do not become apathetic.
apathetic to my suffering, apathetic to my ache.
we used to joke, flirt and talk all day.
it's been two months and I really really miss you, I've never felt emptier without another day with you.
i do not know what happened to you, i do not know if you still remember me.
i just hope that you do not hate me—i just hope that you did not leave me.
it's been 3 months now—and i'm afraid it will keep going on.
2d ago
Jun 2, 2026 at 8:20 AM UTC
a hope, a dear, a deer.
a hope to win, a dear to win, a deer to win.
a hope that my country will fall from the dictators, becoming a country of love, peace and prosperity.
a dear that i think about each daily, as my hands become as weak dairy, a dear that i fight for, even if the Gods dare to hurt me.
a deer that i **** for my family, a deer that i **** to feed my family, i fear that the deer died slowly. i fear that my dear gone too slowly, i fear that my hope breaks as the revolutions fail again and again.
yet i still hope to win, a dear to win—and a deer to win.
i hope that my country will be free of dictators.
i hope that my dear will rest peacefully without fear.
i hope that my family will be have their stomachs, full and big thanks to the deer.
i wish I hadn't need to, i wish I didn't need to.
but eventually it did. and i still had to win a hope, a dear and a deer.
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 5:09 PM UTC
why do you fear, when i'm near?
i do not understand your fear
i'm not cruel, i'm not mean.
i only seek a lover to embrace,
to embrace them right beneath the evening sun.
i'm too scared to hold too tight.
to choke them with too much love.
i love too much, too much for anyone to bear.
it makes me miserable, sad and alone.
but i promise you i'm not mean, i'm not bad.
i'm only a man who needs love beneath evening sun
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 2:29 PM UTC
She kills herself, the girl next door.
she harms herself, the girl next door.
no words from her family, no words from her friends.
only i saw it before she did it,
only i saw it unfold right before she did it.
now she's gone, the girl next door.
6ft deep; the girl next door.
dead and never alive, the girl next door.
i wonder what would happen if i spoke up?
i wonder what would happen if i stopped her right before she killed herself there?
however i do not think that i can bare.
bare such a thought, bare such worries.
but she killed herself, the girl next door.
so i do not need to care.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 10:50 AM UTC
you took me there—you took me where?
you took me here—you took me near
time is passing as you took me to the future,
time is slowing as you took me to the past.
you took me before—you took me now.
you took me later, to a place far far greater.
either way, it's a shame.
I can't seem to enjoy some stagnation and
some procrastination.
that is because you took me there and you
took me every where.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 9:48 PM UTC