Birthed my own happiness
Making life worth living
My day, my night, my everything
His laugh
His little hands
His sparkling eyes
His unbiased curiosity
Consumed by expectations
Worried about my imperfections
My sun, my moon, my world
Apr 1, 2024
Apr 1, 2024 at 10:32 PM UTC
Halfway empty
Constant frustrations
Supressed thoughts
Devastation
Hesitating
Found purpose
Losing myself
Under tears
Staying complaisant
Forgetting myself
Starving for life
Mar 25, 2024
Mar 25, 2024 at 10:06 PM UTC
A world of lies and pretend
Adults who act like children
Children being more mature than adults
Being told driving is a necessity when it kills the most
Having to build credit because the money we earn is useless without it
Money being the root to all our problems but it can't make us happy
We're all going to die one day and we're told to work for the rest of our lives instead of enjoying it
We live in a world of hopelessness
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Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 12:45 AM UTC
A block in the mind
A wall blocking all creativity
A blockage interfering one's thoughts
A writer of soul and passion
A holder of the pen that creates
A person with a unique way of combining words
A blocked writer...
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Oct 17, 2022
Oct 17, 2022 at 10:25 PM UTC
Enjoying your company despite my distaste for other people
Smiling and giggling even when I just had a bad day
Smelling your scent on me keeps reminding me of you
Feeling scared that one day you'll disappear and I'll lose this bond between me and you
Thinking that hopefully we can make this work because I always think the worst
Loving someone is foreign to me but deep down I know I've always loved you
Admitting that is stretch for me however I hope you can see my sincerity
Coming to you in all transparency and hopefully in your heart there's love for me
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Oct 17, 2022
Oct 17, 2022 at 12:28 AM UTC
Forbidden fruit left untouched
Longing to be tasted
Casted aside, undevoured
Wishing it will soon be desired
Ripe and prepped
Waiting to be feasted upon
It's efforts are forsaken
Neglected and yearning
Unsatisfied with insatiable thirst...
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Oct 10, 2022
Oct 10, 2022 at 4:50 AM UTC
Picking up the pieces
To put myself back together
My worth just the same
But my spirit is fractured
The pain can't be measured
But my suffering will never be forgotten
Lonely yet surrounded by people
So many options nonetheless I remain lifeless
The whole world in my hands and still I feel so empty
Left to pickup the pieces
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Sep 29, 2022
Sep 29, 2022 at 12:52 AM UTC
My thoughts tormenting me
Thinking of the worst to come
How long until I fall apart
Slowly losing myself
Discarding my hopes and dreams
Succumbing to the numbness
My worst fears tearing me apart
Soul crushed and mind bruised
Pondering on what I should do
Stuck in the void that is my mind
Wandering thoughts to pass the time
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Sep 29, 2022
Sep 29, 2022 at 12:23 AM UTC
Thought of but never spoken
Hushed voice losing focus
Thinking back to the words not said
The effect of those words whether good or bad
They were meant to be heard and never forgotten
Speak your truth and voice your concerns
Not many get another chance to be heard
Lift your head, face your fears, and let your conscience set you free
Speak those unspoken words...
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Aug 8, 2022
Aug 8, 2022 at 1:53 AM UTC
If only I could...
be genuinely happy
not fake a smile everyday
forget all the traumatic experiences
go far away where no one knows me
just be selfish and live for myself
have my own prince charming
look forward to the future
think good thoughts
find my passion
start over
let go
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Jul 7, 2022
Jul 7, 2022 at 1:53 PM UTC