NightlyThoughts - Hello Poetry

Crying, Over the bathroom scale because I think the numbers are taunting Smiling, Because if people actually saw how I was feeling they'd avoid me. Hurting, Because I'd rather bottle it up than tell anyone Dying, Because not eating is more appealing than being happy.

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Mar 15, 2018

Mar 15, 2018 at 10:56 PM UTC

Guilt

Crying, Over the bathroom scale because I think the numbers are taunting Smiling, Because if people actually saw how I was feeling they'd avoid me. Hurting, Because I'd rather bottle it up than tell anyone Dying, Because not eating is more appealing than being happy.

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I feel it I hate it I can stop it. I can eat. Food tastes guilty. I lie, I starve. I hide the fact that I'm hungry, But I'm not going to eat. Not yet. Not until I've taken control

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Mar 14, 2018

Mar 14, 2018 at 11:58 PM UTC

Hunger

I feel it I hate it I can stop it. I can eat. Food tastes guilty. I lie, I starve. I hide the fact that I'm hungry, But I'm not going to eat. Not yet. Not until I've taken control

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You are Paralyzed, Dreaming, Resting, Resetting, And Calm. While I am here all alone, Waiting for the next day, For the past to fade. But it all blurs together When there was never, Right hours to reset my mind.

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Jul 31, 2016

Jul 31, 2016 at 7:50 PM UTC

Sleep

You are Paralyzed, Dreaming, Resting, Resetting, And Calm. While I am here all alone, Waiting for the next day, For the past to fade. But it all blurs together When there was never, Right hours to reset my mind.

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They lost themselves. Buried within their own lies, They lie awake at night Dreaming of what it might be like To relight, the candle which once lit up their eyes. They are alone, With no one to hold.

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Jun 19, 2016

Jun 19, 2016 at 3:00 PM UTC

Alone

They lost themselves. Buried within their own lies, They lie awake at night Dreaming of what it might be like To relight, the candle which once lit up their eyes. They are alone, With no one to hold.

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My heart, torn to pieces by the love you never had for me . My thoughts, overcome with the someone who can't understand, this burning feeling in my chest, this unrequited love that won't let me rest. And yet... I'd rather live this way, and keep you close Then tell you, and lose you forever.

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May 25, 2016

May 25, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC

Unrequited

My heart, torn to pieces by the love you never had for me . My thoughts, overcome with the someone who can't understand, this burning feeling in my chest, this unrequited love that won't let me rest. And yet... I'd rather live this way, and keep you close Then tell you, and lose you forever.

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I gave them the words that I never thought I'd see. The ones I wish were said in my time of need. Now you have them. and I'm glad you made use, of the things I could never have, but gave to you when I needed you to, give them to me.

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May 4, 2016

May 4, 2016 at 9:10 PM UTC

I helped

I gave them the words that I never thought I'd see. The ones I wish were said in my time of need. Now you have them. and I'm glad you made use, of the things I could never have, but gave to you when I needed you to, give them to me.

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You crushed my heart with your beautiful soul

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Mar 31, 2016

Mar 31, 2016 at 9:09 PM UTC

A Crush

You crushed my heart with your beautiful soul

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Depression to me feels like a heavy weight on my head and heart. Always there and hard to ignore. I wish I could push it away, but who am I without it. Lost most of my friends, most of the trust, nearly all of myself. Depression is a black hole that takes everything away from me.

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Mar 24, 2016

Mar 24, 2016 at 12:27 PM UTC

Depression

Depression to me feels like a heavy weight on my head and heart. Always there and hard to ignore. I wish I could push it away, but who am I without it. Lost most of my friends, most of the trust, nearly all of myself. Depression is a black hole that takes everything away from me.

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Spring break is... going out partying and having fun with others But all I do is... sleep over think study and be alone

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Mar 24, 2016

Mar 24, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC

Spring Break