I am a sound of a humming bird's voice, singing peacefully without no distraction
A dark colored maroon for its unique dullness,
A mountain higher than you can ever imagine,
A swan for its belief in it's own beauty,
And a lamp that shines brightly no matter how dim it gets.
I am a sunflower who blooms toward the sun of my color,
An apple tree who bears fruit for the needs,
A lake that goes deep into thoughts and emotions,
A Minecraft game that all people can enjoy,
A cup of water for its purity,
An A for its position in the alphabet and sharpness in mind.
I am an ice-cream that revives people on certain understandable days,
A volleyball that can be pressured up,
And the Divergent book that shows I can always be different.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 9:53 AM UTC
I once thought about my best friend
I was thinking of our friendship, was it going to end?
I don't know what a true friendship is now
I'm just sure it means more than a queen's bow
I thought I just had one kept safely in my hand,
but I what i didn't know was that it could also break as easily as a generic rubber band.
You know what? I'm done.
because this friendship is no longer fun.
She didn't stay by my side
so I cried and cried.
She never defended me,
but still, I let my anger set free.
She repeatedly stabbed my back.
I ask myself, "What is the skill in a relationship I lack?"
She was a pretender
So I never knew if she meant to really surrender.
She was careless,
and couldn't be anymore reckless.
She was once my friend.
"I'm sorry," I say to her. 'This relationship can no longer extend.'
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
I cry so much, but I'm still not able to drown myself.
I cut deeply, but the blade never gets in contact with a vein.
I rage so much, but I never explode.
I lie, but people never seem to notice the sorrow in my eyes.
Why is that?
I waste so much energy,
I hope too much,
and I try to drive myself to the end.
I try even harder this time,
overdosing, cutting, exploding, fainting,
but none of them seem to work.
But just when my trashed life sorts itself,
my heart fails, I fail.
I'm regretting everything I have done to make this thought of death come to reality.
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 4:15 AM UTC
Why am I living?
What should I do?
Why am I here?
What is life all about?
What is the purpose of existence?
Does life even exist at all?
People say I live for God.
People say I'm here to make a difference in the world.
People say I'm here to enjoy life.
People say it's the best gift each and everyone one of us has received.
But you know what?
I feel like I'm living to satisfy others instead of myself.
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 4:59 AM UTC
I miss him.
I wish my wish would come true
that day you told me to make that wish.
We were together,
telling me all the reasons you loved me.
I enjoyed each and every moment,
not caring about what other people think.
And suddenly, my world has collapsed.
Everything has changed.
You've ruined it all, you've ruined me.
All those words you have said,
I believed it all..
And now I'm here, regretting everything I have done with you.
Every word.
Every idea.
Every thought...
It's now faint, because as these words drift towards you,
You'd always try to dodge it, weakening my affection for you.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 3:15 AM UTC
Why can't people treat each other equally ?
They're way of judging moves so rapidly
The first thing you judge about a person is their face
We should all just be glad, we have a life to embrace
Once I hear a comparison between two people, it makes me delirious,
And their victory makes them feel luxurious
They should think before they say
Or else someone might die today
They probably experienced a moment like this in the past,
But we should finally end it, at last
The words, "you're ugly, you stink, you're dumb"
May just crush that person into a crumb
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 1:42 AM UTC
Alluring courage is complicated
The voices not wanting to circumvent,
And the people who aren't appeased
Makes the pressure even bigger and stronger
I need to burnish my confidence,
But the arboreal confidence is stuck on a vine
The affronts given to me, their expression is what's frightening
The archaic words I receive everytime when I go up, I don't wish for it to repeat
I just wish I was able to avert when I really needed to
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 1:29 AM UTC
Going back to memory lane
Holding the picture to see what I experienced, good or not
Dusting away my dusty, rusty memories
Smiling, frowning down that long windy road of mine
Realizing you can't go back to that moment
Realizing that next time. . .
You'll keep it, capture it and treasure it
And you'll realize how much that memory had meant once you go back to memory land once again
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
You stand there noticing people other than me,
While I stand there facing my dull eyes toward you
I pass by noticing your warm scent
While I circumvent , you scented nothing
I listen to your deep, appeasing voice trying to capture it
While you stay there , and avoid it
Am I this invisible ?
Too invisible to be noticed by someone who I really tried to be noticed from?
I wonder, wonder about you , wondering if you're thinking about me too...
Realizing there is no chance.. because I really am invisible
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 6:23 AM UTC
The moment I lose whom I care about
It seems my life drifts away
I can't understand how I feel
It makes me sad in a way
I feel like everything is gone
When I loose my loved one
There's no more I could talk to
And there's nothing I can do
I regret I didn't say goodbye to her
And these words I wish to utter
Saying "I love you" makes her happy
Because I know she's with me today
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 5:51 AM UTC