I see you are back in the town again..
With your “partner”
Saw your pictures on the socials the other day
Looked pretty happy!!
Looked like you have moved on
Since she has forgave and forgotten all that about me!!!!!
I feel annoyed ..
I feel affected somehow..
And I feel unjust..
For you and her to move on so easily
And blaming it all on me!!!
How could you?!!!
I wish you also go through the same thing..
I am still haunted by your memories
I am still traumatised
And I feel as if I have lost my ability to love and trust anyone now…
I want to get rid of this pain!!!!!!
Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 1:16 PM UTC
How can some people just move on like nothing happened?
Putting the blame on someone else’s shoulder and just getting away with it…
How??????
Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 1:12 PM UTC
I crossed borders for you!!
In hopes you are as real as your words
Just to find out…
I am an ordinary to you!!
Your words mean nothing
They are overused with many..
Humiliated and hurt!!
That is what you made me feel…
Like a clown!
I felt embarassed ..
To have traveled 20 hours..
To explore the potential of what could be..
Just to realize what it really is…
F you , A
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 10:10 AM UTC
Strange
I don’t miss you
I rarely think of you
Each night I am questioning myself
If I should just leave
I don’t know what is stopping me
Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 12:19 PM UTC
Needing to forget you
But not wanting to !
Have forgotten most of you.
Your Touch, Your Smell, Your Voice, Your Face!!
But still wanting to keep hurting
Keep reliving
Because that is the only way
The only way I can stay connected to you
And make myself believe
It was real, Everything was real!!!
Sep 13, 2024
Sep 13, 2024 at 1:12 PM UTC
Is wanting solitude so bad?
Why cannot something just be mine?
Why cannot some thoughts just stay within me?
Why cannot some feelings just stay hidden in me?
I am being the person you want, isn't it?
I am doing my best!!!
But I really don't want to share all of me to you?
Cannot some parts of me just be with me only?
Jun 15, 2024
Jun 15, 2024 at 1:02 PM UTC
It has been a way of life now!!
No one really cares about the truth!!
All they care about is their perspective about the truth!!
And hereby, I am the one who has been living this life!!
Misunderstood and Misjudged
My inexpressiveness for emotionless!!
My indecisiveness for irresponsibility!!
My assertiveness for arrogance!!
My standing out for bossy!!
My logicalness for insolence!!
How Do I live this way of life?
Jun 15, 2024
Jun 15, 2024 at 12:56 PM UTC
5416 m, 53 amitone-50, 5023 cigarette butts, 585 days!!!!!
And now I am done!!!
I am over you!!!!
Nov 2, 2023
Nov 2, 2023 at 7:51 AM UTC
How sad is it that you are trying to find me in her!!!!
How sad is it that she is trying to embed me in her!!!!
Sep 9, 2023
Sep 9, 2023 at 3:07 PM UTC
You used to call me your "moon"
And you were the center of my universe
My beloved, my Sun...
But little did I knew
Your sky had more than one moon...
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**** you, B
Sep 8, 2023
Sep 8, 2023 at 6:26 AM UTC