Notes - Hello Poetry

I gave i whole heart to you and look what you have done. Had i known better, when you smile at me i should have run. I should have never embraced the fact that one day we could be. Because that same smile that drew me in cause all the pain thats come to me. I only wanted to love you and live together happily, but now my tears flow as rain drop, enough to fill the seas. The confidence i once had is now broken apart. Similar to the piece that have broken from my heart. How can i love so that you will never want to go away? Or what words need to be said so that you will always stay? How can i mend this horrible feeling that i feel, how can i relate to you, so you know this love could be real. If im not good enough, why did you never glace my way? Why did we say those things, and do the things we did that day? Those things meant alot and now they are gone and i dont know what to do. Every sec of everyday all i think of is you. Please dont take it from me, the love you once shared. Just let me hold you like the time when you once cared. Please let me kiss you, like in the fairytales of true love first kiss. Hoping that one ill be your Mr. And youll be my Mrs. This pain is overwhelming and almost intolerable for me to bear. I just want to hold you close, to know that you will always be there.

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Nov 16, 2025

Nov 16, 2025 at 10:47 PM UTC

When its over

I gave i whole heart to you and look what you have done. Had i known better, when you smile at me i should have run. I should have never embraced the fact that one day we could be. Because that same smile that drew me in cause all the pain thats come to me. I only wanted to love you and live together happily, but now my tears flow as rain drop, enough to fill the seas. The confidence i once had is now broken apart. Similar to the piece that have broken from my heart. How can i love so that you will never want to go away? Or what words need to be said so that you will always stay? How can i mend this horrible feeling that i feel, how can i relate to you, so you know this love could be real. If im not good enough, why did you never glace my way? Why did we say those things, and do the things we did that day? Those things meant alot and now they are gone and i dont know what to do. Every sec of everyday all i think of is you. Please dont take it from me, the love you once shared. Just let me hold you like the time when you once cared. Please let me kiss you, like in the fairytales of true love first kiss. Hoping that one ill be your Mr. And youll be my Mrs. This pain is overwhelming and almost intolerable for me to bear. I just want to hold you close, to know that you will always be there.

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How confidentiality she walk and carries herself, obviously distracting and she passes by. Her demeanor is uncanny, she is flawless with all she does and yet she does not know she is fly. As she wonder aimlessly thru this world, how many heart she will break, how many insecure fellows will give up and they're life they will take. She is breathtaking and she doesnt understand, the ability she has and what she could do to a man. She is bearly understanding her worth but her dreams are soon to come to view. As long as she remembers a thing or two. One, never settle for someone or somthing that does not align with your goals. Two, never assume something that is not fact just becuase you where told. Three, sometimes in life, some journey have to be done alone. Four, watch out the ones who are just trying to bone. Five, remember one and two, they are the most important in life, especially if you are to one day be someones wife. As she travels along the path she has chosen she must not forget the knowledge she has gained. And Although unfortunately also she must remember the hearts she has pained.. You see the greatest of lessons taught to her, were given to her at her birth, you know self confidence, self perseverance, self respect they definition of self worth.

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Nov 16, 2025

Nov 16, 2025 at 10:41 PM UTC

Worth

How confidentiality she walk and carries herself, obviously distracting and she passes by. Her demeanor is uncanny, she is flawless with all she does and yet she does not know she is fly. As she wonder aimlessly thru this world, how many heart she will break, how many insecure fellows will give up and they're life they will take. She is breathtaking and she doesnt understand, the ability she has and what she could do to a man. She is bearly understanding her worth but her dreams are soon to come to view. As long as she remembers a thing or two. One, never settle for someone or somthing that does not align with your goals. Two, never assume something that is not fact just becuase you where told. Three, sometimes in life, some journey have to be done alone. Four, watch out the ones who are just trying to bone. Five, remember one and two, they are the most important in life, especially if you are to one day be someones wife. As she travels along the path she has chosen she must not forget the knowledge she has gained. And Although unfortunately also she must remember the hearts she has pained.. You see the greatest of lessons taught to her, were given to her at her birth, you know self confidence, self perseverance, self respect they definition of self worth.

1

I have a new friend, well... hes a friend of a friend, but he cool i guess, he doesnt just, stare or gock like other men. He kind of just started talking to me one day, and gave me some advice, i didnt ask for it anyways even though im pretty sure he was trying to be nice....he has been writting about my co worker, and even wrote one for me. But im not sure if he steals them , or write them actually. He asks me alot of questions, some about my life and future plans, the well being of my child and even my ex man. Hes not very intrusive, most are basic thing most want to know. But then he wrote about it and was happy to give me a show. It is kind weird but i dont seem to mind. How he can look at something, or we talk and then it ends up in his rhythm. Some of the things i have told him, were simply about my life. How im finding myself again , i was lost but im happy in spite. I wonder how much he has noticed or what has he seen, will he tell my secrets of my attraction, to a guy on his team. I know he has saw me a few times waiting for his friend to glance my way. And after reading this, i wanta just ask him, but fear what he might say. I mean, ive done nothing wrong, he friends came on to me. But i see him, i wonder do the other notice how he make me happy. This is a trip reading all this about my self, i remember he told me know your self wealth. He opinions doesn't really matter, but it very interesting to see, will the things we talk about, be the next writting he shows to me.

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Nov 16, 2025

Nov 16, 2025 at 10:39 PM UTC

(Her Perspective 2)

I have a new friend, well... hes a friend of a friend, but he cool i guess, he doesnt just, stare or gock like other men. He kind of just started talking to me one day, and gave me some advice, i didnt ask for it anyways even though im pretty sure he was trying to be nice....he has been writting about my co worker, and even wrote one for me. But im not sure if he steals them , or write them actually. He asks me alot of questions, some about my life and future plans, the well being of my child and even my ex man. Hes not very intrusive, most are basic thing most want to know. But then he wrote about it and was happy to give me a show. It is kind weird but i dont seem to mind. How he can look at something, or we talk and then it ends up in his rhythm. Some of the things i have told him, were simply about my life. How im finding myself again , i was lost but im happy in spite. I wonder how much he has noticed or what has he seen, will he tell my secrets of my attraction, to a guy on his team. I know he has saw me a few times waiting for his friend to glance my way. And after reading this, i wanta just ask him, but fear what he might say. I mean, ive done nothing wrong, he friends came on to me. But i see him, i wonder do the other notice how he make me happy. This is a trip reading all this about my self, i remember he told me know your self wealth. He opinions doesn't really matter, but it very interesting to see, will the things we talk about, be the next writting he shows to me.

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There are no amount of words that express the way I felt when I first felt you move. My boy, my angel, my gift. Somehow the angels have stolen one of their kind and gifted you to me. How greatful I am that I have you in my life. On this day 21 years ago, I started a journey, that will never have an end. I am a mom, i am your Mother, now and forever. I know one day you will grow and fall in love, but you will still be my baby. That gift i received all those years ago. There is no greater feeling then being a mother, especially because I am your mother. I sit and think some time what would i have done without you, but those thought fade quickly because God give you to me and me to you. Its has been a blessing to raise and guide you throughout all this years. When i think of the moments we have shared i often shed a tear. Not from sadness but from joy, because there will never come a day again when i got to hold my first baby boy. You are my world, and I need you to know that. And if you ever need me, you know momma got your back. All these years thats has passed, seem to gone in a flash. I remember the first time i held you in my arms, knowing i would give my life to prevent you from any harm. From first words to first steps, crawling to walking, I will cherish all of those memories. When im old and tired, to come to me. And all that i ask is when im gone, to remember me. I dont want to take much time but i did just want to say, I love you and Happy Birthday.

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Nov 16, 2025

Nov 16, 2025 at 10:29 PM UTC

My Boy

There are no amount of words that express the way I felt when I first felt you move. My boy, my angel, my gift. Somehow the angels have stolen one of their kind and gifted you to me. How greatful I am that I have you in my life. On this day 21 years ago, I started a journey, that will never have an end. I am a mom, i am your Mother, now and forever. I know one day you will grow and fall in love, but you will still be my baby. That gift i received all those years ago. There is no greater feeling then being a mother, especially because I am your mother. I sit and think some time what would i have done without you, but those thought fade quickly because God give you to me and me to you. Its has been a blessing to raise and guide you throughout all this years. When i think of the moments we have shared i often shed a tear. Not from sadness but from joy, because there will never come a day again when i got to hold my first baby boy. You are my world, and I need you to know that. And if you ever need me, you know momma got your back. All these years thats has passed, seem to gone in a flash. I remember the first time i held you in my arms, knowing i would give my life to prevent you from any harm. From first words to first steps, crawling to walking, I will cherish all of those memories. When im old and tired, to come to me. And all that i ask is when im gone, to remember me. I dont want to take much time but i did just want to say, I love you and Happy Birthday.

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Im so freaking grateful for you each and everyday. And i dont know what i said or did but im thankful for that day. Bountiful blessing upon us the we consummated our vows. And as we navigate through this forest with owls watchful eyes due to the hate they have for us. They pray hopeful we fall prey to their sinister trap. My queen and I glide through this dreadful wasteland they call their home, you kno where the "bossess" and hood rats roam. All the while they sell their soul to get to the next buck, trying to get a man but we know all he wanna do is f***. Stuck, pitiful. She says i doing these the best way i know how, while industry bleeding her dry similar to milking a cow. But back to this goddess who has choosen me and I her. Years flying by, wonderful images some now seem as a blurr. I wouldnt trade it for anything in this world and thats no Cap. And we will prove all the na sayers and thats a fact. T HIS WOMEN IS A BLESSING.... I need yall to hear me. I cant fall because she near me. She stablizes these strong pillars which i call my legs, When I working hard she there to wipe the sweat from the brow of my head. I NEED her and she NEEDS me, $.50 and $.50 make 1. No playing ONE family.I am her King and she is my Queen. And the day the we wed I knew I heard the angels sing. You see, God said find you a help mate, not a quick date. He who finds a wife finds a good thing. Not just because she hot, she get ring.

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Nov 16, 2025

Nov 16, 2025 at 10:24 PM UTC

Wife

Im so freaking grateful for you each and everyday. And i dont know what i said or did but im thankful for that day. Bountiful blessing upon us the we consummated our vows. And as we navigate through this forest with owls watchful eyes due to the hate they have for us. They pray hopeful we fall prey to their sinister trap. My queen and I glide through this dreadful wasteland they call their home, you kno where the "bossess" and hood rats roam. All the while they sell their soul to get to the next buck, trying to get a man but we know all he wanna do is f***. Stuck, pitiful. She says i doing these the best way i know how, while industry bleeding her dry similar to milking a cow. But back to this goddess who has choosen me and I her. Years flying by, wonderful images some now seem as a blurr. I wouldnt trade it for anything in this world and thats no Cap. And we will prove all the na sayers and thats a fact. T HIS WOMEN IS A BLESSING.... I need yall to hear me. I cant fall because she near me. She stablizes these strong pillars which i call my legs, When I working hard she there to wipe the sweat from the brow of my head. I NEED her and she NEEDS me, $.50 and $.50 make 1. No playing ONE family.I am her King and she is my Queen. And the day the we wed I knew I heard the angels sing. You see, God said find you a help mate, not a quick date. He who finds a wife finds a good thing. Not just because she hot, she get ring.

