Each day we wake up looking for goals that we foggily see, walking through our days carrying our mission of the day with us. We may seek wisdom of the day. We may seek love and shelter. We may seek loneliness and our shadows. Either we knock on locked doors until we are sore and bleeding. Or either we jump of the edge off a mountain. We never give up. Sometimes we never give up on hopelessness. Sometimes we taste our breath trying to search for a meaning in this life. We miss our chances looking at the wrong direction.. And then we miss our lives regretting the lost chances. We live our days experiencing emotions that we rather ignore or control or perhaps we claim that emotions control us. We fail to realize that there are no good or bad emotions they are only fear and love as we fail to realize that there is no reality. Each of us create their own reality with a journal of memories that shapes the path of his daily life. We deny nothing at all for one moment in each day. Our moments differ but they are the same. Before we close our eyes to rest. We realize how heavy is our head. We choose to shut it down by various kind of ways. For us to wake up tomorrow and live again.
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 2:22 PM UTC
Hello
Call me nameless today
Do you recognize me?
You've met me before
Let me show you the archive of my faces
You will notice one of them
Your smell is familiar.
You've met me before
Perhaps in one of my cages
Let me take you to my airless planets
I've painted them with the sun but they're burning
Call them freedom
And call me indecisive
Perhaps you will remember me now
I've painted all of my masks with nothingness but I'm full
And I fail to wear one of them now
Pick one for me this time will you?
Let me wear it
And lock me inside the flames of my freedom
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 10:54 AM UTC
An open book with empty pages
Read between the lines, will you?
Find the missing pieces under your skin
Fragment sentences
Collect each one and read the piece I wrote
Scared with the world that hides in your eyes
Read it once again through my lips
Let the poetic poison drug your body
For me to be under your skin
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 1:13 PM UTC
See through my thin skin
See through my bones
See through my reckless acts
I beg.
I beg.
To chase what've been missing
Looking at the graphical images my emotions shaped which I call memories
Did I fail again? To see what is so obvious?
Rewinding each memory creating a new one
I, who you may call smart fails to figure it out.
I abandoned my nest to breath freedom
But I ended up cuddling my bed at the sunlight
Did I miss it again? That noise will feed my brain with toxic
Inhale me in
Inhale me in
For my emptiness to be filled again
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 11:19 AM UTC
I shall not seek forgiveness
For sipping the forbidden wine
I shall confess for my sin
But my veins are drunk of her lips
Sober I'm not to crave more
Sober I am to chalk her eyes into a memory
Pour no more
A sip will never quench my thirst.
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 5:49 PM UTC
Face on a pillow
Mind diving into the deepest ground
Unable not to live the moment
Where a storm of questions and a dark hole of clues are given
Lights blurring the vision of mine
Illuminating my fear of fading to a desire
Unconsciously releasing it all
Senseless that one can never be sure of himself.
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 5:44 PM UTC
I grew of fragile roots
I built walls of rust
I swallowed chemicals
I painted a smile
I ran for miles with eager
I wore the suit of rejoice
I jumped to the highest mountains
I shaped my key to fit all doors
But now allow me to be naked
Allow me to break for my tears to fall
Allow me to rest for my mind to battle
Allow my madness to ****** itself
I hide nowhere now
I face my insanity
Let it paint my grey walls with black holes
For once I will be fat full of anger
For once I will be throwing up none sense
For once I will sin without wishing to pray.
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:04 PM UTC
I write to you when im high
Because I can be myself
You don't live in my brain
You are far behind
You are that voice that has no sound
I only hear you when I'm ******
And now I'm not making any sense
You are the senses
The forgotten senses
I hear you. I smell you. I kiss you
You exist.
I write to you letters in my head
About how we met last month
About rooftops and winter nights
About you and I
You are a reality and yet you are the day dream
I fairytale wants to be
You are the chapter of a missing book
Dont go where you belong child
Stay where you are
Let our lips meet again
You took me far away
I found perfection
I found it and I kissed it's lips
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
I will tell you my deepest secret
I will laugh at your silliest joke
I will be shy like you are my first
I will **** you like you are my one
I will give you my favorite book
I will listen to your favorite song
I will write for you
I will describe each part of you
I will remember each detail
I will call you every night
I will text you every hour
But then I will say it out loud
Im ****** and twisted
I twist each story
I victimize myself
Like I didn't **** with you
Like I didn't tell you lies
Like I didn't do any mistakes but being honest
But Im done manipulating
Even though I know I will **** it up again
And i will say but I was honest.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
The taste of bitterness through the veins of lust
I've been there once, inhaled the mixture of her breath and her perfume like sniffing a sugar coated chemical
My brain is shut as I let the flavor of her fingers kicks
her skin melted and I craved more
To the journey of her lips
Awaking my sleeping desire to hunt her soul
To ask a question of wonder
Why it's hidden underneath an addictive skin
And then I wonder if her soul is a smell
Or if its that bitter taste of lust
Shall I dive underneath the skin of hers
To learn new letters and words
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC