Noorr - Hello Poetry

In a parallel universe, You lay in my bed, with your arms around me You whisper “you smell like home” And I hold you a little tighter Kiss you a little longer And you kiss me back In a parallel universe, You love me too. I have always found it hard to deal with my emotions, the extremes, the black and white So when I fell head over heels in love with you from the first night we met, I thought I had lost my mind I kiss you with passion, in my lips I hold our future, our dreams My arms stretch out to the sky like an ancient tree, I hold our memories in every branch, I hold our laughs in every leaf I look at you and see the face I want to look at every night and every morning till the world turns red and the earth explodes and we’re made into a stardust In a parallel universe, You think I’m special You tell me I hold the world in my eyes, I taste like every daydream you’ve had and my warmth feels like the winter of your life is finally over In a parallel universe, You want me too. In this universe, I lay alone in my bed, with the cold you left when you walked out One day, you whispered “You smell like my childhood” I didn’t know how to take that. I kissed you and you didn’t kiss me back, I held you and you pushed me away I love you, and you precisely said you never will. You think I’m insane, invalidate my feelings Say that what I think is a special connection between us, is ordinary to you. You kiss me and your lips are cold You hold me like you want me to let go You hurt me repeatedly, like open fire gunshots and laugh when you do it Why did I fall for a man like you? A man that came from hell, A man with the devil in him I need to know now, what to do with all these feelings Because I can’t give them to you, I can’t punish myself anymore.

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Jun 3, 2020

Jun 3, 2020 at 4:55 PM UTC

Purgatory

In a parallel universe, You lay in my bed, with your arms around me You whisper “you smell like home” And I hold you a little tighter Kiss you a little longer And you kiss me back In a parallel universe, You love me too. I have always found it hard to deal with my emotions, the extremes, the black and white So when I fell head over heels in love with you from the first night we met, I thought I had lost my mind I kiss you with passion, in my lips I hold our future, our dreams My arms stretch out to the sky like an ancient tree, I hold our memories in every branch, I hold our laughs in every leaf I look at you and see the face I want to look at every night and every morning till the world turns red and the earth explodes and we’re made into a stardust In a parallel universe, You think I’m special You tell me I hold the world in my eyes, I taste like every daydream you’ve had and my warmth feels like the winter of your life is finally over In a parallel universe, You want me too. In this universe, I lay alone in my bed, with the cold you left when you walked out One day, you whispered “You smell like my childhood” I didn’t know how to take that. I kissed you and you didn’t kiss me back, I held you and you pushed me away I love you, and you precisely said you never will. You think I’m insane, invalidate my feelings Say that what I think is a special connection between us, is ordinary to you. You kiss me and your lips are cold You hold me like you want me to let go You hurt me repeatedly, like open fire gunshots and laugh when you do it Why did I fall for a man like you? A man that came from hell, A man with the devil in him I need to know now, what to do with all these feelings Because I can’t give them to you, I can’t punish myself anymore.

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I can make you the happiest you’ve ever been And the happiest you’ll ever be A lantern to light your darkest days If you give me a chance, I will love you endlessly I can give you the moon, the stars, and the sea To the heavens, I’ll gift you the key But I know, even if I gave you everything, I can never make you love me.

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May 16, 2020

May 16, 2020 at 3:23 PM UTC

Always unloved.

I can make you the happiest you’ve ever been And the happiest you’ll ever be A lantern to light your darkest days If you give me a chance, I will love you endlessly I can give you the moon, the stars, and the sea To the heavens, I’ll gift you the key But I know, even if I gave you everything, I can never make you love me.

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It could’ve been me But we always existed in parallel to each other Always at the wrong place at the right time Or the wrong time at the right place Always missing you by a minute, or a block Missing you by a girl or two. It could’ve been me But all the letters I sent out to space Hoping they’ll reach you Got lost somewhere along the way Somewhere in a forest Quiet in the night, lost among the leaves Somewhere in an ocean Dark at the bottom, lost among the coral reefs It could’ve been us I’ve been missing you for five years, I don’t think I’ll ever stop You were my brightest star My beautiful sunrise And my biggest heartbreak I dream of you And I wake up with tears soaking my pillow These are the only wet dreams that I have I love you, and I’ll never stop You were the one for me, the only one for me You’re gone and I’m hopeless Because you don’t get lucky twice.

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Sep 25, 2019

Sep 25, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC

Tarot collection: “The Hanged Man”

It could’ve been me But we always existed in parallel to each other Always at the wrong place at the right time Or the wrong time at the right place Always missing you by a minute, or a block Missing you by a girl or two. It could’ve been me But all the letters I sent out to space Hoping they’ll reach you Got lost somewhere along the way Somewhere in a forest Quiet in the night, lost among the leaves Somewhere in an ocean Dark at the bottom, lost among the coral reefs It could’ve been us I’ve been missing you for five years, I don’t think I’ll ever stop You were my brightest star My beautiful sunrise And my biggest heartbreak I dream of you And I wake up with tears soaking my pillow These are the only wet dreams that I have I love you, and I’ll never stop You were the one for me, the only one for me You’re gone and I’m hopeless Because you don’t get lucky twice.

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You called me beautiful And kissed every inch of my skin We were one in the dark As we drowned in lust, in sin Our chemistry Made me break all my rules And not until it was too late That I realized you played me for a fool My dear your lips speak lies But your eyes are full with the truth Your soul is old But you taste like youth Out of everyone You’re the one I’ve chosen I made my bed Now my heart, you’ve broken

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Jul 14, 2019

Jul 14, 2019 at 12:20 PM UTC

Tarot Collection: “The Fool”

You called me beautiful And kissed every inch of my skin We were one in the dark As we drowned in lust, in sin Our chemistry Made me break all my rules And not until it was too late That I realized you played me for a fool My dear your lips speak lies But your eyes are full with the truth Your soul is old But you taste like youth Out of everyone You’re the one I’ve chosen I made my bed Now my heart, you’ve broken

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I know it’s been two years But missing him still makes it hard to breathe Hard to sleep, hard to eat There’s a lump in my throat, a burn in my chest An ache in my brain He will always be the one that got away The one that should’ve stayed, the one that should’ve loved me He’s so far, like the moon, too far to reach But I still feel him here, I still feel his touch, I still feel his warmth I’m going crazy, insane, mad Two years and I can’t forget, I can’t breathe. I forgot his smell, it makes me sad I’m sick of this, sick of him, mostly sick for him. I’ve always been crazy for him I cling to the memory of his voice, the feeling of his warm embrace Anything I can keep inside my mind, just a little taste of what was mine I’m weak, so weak Maybe I’ll miss him forever, maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be All the men after him will become an antidote experiment To find a cure, I need a cure.

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Apr 20, 2019

Apr 20, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC

Phantom pain

I know it’s been two years But missing him still makes it hard to breathe Hard to sleep, hard to eat There’s a lump in my throat, a burn in my chest An ache in my brain He will always be the one that got away The one that should’ve stayed, the one that should’ve loved me He’s so far, like the moon, too far to reach But I still feel him here, I still feel his touch, I still feel his warmth I’m going crazy, insane, mad Two years and I can’t forget, I can’t breathe. I forgot his smell, it makes me sad I’m sick of this, sick of him, mostly sick for him. I’ve always been crazy for him I cling to the memory of his voice, the feeling of his warm embrace Anything I can keep inside my mind, just a little taste of what was mine I’m weak, so weak Maybe I’ll miss him forever, maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be All the men after him will become an antidote experiment To find a cure, I need a cure.

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When you leave My hands keep your scent I hold them close to my chest As I try to savor every last bit of you I can’t stop thinking about That little chuckle you make My heart beats are unstable The way your skin feels Against mine I now write poetry again About unrequited love About how my face feels warmer When I think of you You are everything I want Everything I need But here I am Just another thing For you to stay away from Another mistake, You’re careful not to make.

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Apr 7, 2019

Apr 7, 2019 at 8:26 AM UTC

Warm faces

When you leave My hands keep your scent I hold them close to my chest As I try to savor every last bit of you I can’t stop thinking about That little chuckle you make My heart beats are unstable The way your skin feels Against mine I now write poetry again About unrequited love About how my face feels warmer When I think of you You are everything I want Everything I need But here I am Just another thing For you to stay away from Another mistake, You’re careful not to make.

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You were a storm, that swept me off my feet But as a storm, you completely destroyed me You did it so smoothly So unnoticeably, that even I did not know I did not know how shattered I was, until I broke the heart of a man who’s nothing like you A man who holds sunshine in his eyes And sunflowers on his fingertips A man that appreciates the way I laugh The way I pronounce his name I turned into a monster, you see A million broken pieces glued together A broken monster, Just Like You.

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Apr 3, 2019

Apr 3, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC

Frankenstein

You were a storm, that swept me off my feet But as a storm, you completely destroyed me You did it so smoothly So unnoticeably, that even I did not know I did not know how shattered I was, until I broke the heart of a man who’s nothing like you A man who holds sunshine in his eyes And sunflowers on his fingertips A man that appreciates the way I laugh The way I pronounce his name I turned into a monster, you see A million broken pieces glued together A broken monster, Just Like You.

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I killed you Then cried rivers of blood, Sent my condolences to your mother, Grieved you, for months Until one night, I gazed up to the stars Realized how someplace in the world You’re looking at the same sky Then all of my efforts to bury you have vanished And my heartbreak rained down on me Like a million dark cloud Drowning me under

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Apr 3, 2019

Apr 3, 2019 at 1:12 PM UTC

Dead to me.

I killed you Then cried rivers of blood, Sent my condolences to your mother, Grieved you, for months Until one night, I gazed up to the stars Realized how someplace in the world You’re looking at the same sky Then all of my efforts to bury you have vanished And my heartbreak rained down on me Like a million dark cloud Drowning me under

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Breathe in, breathe out I close my eyes and picture us If God can look down on us, what would He say? I am a ghost ship, lost at sea I dream about your lips, I have set my anchor. Come closer, pull me in Do you ever think of me? Or am I just skin, flesh, and lust? I touch you with my fingertips And I make three thousand small wishes, Each for every freckle, every lie. You laugh like stars, And I cry like the ocean, Will I ever be loved? Breathe in, breathe out Add one more, to my bruises My ship can no longer sink.

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Mar 7, 2019

Mar 7, 2019 at 5:39 PM UTC

One Sided.

Breathe in, breathe out I close my eyes and picture us If God can look down on us, what would He say? I am a ghost ship, lost at sea I dream about your lips, I have set my anchor. Come closer, pull me in Do you ever think of me? Or am I just skin, flesh, and lust? I touch you with my fingertips And I make three thousand small wishes, Each for every freckle, every lie. You laugh like stars, And I cry like the ocean, Will I ever be loved? Breathe in, breathe out Add one more, to my bruises My ship can no longer sink.

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Is there something to be said? for all the cold lonely nights in my bed. Is there something to be read? with all the dark poetry in my head. My blood runs blue, yours runs red, it thickens with the lies its been fed. Tell me about the revolutions you've led, about all these rotten secrets you've bled. Tell me about the guilt you've pled, about the purple lips you've misread. Tell me about the love you've fled, about the loneliness you've wed. Is there something to be said? I'm already gone, I'm already dead.

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Nov 21, 2018

Nov 21, 2018 at 8:21 PM UTC

Anything at all?

Is there something to be said? for all the cold lonely nights in my bed. Is there something to be read? with all the dark poetry in my head. My blood runs blue, yours runs red, it thickens with the lies its been fed. Tell me about the revolutions you've led, about all these rotten secrets you've bled. Tell me about the guilt you've pled, about the purple lips you've misread. Tell me about the love you've fled, about the loneliness you've wed. Is there something to be said? I'm already gone, I'm already dead.

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