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Oh how greatful i am that you have come into my life. The anticipation is overwhelming, thinking of one day bejng your wife. I wish i could show you, how loved you make me feel. And i know that yours is the touch that showed me live is real. As i lie in bed at night, i wish you were hear. Hand grabing firmly yet gently from ear to ear. I shouldnt be doing this, i need to get some rest. But with thoughts of you my hands softly caress my breast. I other hand wondering down my sheets to find such a mess. I dream of you often and what our life would be like, holding hands as we walk the beach and the children on bikes. Do you want what i want, can you see what i see? I wake up with a small puddle under me. I wish you could taste it, its so phat soft and sweet. Griping your head firmly, bon appetite. I need to get up and take a shower, but that may make it worst. Ill use cold water to calm me dowm although i shouldve use warm water first. This is not working, i need something inside. You are not able to come so ill shallow my pride. That thing my sister bought me, never tried but im pretty sure it will work. She said it easy enough, stick it to the floor or wall and twerk. I dont know if i could do this, nor have i ever wanted to try. But my urges are overwhelming and im sensitive all over, no lie. I guess ill go and get it, it seems to be the only option i have. ( as i walk, day dreaming of that time you were in the bath. I placed a towel on your face, because i didnt want you to see. Then i picked him and put him in my mouth and ****** like a slurpy. Then slowly step in and got right into place, so i could sit down, not in the water but on your face.) Ive made it to my room and for sure ive changed my mind, only because i waited so long amd mom will be here anytime. Well, maybe for a little bit, no one here to catch me, but just as i started, a bang at the door. Who, could that be? Why are they pounding so hard, **** i wish someone would pound me. I run to door swing ot open, its my baby. I dont know or care how you got here. I just really need you to help me, you see i have this inch, inside, deep in my ***** Do you think you can help me? Do you think you can reach? Bent me over daddy, im your student, ready for you to teach. As crawl on all four and the you soft grab my hair. I start to leak a little and wake up again amd you are not there. Damn, i was so close, but not close enough it would seem, well back to sleep to try and continue that dream.

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Jul 14, 2023

Jul 14, 2023 at 7:04 AM UTC

Dreams

Oh how greatful i am that you have come into my life. The anticipation is overwhelming, thinking of one day bejng your wife. I wish i could show you, how loved you make me feel. And i know that yours is the touch that showed me live is real. As i lie in bed at night, i wish you were hear. Hand grabing firmly yet gently from ear to ear. I shouldnt be doing this, i need to get some rest. But with thoughts of you my hands softly caress my breast. I other hand wondering down my sheets to find such a mess. I dream of you often and what our life would be like, holding hands as we walk the beach and the children on bikes. Do you want what i want, can you see what i see? I wake up with a small puddle under me. I wish you could taste it, its so phat soft and sweet. Griping your head firmly, bon appetite. I need to get up and take a shower, but that may make it worst. Ill use cold water to calm me dowm although i shouldve use warm water first. This is not working, i need something inside. You are not able to come so ill shallow my pride. That thing my sister bought me, never tried but im pretty sure it will work. She said it easy enough, stick it to the floor or wall and twerk. I dont know if i could do this, nor have i ever wanted to try. But my urges are overwhelming and im sensitive all over, no lie. I guess ill go and get it, it seems to be the only option i have. ( as i walk, day dreaming of that time you were in the bath. I placed a towel on your face, because i didnt want you to see. Then i picked him and put him in my mouth and ****** like a slurpy. Then slowly step in and got right into place, so i could sit down, not in the water but on your face.) Ive made it to my room and for sure ive changed my mind, only because i waited so long amd mom will be here anytime. Well, maybe for a little bit, no one here to catch me, but just as i started, a bang at the door. Who, could that be? Why are they pounding so hard, **** i wish someone would pound me. I run to door swing ot open, its my baby. I dont know or care how you got here. I just really need you to help me, you see i have this inch, inside, deep in my ***** Do you think you can help me? Do you think you can reach? Bent me over daddy, im your student, ready for you to teach. As crawl on all four and the you soft grab my hair. I start to leak a little and wake up again amd you are not there. Damn, i was so close, but not close enough it would seem, well back to sleep to try and continue that dream.

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(From her perspective) I am hurting in inside, and i dont know what to do. Because on hand I love, want, but the other hand i cant stand you. Why do you make me feel this way? Why do i allow it? I was fine before i fell for you, so i know your love i can do with out it. But how? i dont want to. I wish i could pour into you the words, i need to hear. To quall my hopes, and subsidie my fears. But it not my places, these things need to be done on your own, in your own space. How do we move forward, when my pleas are falling to deaf ear. We could be talking, but it seem as if your not here. Sweep me off my feet, hold me and tell me you love me. Not just you love me, so you can touch me. Where are we going? What do you want for us? This relationship, i hope is build on more then lust. What do you need from me? What can i do to make you happy? Do you see us years from now living happily? Tell me how will we get there? Because there is so, so far from here. And when i think about all of this, my eyes start to tear. Because it cannot be what i want, but what is best for us as we move on. I just hope we figure it out before this feel is all gone.

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Jun 11, 2023

Jun 11, 2023 at 5:35 AM UTC

Lost in this relationship

(From her perspective) I am hurting in inside, and i dont know what to do. Because on hand I love, want, but the other hand i cant stand you. Why do you make me feel this way? Why do i allow it? I was fine before i fell for you, so i know your love i can do with out it. But how? i dont want to. I wish i could pour into you the words, i need to hear. To quall my hopes, and subsidie my fears. But it not my places, these things need to be done on your own, in your own space. How do we move forward, when my pleas are falling to deaf ear. We could be talking, but it seem as if your not here. Sweep me off my feet, hold me and tell me you love me. Not just you love me, so you can touch me. Where are we going? What do you want for us? This relationship, i hope is build on more then lust. What do you need from me? What can i do to make you happy? Do you see us years from now living happily? Tell me how will we get there? Because there is so, so far from here. And when i think about all of this, my eyes start to tear. Because it cannot be what i want, but what is best for us as we move on. I just hope we figure it out before this feel is all gone.

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(From her prospective) There is no one i want to make me feel the way you do. I know this sounds corny , but you turned my gray skies blue. There is no one, but you that i want to share my life with. I will hold your secrets and love and take an oath or pled the 5th. We can be so great together, if only you could see. There is no better life for you without me. I know how that sounds and its pretty confident of me but i know what you need, its quite easy to see. You need someone to hold you, when the cold nights are long, you need someone to stand up to you and tell you your wrong. You need someone that gonna always have you back, you need someone who is there to help pick up the slack. I want to be that someone, if only you could see. Instead we fight over petty things, and whose to blame , Me. We could be so great together, i feel it because i have already gotten a taste. But then some days i just want to mush you in the face. Not physically but figuratively. Do you want me? Baby why is this are tough, we push and pull, but i fear one day we both will have had enough. I will project just a bit, so you can see, what i see. 5 years down the road. Its you, OUR children and me. In our own home living stress free. Me rubbing your head as we watch tv. And you hilding me tightly as we drift to sleep. Can you see it? Do you want to? Because all i know is i want you. But i dont want the pain you bring when you dont get your way. The word you say in such a way. I dont want that, why would you say such words, knowing that the pain they cause, how would you feel if thats what you heard? I have waited to find someone to love me for me but i wont compromise what ive built, it sound harsh but im speaking clearly. I sometime wonder do i live with "in love" glasses on, i bypass all the stuff you do even though i know its wrong. Was i so lonely that i let my standards slip? Because in time pass if anyone would have done some of the things you have done, i been would have dipped. A heart is a very fragle thing, very similar to glass. Once it broke there no other option but to throw it in the trash. Our life can be as great as we want it to be, as long as we handle our business, well be together like fish in sea. I could go on and on about what life would be like but if you dont want this please just walk out of my life, dont get my hopes up of one day being your wife. Just go and dont look back, and when your sad and lonely, dont call me just think back. Think of what you had and what you have lost. I want this but at what cost? Do you see where im coming from and can you see where i going. I had fallen for you with me even knowing. So yes i have high expectations, because you did this to me. So keep your word and make me happy.

