Mask on my face protects me.
Hides me.
Binds me.
Help me to pretend.
Puting on a smile
Dont put me on trial.
You wont win this game.
My mask is a cover,
A slip,
A shield.
Its protects me,
It helps me.
Let me go about my day.
Let me on my way.
This isnt your issue.
Dont get a tissue.
I was born this way.
Hide away.
Feeling,
Truth,
Lies,
Numb,
Push it away till it is no more.
Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 10:41 PM UTC
Is like walking on a edge
You could
F
A
L
L
of the edge.
Or
J
U
M
P
Straight down.
Either way it kills you
When you land
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC
Moonlight.
shining in the distance,
Illuminating the sky .
Starlight .
dancing all around,
Createing pictures in my mind.
The Man in the Moon
watching
listening
As i tell my Tale
Full of despair
I tell him my story
he understand
Stars fill my eyes
reflecting the story of my life
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 7:06 PM UTC
When you look at me I seem fine.
you tell me your day,
I tell you mine.
While at school that's how I act.
Smile on my face.
Knives in my back.
I'm not fine but I won't tell you that.
I'll keep pretending when I'm with you.
So I don't put stress on you.
I can't hurt you like you have me.
You don't see them I hide them under my pack,
pushing them farther into my back.
as I tread slowly,
weights of incurties slowing me down.
But I still smile toward you,
so I don't want to hurt you.
And,
that my dear is my biggest fear.
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
At first glance i look
off in a trance.
Looking in the distance,
not noticing your subtle glance
When i see you i smile back.
Forgetting what i was looking at
You turn away embarrassed,
with nothing to say
So I'll just go no about my day.
With words unspoken.
Thoughts unsaid.
Even though one word.
Even if not very imporant.
Could have saved me back then.
But insted i drown in a flood of my own thoughts.
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
envy,
gluttony,
greed,
avarice,
lust,
pride,
sloth,
wrath.
Does this say
Lesbian?
Gay?
Trans?
None of these are defined as sins.
then why treat us as if we aren't human?
Just because of our love interest?
God said to love.
Then why do you hate us?
We did nothing wrong.
He made us this way.
In HIS image.
So why must you judge us...
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 4:14 PM UTC
As you watch the sea,
The waves crash into you,
Your slowly drowning,
But nobody notices.
There's a boat in the distance
Friends
Famliy
Everyone you know
gather and watch you
Some ask if your ok,
If you need help.
But you're too proud to accept it.
Im fine you answer.
Evey...
Single...
Time...
But you are drowning
You want help
But its to late.
Your gone.
And you are one with the sea.
And everyone else wishes
You had
But now you can't...
Your gone...
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
The sea,
How pretty and blue,
what a sight beautiful just for you.
As the waves crash on to the shore,
what more is there to adore?
The waves slowly bring in the tide,
up to your feet.
The water feels so good at first
then leaves your feet cold.
You wade deeper and deeper
As comes in the high tide
Your thoughts...
The sea...
Slowly drowning you.
An anchore appears around your ankle.
Its slowly weighing you down.
You swim for it is just a lightweight.
Then another on your wrist.
The chain cuts into you.
Oh no what to do.
You swim as hard as you can.
But you can't escape it.
Your anxiety...
Your fear...
The weights...
You can never escape it.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
To think i loved you,
To think i thought you loved me too.
I thought you cared when i cried,
But those were all lies.
I tried to give you my heart,
You played me from the start
I am just like a doll to you
You get me thing and dress me up,
Just to mess me up.
I'm done being your play thing
I'm no longer your toy.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 12:24 PM UTC
What do you see
when you look at me?
A girl
A boy
A little toy?
What do you see?
My heart
My brain
My face?
Who am i to you?
A sister
A brother
A lover?
Why do you see things that aren't me...
You see me smile
So i must be fine.
You see my laugh
So it must have been funny.
I smile to keep from crying
I laugh to keep from telling my true feelings
If i keep pretending will you even notice?
Will you really see "Me"?
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 12:22 PM UTC