Ive lost all motivation on loving you
Being with you is tormenting
You drag my soul made blue
And you've made me hate loving
Anger corrupts my heart
As beautiful awakenings disintegrates
You enabled my introvert
Now depression reincarnates
I'm so blue it has become evil
No remorse can be tamed
Everything seems vile
It appears I am chained
Loving you felt so euphoric
Until you cursed it for fear
Now I stand disorientated
As everything is unclear
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 12:39 AM UTC
In the end of the day
Who's there for your lonely thoughts
Not to put a blame on anyone
But i’m the one alone on this loft
Made me feel so selfish for thinking theres no one
But truly there really is no one.
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 12:13 AM UTC
As I think of this world
That includes the people I do not adore
I second guess myself
And if my surroundings are enough
I look to the right of me
And see displeasure in the wannabes
Then look to the left
To recognize the ones with no depth
Truth is I don’t know anything
But this feeling of company is way to uneasy
So I structure my soul to distance itself
From people and their drawn attention to chaos
They call me emotionless and unfree
But it’s way more logical to be an absentee
And disregard the scattered pieces of my breaking heart
From the boundless interaction of humanity’s scars
Dec 6, 2019
Dec 6, 2019 at 2:58 PM UTC
Sometimes when I sleep
I pray my eyes won’t start to peak
And see the eyes of tomorrow
Become my future sorrow
Dec 6, 2019
Dec 6, 2019 at 2:54 PM UTC
A sparkling light of hope shines
With a heart rate multiplied by 2
The feeling of comfortability and divine
Is part of that third eye breakthrough
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC
trying to calm myself down as I flee
all I can remember is that body decaying
his last breath was with me
and it went something like, “no please!”
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 10:33 PM UTC
Skinny blues of toxicity
Moral of the story is I'm lonely
Yet aura and lust connects me
To my descriptive writing of poetry
Shakespeare taught me mind games and revenge
But the only revenge I want is you again
Your muscle heart of bordered security
Let me be your beginning
Let me show you that a toy is a toy
But reality comes when you pick your best decoy
Love is a game but I’m a mastermind
Can you be my puppet and my divine
May I help you make those dreams at night
And caress you until your broken inside
Make you think you love me until your screaming goodbye
And realize that I already broke you 100 times
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 10:25 PM UTC
and i cant possibly
lie to my self
and say you were the one
when you most definitely
tore me apart
and broke me way to much
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 10:20 PM UTC
She’s a lost soul
Encrypted in kryptonite
Society never failed to lie to her
She was born perfect
But the world just didn’t see it
So day by day
Society would wash the real her away
And the tragedy was
Society’s lost soul was itself
In depth in destruction and insecurity
Society killed itself
For everyone knew
Society was just a bluff
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 10:02 PM UTC