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Jun 11, 2023

Jun 11, 2023 at 5:33 AM UTC

I know what I want how about you

(From her prospective) There is no one i want to make me feel the way you do. I know this sounds corny , but you turned my gray skies blue. There is no one, but you that i want to share my life with. I will hold your secrets and love and take an oath or pled the 5th. We can be so great together, if only you could see. There is no better life for you without me. I know how that sounds and its pretty confident of me but i know what you need, its quite easy to see. You need someone to hold you, when the cold nights are long, you need someone to stand up to you and tell you your wrong. You need someone that gonna always have you back, you need someone who is there to help pick up the slack. I want to be that someone, if only you could see. Instead we fight over petty things, and whose to blame , Me. We could be so great together, i feel it because i have already gotten a taste. But then some days i just want to mush you in the face. Not physically but figuratively. Do you want me? Baby why is this are tough, we push and pull, but i fear one day we both will have had enough. I will project just a bit, so you can see, what i see. 5 years down the road. Its you, OUR children and me. In our own home living stress free. Me rubbing your head as we watch tv. And you hilding me tightly as we drift to sleep. Can you see it? Do you want to? Because all i know is i want you. But i dont want the pain you bring when you dont get your way. The word you say in such a way. I dont want that, why would you say such words, knowing that the pain they cause, how would you feel if thats what you heard? I have waited to find someone to love me for me but i wont compromise what ive built, it sound harsh but im speaking clearly. I sometime wonder do i live with "in love" glasses on, i bypass all the stuff you do even though i know its wrong. Was i so lonely that i let my standards slip? Because in time pass if anyone would have done some of the things you have done, i been would have dipped. A heart is a very fragle thing, very similar to glass. Once it broke there no other option but to throw it in the trash. Our life can be as great as we want it to be, as long as we handle our business, well be together like fish in sea. I could go on and on about what life would be like but if you dont want this please just walk out of my life, dont get my hopes up of one day being your wife. Just go and dont look back, and when your sad and lonely, dont call me just think back. Think of what you had and what you have lost. I want this but at what cost? Do you see where im coming from and can you see where i going. I had fallen for you with me even knowing. So yes i have high expectations, because you did this to me. So keep your word and make me happy.

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I got demons on my shoulder telling me what am I supposed to do. Confused.... should I listen and is what they're telling me is true? Your supposed to have an angel and the other, well you know but I seem to have two of the same so is hell were I'm dynasted to go? I tried to get advise but everything they seem to say is wrong. And if I continue down the path I'm going I know I won't last for to long. It could be the simplest question, basic things you go thru in life. Yet the answer always seems be the same and ends with me under the knife. I thought about not listening but then again why not, the choices we make are our and the answer we seem to have forgot. So if you have to demons like me, mind the the things you say and do, because when you look in the mirror there are no demon, it's just you.

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Jul 27, 2018

Jul 27, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC

I've Got Demons On My Shoulders

I got demons on my shoulder telling me what am I supposed to do. Confused.... should I listen and is what they're telling me is true? Your supposed to have an angel and the other, well you know but I seem to have two of the same so is hell were I'm dynasted to go? I tried to get advise but everything they seem to say is wrong. And if I continue down the path I'm going I know I won't last for to long. It could be the simplest question, basic things you go thru in life. Yet the answer always seems be the same and ends with me under the knife. I thought about not listening but then again why not, the choices we make are our and the answer we seem to have forgot. So if you have to demons like me, mind the the things you say and do, because when you look in the mirror there are no demon, it's just you.

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If you only knew what I ive long to do to you, what would you say better what would you do. I can tell you now that I never wanted anything more, Like a astronaut dying to explore. Reaching new places no one has yet seen, ill break it down a little more so you know what i mean. Passion for you expressed but never shown, the love of a queen from a king on his throne. If you only knew that I would take you away, shall we hide and ride this cloud until judgement day.

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Jul 24, 2018

Jul 24, 2018 at 7:40 AM UTC

If you only knew

If you only knew what I ive long to do to you, what would you say better what would you do. I can tell you now that I never wanted anything more, Like a astronaut dying to explore. Reaching new places no one has yet seen, ill break it down a little more so you know what i mean. Passion for you expressed but never shown, the love of a queen from a king on his throne. If you only knew that I would take you away, shall we hide and ride this cloud until judgement day.

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