What a world
I live in
What a girl
I’m giving
My whole life to
I’ve been waiting
I’m holding on to
She’s got me pacing
In circles
Around my head
She picks me up
With the words she says
It’s uncomforting,
My willingness
To give myself away
But I can’t pretend
And I will admit
She captivates me
I’ve just been overcome
This is a sight to see
There is beauty far beyond compare
Standing right in front of me
Darling, it’s all right now
I’ve colored you wonderful
You’ve captured me
And made me into
Something new
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 12:45 PM UTC
Humbled by your grace
I am amazed at all you do for me
Stumbled in a daze
Upon your gaze
And into clarity
I fall to your embrace
Find solace in your ways
It might sound a little crazy
But believe me when I say
That you mean the world to me
My sweet and beautiful Trinity
My heart beats effervescently
When I feel you next to me
My mind begins to wander
Whenever you’re away
I hate to say goodbye
Because I’m desperate to stay
It hurts to let you go
Because you are a part of me
When I feel the darkness creeping over
You are the light that guides my way
When I feel the pain of being sober
You let me know that it’s okay
And when I feel the weight lift off my shoulders
You are the only one to blame
Because I know my pain is over
When I stumble upon your gaze
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
Words
Can’t find
The ones to say
Feelings
Inside
Don’t mean
The same thing
Fickle
Little words
Bare merely a
Resemblance
Trickle
Underneath
My skin
I want to share
Myself with you
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 3:29 PM UTC
Substitution,
There is no resolution
To the thoughts inside my head
Evolution,
But there is no revolution,
And it's hard for me to accept
That sometimes we feel pain
To make it go away
And to learn from our mistakes
And to move on to better days
Self reflection,
Has been my one connection,
But that was until I met you
Resurrected,
From the dead, I am indebted
You have shown me something new
Changing direction,
Because I'm feeling a connection
So much stronger, so more true
I follow you,
You are the light that guides my way
Because the light that lives inside of me
Is trapped behind a cage
But I know not to be afraid,
For I am safe inside your gaze
And I will give my light away,
So it can shine on better days,
New solution,
That will lead me to conclusion
I will shine more brightly for you
That is what I'll do
Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 8:29 PM UTC
I’ve got
A lot
Of bad inside of me
So much sometimes,
It's hard to breathe
I know inside I'm
Suffocating,
But in my heart,
Anticipating
And waiting
To feel her gaze on me
Because in that moment
I will be free
From the misery
And finally be..
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 12:04 PM UTC
I hate living this way
Standing on display
For all the world to see
The flaws that make up me
A year and a half is all it takes
For a loving soul to throw me away
Our time together felt so small
Did you even care at all?
It hurt to see you so glad
After all the wonderful times we had
You found another one better than me
And you didn't think that I could see
But this year and a half
Was so important to me
I felt so useful
I felt so complete
You took me in,
I don't know why
But you became my friend
When everyone else just passed me by
You would lay on me
So comfortably
And watch tv
Until you fell asleep
Coming home from a stressful day
And looking at me with such relief
It was almost as if we were made for each other
But now it is clear, you were made for another
At least from what I can see,
Stuck here on the street
I am standing here on display,
Like before you took me away
Only then I was new
And now I am used
Who would ever want me?
Cars keep passing by,
Judging me by what they see
Just another piece of trash
I guess that's what I am
Dirt has covered my eyes,
It's hard for me to see
I really don't want to die,
But I wish I wasn't me
I hear a muffled noise
It's coming in more clearly
And then I hear a voice,
Could this truly be?
"You are coming home with me"
Now I'm glad she threw me out
I'm treated so much better now
Once was lost, but now I've found
I am more than just a couch
Aug 12, 2016
Aug 12, 2016 at 2:04 PM UTC
She is your
Picture of perfection
In every measurable way
She loves you,
There's no question
She tells you every day
She tastes your
Deep obsession with
Her lips upon your face
She sees your
Every feature and
She sees more than just mistakes
She looks at you
In such a way that
Words cannot explain . . .
Behind your foggy eyes,
There's no disguise to
Shield your insecurity
Beyond those words
That fall so short
You simply say,
"I love you, Trinity."
She is your one exception
Because she knows
Your state of mind
She is your own reflection
Because you see her
Every time
You look into the mirror,
Searching for security
In your tortured mind
There is no fear
Because your thoughts
Emit a melody
In your well-worn heart,
You hear her
And reflecting back
You see
A picture of perfection
Looking back in your direction
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC
Shattered glass,
Scatters the floor now
Stained red by the
Things it once held
Closest inside it
Fallen so fast,
Can't understand how
Overcome by
The urge to delve
Further inside and
The pain only lasts
Til the heart hits the ground
All that's left is the mind
Always tortures itself
But the love still resides in
The shattered glass
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC
"Please"
She pleas,
From a distance
Behind me
"Please!"
She screams,
Although, all
That I see
Are memories
Of somebody
That I used
To believe
Please,
I plea..
Just leave
Me be
Please!
I scream, but
There is no one
Behind me
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 4:43 PM UTC