October is gone, November begins
Forgive me doc. for I have sinned
I lost all my colors while chasing a dream
Longing to be but dust in the wind
A smile in the dark, a drop of paint at sight
I might not been strong, yet I never ceased to try
Take my hand while you gaze into my eyes
But don't stare for long, the oxytocin is making me high
Everytime you laugh it brightens the room
I hope you never know what your wit and charm can do
November the 9th its just me and you
Lets dance till sunrise under the light of the moon
Comfortably in love, a leap of faith, my great stride
I used to be lost and my end was nigh
You opened the door and taught me the beauty of life
Now all I wanna do is live to be by your side
Dec 3, 2021
Dec 3, 2021 at 9:31 PM UTC
Take a look at these walls and answer me this
Are they closing in or is it just me?
I'm a good boy, I stay at home and in line
Days turns into weeks while I'm losing my mind
The world is shrinking, collapsing within
Wake, work, eat and repeat, the loop I'm trapped in
Tangled in this slumber, biding my time
How can I seize the day without you by my side?
Give me a flower or a sword to fill me with drive
I'm in need of meaning, a reason to be alive
Unwilling to cook, heal or take care of myself
When all you need is hope, what good is a car, money or wealth?
I was born to be free, unchained from want and need
Yet here I am, missing your smile and the way you look at me
I thank the screens for the view they share
Call me a friend or a soul who cares
Alone in this room, Adam without Eve
I look at the mirror and watch myself bleed
It's me and myself, the battle resumes
Dig dig dig, one or two tombs
Fed one, fed the other, can't bring them to peace
My mind is at war, I'm now on my knees...
Apr 19, 2020
Apr 19, 2020 at 1:03 AM UTC
Noices and voices scrambled far and near
Broken is wheel that my soul cant heal
Unworthy is the gifted, wounded is my pride
Wouldnt I be better off if my dreams simply died
Cancel the show, turn off the lights
Lets get over with and cease all the fights
My shadow in the corner, a silhouette in the hall
If I am winter, she is the snow
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 4:53 PM UTC
A stranger adrift, shattered
pieces sinking, flaws and virtues alike
i try my best not to get into trouble, but i
i've got a war in my mind
i watch the clouds darken as the sun goes down
knowledge brightens the night
all dressed up with no where to go
lets hitch this winged ship and roam for a while
escape the plunging waves of these troublesome seas
leave the daily nuances behind
perpetually defiled
i accept who i am
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC