I fantasise
About you and i
Because that's the only way
I can dream happy
The only way
I wont get hurt
May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 1:32 AM UTC
Perhaps
Im just a fling
Someone you toss around
Someone you use to fill you up
Maybe
That's all i ever be
A toy to you
I'm merely a person
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 11:06 AM UTC
You would text me
Out of the blue
Saying you miss me
But i know you don't
You don't miss spending time with me
You don't miss having me around
What you miss is my body
You miss the *** we had
You miss the way i made you feel
So don't text me saying you miss me
Because you don't miss me at all
You only miss the lust we had
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 9:59 AM UTC
Long distance isn't meant for everyone
But i always believed that long distance relationship is the most genuine type.
If you can love someone and be loyal to them despite the distance,
Nothing can tear you apart
•••••
Then
I met you
You made it seem that you were the one
And so i gave it a shot
I waited for you
I trusted you
I was there for you
We never called
You were too busy with work
Time difference was hard
But i always stayed awake for you
And yet
I was never enough
I tried and i tried
Even though i barely knew you,
The times i stayed
Made me love you even more
I never met you
But i was in love with you
You made me believe that distance is nothing
And yet you didnt believe in me
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 12:08 PM UTC
You will break me
Again and again
And i will come back running to you
Loving you
With all my broken pieces
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 12:41 PM UTC
The heart aches
The heart sinks
Whatever you do
No matter how you try to protect yourself
The heart will always get hurt
It is a heavy burden
You can never run away from
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 12:37 PM UTC
You told me to give you time
Because the past girls in your life changed you
I understand
You have trust issues
So i waited
Willingly i waited
I even told you
I'll wait til you're ready
But i realised that i was waiting for nothing
Because you did nothing
You told me to wait for you
But you never once bothered to try
I waited for you to open the doors of your heart
I waited during the bad days
The heavy rain
The cold nights
You never let me in once
Nor be there with me
So i guess i can never make you trust me
Despite how loyal i was even when we are thousands of miles away
I waited for you
But you never cared
I was the fool that thinking making i could make you trust
Make you open the door
But I couldn't
You never wanted me
I wasted my time
And yet
Here i am
Still waiting
Even though you're long gone
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 10:03 AM UTC
I am a mess
I find happiness
In self pain
I find comfort
In heart breaks
It hurts to feel the pain
And yet
I am completely okay with it
I am a mess
I feel empty
And incompletely
Without the need
Of getting hurt
Oct 10, 2020
Oct 10, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
They had the same name
And had similar facials
What are the odds
When theres 7 billion people on earth
Perhaps it was just coincidence
But he behaved the same
The same way like you did
Perhaps he's your doppelgänger
Perhaps he is the one that is meant for me
What does it mean?
When i meet someone
With the same name as you
That looks like you
And behaved like you.
Or could it be
That im so in love with you
That I can't help it
But to look for someone like you
Maybe
He could be the one
That stay this time
The one
That isn't you
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 1:33 PM UTC
I have always been the one that love too much
The only one that loves
One sided love
So i tried to change
Going for someone that loves me
And me not loving him back
with time,
I fell for him
And loved him back
But i guess i wasn't enough
Because he cheated and left
I guess im just bad at love
Because i can never make someone love me back
Or perhaps
They only want a piece of my heart
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 12:15 PM UTC