To close my eyes
Such a slight and easy voyage
To cancel out the ******
Like taking a step
Into a puddle
And falling
Five thousand feet
Into blue water
With no light
But there’s still a glistening
And you feel it
Even in the center we have our senses
Feeling cold and warm within our safety
Introspection is such a safe and lonely place
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 1:18 AM UTC
Being a person who strives and desires and pines after and craves nothing but human connection, it can feel incredibly disheartening not to recieve it from somebody. I want but one thing? I feel disappointed. I feel ripped off. I feel like it may be my fault. Had I not opened the doors? Had I kept my own closed?
At this point I know connection is somewhat out of my hands. There’s nothing I can do to force connection. In fact, if I feel it must be forced or coaxed or manipulated, I know deep down it’s not meant to happen in the first place.
To want but one thing but that thing being so full of magnitude and unspoken rights and perfection and timing and alignment, it hurts me. I’ve set myself up for disappointment. In the same breath I refuse to let go of this deep thirst or hunger. At times I feel it’s a dehydration. It’s hard. But when I am met with Nature’s graces and she places people and creatures and spirits in front of me, along with our mutual understanding that us together carry the indescribable gift of true understanding. To our cores.. Connection
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 1:17 AM UTC
I desperately want us to be the same person
I desperately love to cling
To every common
Reaching
Detail
And claim it
For the both of us
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 2:16 AM UTC